I did request an audience.
I requested over thirty times to ask to meet you just once, but only now Iâve been able to meet you.
Astelle asked franklyâYour Majesty, how long do I have to be here?â
âAre there any inconveniences about staying here?â
Astelle was speechless for a moment.
Is there any convenience felt by the person who is in confinement?
âThere is no inconvenience except that I canât go out.â
There was no inconvenience in the mansion.
In the dazzlingly splendid bedroom, meals comparable to palace meals were served, and the maids served with care all day long.
âBut I do not want to stay in this mansion. I have to go back to the East now.â
âStay here for a while.â
Kaizen gave orders as if he was saying the most obvious thing.
Astelle was stunned.
âYour Majesty, but I have family waiting for me at home.â
âI have sent knights to bring your grandfather and Theor back to the capital.â
âI beg your pardon?â
âWhat did you do?â
I painstakingly made Theor leave the capital, but youâre going to bring him back here?
âHow could this be?â
If I could, I wanted to push Kaizen in front of me and get angry.
âIsnât it enough for you to keep me in this mansion?â
Kaizen looked at Astelleâs resentful eyes and said pitifully,
âThe child should be with you. Do you think making him leave the capital will solve your problem?â
âIâm sorry, Your Majesty. What problem do you mean?â
Astelle asked, barely managing to contain the rising anger.
Now her biggest problem is Kaizen locking her up here and not letting her go home.
Kaizen bit his lip as he was about to say something.
Astelle knew what he was trying to say.
âYou, a princess, gave birth to an illegitimate child. Do you know what people are talking about right now?â
Maybe thatâs what he wanted to say.
Astelle didnât care what the world said about her.
As long as there were no rumors of Theorâs birth, she didnât have to worry about what people were talking about.
After a while, Kaizen said carefully,
âI sent a proposal to your father.â
Now Iâm tired of being surprised.
âThe imperial court started preparing for the national wedding. At the earliest, in two months, we will get married.â
âIâm sorry, Your Majesty. What part of the word ârefuseâ did you not understand?â
Kaizenâs expression hardened at the cold response.
How dare she say this in front of the emperor.
However, Kaizen wasnât mad at her at all.
He looked at Astelle with the light of his eyes that showed painful anguish.
âI canât let you be insulted. This time, I will make sure you never suffer.â
It was a calm voice, but it contained a deep sincerity and regret.
He seemed to regret the past.
He foolishly divorced Astelle, who had been his fiancee for half her life, after their first night.
As a result, Astelle was expelled from her family and gave birth to a child alone, making her a single mother.
Kaizen blamed himself for all this because of his selfish behavior.
Kaizen took one step closer to Astelle, who was standing there without a word.
âIt must be all my fault that this happened. Give me a chance to take responsibility and make things right.â
âIs that why you proposed to me?â
âItâs just a formal marriage. I will not force anything on you. You just have to get empress status and to become the hostess of the empire again.â
ââ¦â¦â
There is no way to undo the past.
Astelle thought so, but Kaizen was offering her the position of Empress as a reward for what had passed.
âIf you allow me, I will make Theor my son and raise him as a prince.â
At this point, Astelle felt her heart pounding.
Astelle said in a low voice, âYou donât have to do that.â
She tried to speak as calmly as possible.
âWhat is important to you is also important to me.â
As she lifted her head, his deep red eyes stared at her.
He looked at her and asked earnestly,
âGive me one chance. A chance to protect you.â
ââ¦â¦â
Hearing Kaizenâs words, Astelle thought she had done something useless by hiding Theor from his biological father.
Astelle called him impulsively, âYour Majestyâ¦â¦â
Her voice trembled.
Astelle began to speak with difficulty as if to let out all the emotions she had been holding back.
âI have something to tell you.â
If not now, she thought she wouldnât be able to say it forever.
Astelle instinctively felt that this was her last chance to tell the truth.
ââ¦â¦â
Astelle calmed her mind for a moment.
She was almost ready to say it, but when she saw Kaizenâs eyes staring at her, she was speechless again.
Can I tell you this?
What Astelle is concerned about is losing Theor to the Imperial Palace, and Theor will be used as a scapegoat in the strife.
To prevent these two things, Astelle has been working hard for a long time by any means.
Can she get help if she confesses the truth to Kaizen?
He was a man who promised to raise an illegitimate child as a prince.
When he finds out that Theor is his son, he might do everything he can to protect him.
Kaizen would be able to stop Astelleâs father, the Duke, before he commits another dangerous attempt.
But on the other hand, Astelle still couldnât trust Kaizen.
Now, he said that because he thought he loved her.
As time passes and the shallow feelings of love disappear, Kaizen will become indifferent to Astelle again.
When the emperor loses affection, Astelle and Theor will be abandoned.
âAstelle?â
Kaizen looked at Astelle with a questioning look.
ââ¦â¦itâs nothing.â
Astelle turned around and avoided his gaze.
For a moment, the urge to tell Kaizen the whole truth arose, but Astelle chose to keep her mouth shut.
âAstelleâ¦â¦ If thereâs anything I can do to helpâ¦â¦â
He came one step closer to Astelle.
It was close enough that he could touch her face with his hand if he wanted to.
Astelle avoided him without answering.
Kaizen stopped walking.
âYour Majesty!â
Then Lyndon opened the closed door and entered the living room.
Embarrassment flashed across Lyndonâs face as he saw Astelle trapped between the wall and Kaizen.
Astelle was a little relieved.
This is because the uncomfortable atmosphere disappeared thanks to Lyndon.
Lyndon greeted both of them.
âYour Majesty, Lady Astelle.â
âWhatâs going on?â
Kaizen asked with a nervous look.
âYour Majesty, I have something to report to you.â
Astelle didnât miss the opportunity and was about to leave.
âThen, I will take my leave.â
After she slightly bent her knees, she quickly rushed out into the hallway before Kaizen caught her.
***
Kaizenâs regretful gaze followed Astelleâs back as she walked towards the hallway.
When he confessed his sincerity, traces of agitation appeared on her indifferent face.
It was proof that Astelleâs heart was changing little by little.
Kaizen turned to Lyndon.
âTell me whatâs going on.â
âYour Majesty.â
Lyndon looked at the hallway where Astelle had left with a worried look and reported,
âYoung Master Theor has disappeared.â
âWhat?â
It was unexpected.
âWhat does that mean?â
Lyndon explained in a regretful voice.
The knights he sent went after the Marquis and Theor.
However, when they arrived at the inn where they were staying, Theor had already disappeared.
The Marquis who was with him was found unconscious with small wounds. And Theor is nowhere to be found.
Someone had attacked the marquis and kidnapped the child.
âHowâs the condition of the Marquis?â
âHe is receiving treatment at the official residence there. He was injured, but not to the point of being life-threatening.â
It was fortunate.
If that old man dies, Astelle will be very sad.
âDo you have any clue who kidnapped the child?â
Many nobles were dissatisfied with the decision to make Astelle an empress.
However, no matter how dissatisfied, no one would dare to kidnap Astelleâs child as long as the emperor declared that he would make Astelle the empress.
Lyndon reported in a cautious voice,
âAfter investigating the surroundings, it appears that the Duke of Restonâs men were nearby.â
ââ¦â¦â
However, there was a person who could do that.
Still, Kaizen felt a little relieved.
If the Duke kidnapped Theor, he would be safe.
âObviously, you kidnapped him to blackmail Astelle.â
The Duke must have been overjoyed to hear that Astelle would become Empress again.
But Astelle refused to marry Kaizen.
The Duke probably intended to use Theor to force Astelle to accept the emperorâs marriage proposal.
âThat disgusting man.â
How could you kidnap your only grandson to threaten your daughter?
It was just like the Duke of Reston.
Kaizen hated him.
He tried to get rid of him whenever he had the chance. The only reason heâs still alive is that heâs Astelleâs father.
âGo to the Dukeâs mansion and find the child.â
He turned to Lyndon and ordered coldly,
âIf thereâs anyone who interferes, get rid of him.â