âMother, whatâs your plan?â Pei Zhang asked.
âThe cold winter is over and theyâll be returning to the imperial city,â Consort Mu said. âThereâll be many opportunities like Consort La wonât live past spring and your imperial fatherâs birthday banquet.â
At the Feng Zhao villa Pei Jin, Yan Shi Ning and everyone else were amusing themselves.
Some sat in front of the door and relaxed and others were hunting, playing, eating or sleeping.
They only needed to think about what amusements they should plan each day. Their only regret was that they couldnât stay at Feng Zhao villa forever.
On the twelfth day of the fourth month, sad news was delivered to the Feng Zhao villa, Consort La died.
âPei Jin, why did Consort La die this sudden...â Yan Shi Ning asked in a sad tone.
Pei Jin hugged Yan Shi Ning and asked everyone to pack their belongings.
That day Pei Jin, Yan Shi Ning and everyone else travelled back to the imperial city.
Inside the horse carriage Yan Shi Nin rubbed her big stomach. âPei Jin, Consort La was only older than me a few years...â
âEach person has their own fate,â Pei Jin said.
âWhat about Pei Khan?â Yan Shi Ning asked. âHeâs only a little boy... who will protect him?â
Pei Jin thought Pei Khanâs situation was like his own childhood, he didnât have anyone to protect him either.
âPei Jin...â Yan Shi Ning said.
âUm?â Pei Jin asked.
âCan we bring Pei Khan to our home and protect him?â Yan Shi Ning asked.
âI want to bring Pei Khan home too but right now our home wonât be safe for Pei Khan,â Pei Jin said.
Yan Shi Ning understood as long as the emperor was alive, Pei Khanâs life in the palace would be pitiful but Pei Khan would stay alive.
âPei Khan is a pitiful little boy... heâs only five years old,â Yan Shi Ning said.
âShi Ning, itâs good for Pei Khan to experience pain while heâs young... itâll help him grow stronger and adapt to life in the palace,â Pei Jin said. âIf we want to protect Pei Khan then we need to grow stronger until no one can threaten us.â
Yan Shi Ning held her stomach protectively.
âWinter hibernation is over,â Pei Jin said.
Pei Jin hugged Yan Shi Ning and their child.
Later that day a simple funeral was held for Consort La at the palace. Yan Shi Ning was pregnant and wasnât allowed to attend the funeral. She could only watch at a far distance. Pei Khan was too little so she couldnât see him and had to wait for Pei Jin to ask about Pei Khan.
âPei Khan silently cried,â Pei Jin said. âI donât know if Consort Laâs death has hurt him mentally but now he canât say even say two words.â
âPei Jin, go console Pei Khan,â Yan Shi Ning said.
âI want to but heâs surrounded by palace maids and eunuchs,â Pei Jin said. âI wonât have an opportunity to talk privately with him.â
Yan Shi Ning felt helpless.
Pei Jin held Yan Shi Ningâs hand. âIn another three days Iâll take you to visit Pei Khan.â
Yan Shi Ning worried about Pei Khan. She knew the emperor didnât favour Consort La because the emperor was ashamed of Pei Khan since he couldnât speak. So the people in the palace wouldnât care about Pei Khan.
âWife, is the little fox inside your stomach troubling you again?â Pei Jin asked.
âWhat little fox?â Yan Shi Ning asked.
Pei Jin was happy to see Yan Shi Ning smile. âWife, after little fox is born letâs conceive a little lion... we canât... letâs wait another two years before we conceive a little lion.â
Yan Shi Ning was speechless. She understood why Pei Jin didnât want their child to have a sibling too soon. Suddenly she heard a noise. âPei Jin, thereâs someone else here.â
Pei Jin looked at a small hidden spot. âThirteenth brother?â
Pei Khan looked around the room. He didnât see anyone else and crawled out of his hiding spot.
âThirteen brother, why are you here?â Yan Shi Ning asked. âWhere are your palace maids and eunuchs?â
Pei Khanâs teary eyes stared at Yan Shi Ningâs big stomach, it made Yan Shi Ningâs heart ached.
Pei Jin knelt in front of Pei Khan. âThirteenth brother, did you hide here by yourself?â
Pei Khan pointed a finger at Pei Jin.
âThirteenth brother, were you waiting for me?â Pei Jin asked.
Pei Khan nodded his head.
âThirteenth brother, what did you wanted to tell me?â Pei Jin asked.
Pei Khan pulled out a hairpin and gave it to Yan Shi Ning, it was the butterfly hairpin she didnât accept from Consort La.
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End of Chapter Sixty-Six