Olivia POV It's been a few weeks since the funeral and the big day that Raphael said he loved me.
Things have been great.
I went back home and Raphael went with me to meet my family. Everyone adored him and loved how well he was treating me. He can be so charming.
My mother is totally in love with him. She says if I donât get him to put a ring on my finger she will get him for herself.
I went to visit Anna and we rekindled our friendship. Iâve been helping her out more than I thought. I organised her baby shower and ordered all the baby furniture. I assembled everything. Iâve been loving this. John is always around us and feels great to be the three of us again.
I have been working for Raphael, he doesnât let me have anything to do with the mafia side of the business but I am happy doing what I am doing now.
I am his personal assistant/ accountant. No money movements are made without my knowing. I managed to save him millions.
Some people would think that living together and working together would be too much but truth be told we canât keep out hands off of each other.
This weekend he is taking me to meet his mother and his stepfather.
He explained to me his relationship with his family and his familyâs thoughts about his dirty business and I understand.
I canât wait to meet the mother of the love of my life.
I stand up from the bed and I feel so lightheaded. I end up laying down again.
âAre you okay?â - Raphael asks placing a kiss on my shoulder âYeah, just lightheaded, I think I had too much to drink last nightâ - I tell him feeling my stomach turning just at the thought of alcohol. I get out of bed and run to the bathroom.
Raphael follows me and I know better than to tell him to leave. He holds my hair back while I empty my stomach in the toilet.
âIâll get you some waterâ - he says and in nod my head looking at myself in the mirror, I am extremely pale and I feel like I am going to be sick again. So I kneel in front of the toilet and I empty my stomach again.
âHey, drink thisâ - Raphael says passing me the glass of water after I brushed my teeth I take a sip and pass him the glass again. My hands are shaking and I walk back to bed. I curl up under the blankets and he sits next to me.
âWeâll stay home todayâ - he says caressing my hair âYou have an important meeting todayâ- I tell him while I still shake.
âIâll reschedule itâ
âNo, heâs been trying to schedule this meeting with you for weeks now, Iâll sleep a little and I will feel better afterâ - I tell him with a soft smile on my face âAre you sure? I can happily stay here with youâ
âItâs fine, goâ - I tell him and he plants a soft kiss on my forehead and walks to the bathroom, I can hear him turning the shower on and I allow my eyes to close.
I donât know how long itâs been but when I open my eyes Raphael is sitting next to me with a piece of toast, he is all dressed up in his dark blue Armani suit.
âYou look hotâ - I tell him while I take a bite of the toast.
âThanks, you tooâ
I laugh and I feel my stomach complain about the piece of toast. I put the food down on the bedside table and I lay down again.
âGet some sleep, I will call you at lunchtime to see how youâre feeling â - Raphael says planting a kiss on my cheek I nod my head and close my eyes.
I donât know how long Iâve been asleep but when I wake up I have a horrible headache and my mouth is really dry.
I stand up and go to the bathroom trying to keep my balance but my head is still lightheaded. Once inside I look at myself in the mirror and I look sick, my skin looks grey and my eyes donât have any life in them.
I decide to take a shower and see if I feel better after. The moment the hot water touches my skin I can feel my body relaxing. I stay there fr=or why it felt like hours.
I get out and wrap a towel around my body and walk into the dressing room, I grab one of Raphaelâs T-
shirts and one pair of shorts from my clothes. I get dressed in comfortable underwear and clothes.
Once I am dressed I go back to the bathroom to brush my teeth and my hair. I walk out of the bedroom towards the kitchen and thatâs where I find Maria, she is cooking something and the smell is making me nauseous.
âGood morningâ - She says âGood morningâ - I tell her taking a seat at the kitchen island âHow are you feeling? Raphael said you were feeling a bit rough todayâ
âYeah, I guess the alcohol from yesterday didnât go down wellâ
âNothing like some comfort food wonât solveâ - Maria tells me but I shake my head.
âSorry just the smell is making me nauseousâ
Maria turns around and smiles at me. Her eyes are shining with excitement and I donât know why she is like that.
Maria walks to the fridge and grabs a jar with freshly squeezed orange juice and passes me a glass.
âHere, have some juice, you need all the vitamins you can getâ
âThanksâ - I say grabbing the glass full of juice and having a drink. I donât know how but it made me feel a lot better, by the time I finished that glass I was feeling revitalised.
âThis helpedâ - I told Maria âIt was the only thing I could drink when I fell pregnant of Tammyâ - Maria says and I stop breathing.
Pregnant? No, It canât be. I know we are not the most careful of people but I take my Pill. Without another word, I walk fast to the bedroom and I open my bag with my medicines and I find my pill. I start to count and I notice that Iâve missed a couple the month before, shit shit. I canât be pregnant.
We just got together. He will dump my ass so fast that I wonât even see it coming. We never spoke about kids, I donât even know if he wants kids.
I decide I need to know if I am pregnant or not so I walk into the dressing room and I change clothes. I put on a pair of jeans and I put on my leather jacket on top. I grab my all stars converse and I walk out of the bedroom. I sit on the sofa putting my shoes on and I grab My card that is near the door on my purse.
I get in the lift and walk out of the building, once I am outside I look around, shit I donât know this area, so I walk around until I found a place that would sell pregnancy tests. I buy three, one is never enough.
You always see on films they do two just to make sure.
I walk back home and straight into the bathroom, I didnât even notice Raphael was home already.
âOliviaâ - he says from the other side of the bathroom door âI just need a minuteâ - I tell him âAre you feeling better?â - he asks I sit down on the toilet to pee on the stick, once I finish I place the test on the sink, wash my hands and I grab my phone from my back pocket putting on three minutes on the clock, I walk out to find Raphael sitting on the bed.
He looks up at me and walks to me because he can see how terrified I am.
âWhatâs wrong? Where were you?â
I didnât answer him, I didnât know what to say or what to think, I havenât had my period this month and it was starting to get real.
The alarm starts beeping and I donât move, I am not ready âWhat is it?â
âOlivia, what the fuck is happening?â
Hello everyone More tomorrow Stay safe Love Peyton