Olivia POV Olivia POV âHow did this happen?â - I ask them while I keep Michaelâs body close to mine.
âWho did this?â - I ask them after no-one gives me an answer.
âI fucking asked who did this?â - I shout at them and I can see Josephâs face falling âOlivia, I'll explain everything laterâ
âDonât fucking treat me as if I am a childâ - I say to Raphael.
Raphael walks away and I know he is going to his office. When things get tough he hides away so he doesn't snap at me.
âThatâs not fair Oliviaâ - Joseph says âWhat?â - I snap at him.
âRaphael is suffering as well, it's not just you, he might have that tough guy thing going on but he feels, and we lost a few of our men today and he is mourning for themâ
The realisation that Raphael lost more people than me came crushing. Shit.
âIâll take care of Michaelâ - Petra says lifting me from the floor and wiping the tears from my face. I nod my head and I look down at the men that were always keeping me safe and become my friend in the end.
I walk towards Raphaelâs office and I knock on the door.
âNOT NOWâ - he shouts from the inside I open the door and look inside and I find him sitting on his chair with his feet on top of the desk, the office is a mess, the papers are all scattered around the floor, there's a broken chair on the floor. Shit.
He is pissed off and I made it worse.
âRaphaelâ
âNot now Oliviaâ
âIâm sorryâ - I tell him and his eyes shot up at me. I can see red.
I walk towards him and he let out a deep breath.
âI am sorryâ - he says to me âYou donât have to apologise â
âHe died because of me, he was your friendâ
âYes he was, but he was your friend too. And I know you are suffering right now, I shouldnât have said what I did, Iâm sorryâ
Raphael takes his feet from the table and he makes me a signal to sit on his lap and thatâs what I do. I straddle him and he hugs me tight. He puts his lips near my neck and gives small kisses sending shivers down my spine.
I wrap my arms behind his neck and allow him to take me in. I kiss him in the top of his head while his hands go up and down my back.
âI love youâ - I tell him, I know deep down that this is not the time or place, but he needs to know that I do love him. That he is mine and I am his for as long as he wants me.
He lifts his head and looks me deep in my eyes. And without another word, he lifts me and sits me on his desk. Everything that was on top went flying to the floor as he makes space for me to lay down. He moves on top of me and kisses me passionately. His hunger is making me shiver and I need him so much.
âFuckâ - he says while he touches my legs.
My clothes start disappearing from my body and I canât even understand how he is doing this so fast and so precisely.
I take his T-shirt off through his head and I start to fight with his belt to open it. With one movement he opens his belt and sits me on the table again to undo my bra.
Everything is fast and hungry and desperate. Like he needs this to keep him breathing. To keep him sane.
I feel naked and Raphael goes down my body places kisses while he trails his final destination.
When he reaches my pussy I feel his tongue playing with my little bundle of nerves. One of his fingers finds itâs way inside my pussy and I moan. Loudly. How I missed this. His electric touch, his kisses all over my body.
I can feel my legs start to shake when I feel the building up of my orgasm.
âDonât you dareâ - he says and I try and focus on him and not on the orgasm that is threatening to explode.
Without any warning, I feel Raphael inside of me. His full length invading my pussy and making me his.
He starts to move slowly until I give him a nod that he understands I am all stretched and ready for him to go faster and deeper.
He grabs both my breasts and plays with my milled between his long fingers.
I can feel myself getting wetter than I was and I canât even think how thatâs possible. Raphael keeps thrusting himself inside of me. This is not making love, we are fucking, on the best sense of the word, the rough sense of the word. He is not being careful or attentive as he usually is. He is using my body for his pleasure, for him to forget all the ghosts surrounding him. And I am okay with it.
This is my Raphael, this is what I thought it would be like from the beginning, but every time we had sex was rough but careful at the same time, he made sure I was enjoying myself it was always about me and today I am happy to be here helping him.
âYou can come nowâ - he says with his deep and lower voice and I allow my body to give in. I allow myself to feel him completely and while he keeps fucking me deep and hard one of his hands leave my nipple and finds my clit. He starts rubbing his finger and I canât contain the scream that comes out of my mouth. Raphael drops his mouth into mine to keep me quiet while I keep moaning saying his name.
This was the most powerful orgasm Iâve ever had, and everything is so sensitive that when Raphael takes his cock out after getting his orgasm I moan and I cry wanting to feel more of him.
Raphael keeps both his arms supporting his body on top of me and he looks deep into my eyes and smiles.
I lift my head and give him a little kiss on the lips and then I allow my head to fall back while I try to get my breathing to go back to normal.
âAre you okay?â - he asks me kissing the tip of my nose âNever betterâ - I say kissing his chest.
âLetâs get you bathedâ - he says getting up and I miss his touch already.
He gives me his hand while I get up and out of the table. I look around the floor to find our clothes scattered all around. And I smile to see that he has my underwear coming out of his back pocket of his jeans.
âThatâs mineâ - I say âNot anymoreâ - he whispers smacking me on the ass I get myself dressed without any underwear and we walk towards his bedroom.
âMy clothes are not hereâ - I tell him âYes they areâ - he says and I walk into the dressing room to see my clothes all hanging there. I look back to see him standing near the door frame supporting his body against the wall.
âWhen did this happen?â
âIs that important?â - he asks while he walks towards the bathroom and I can hear the water being turned on.
I walk into the bathroom to find a bid bathtub with the water on.
Raphael pours a liquid inside and I see bubbles appearing almost instantly.
Raphael undresses himself throwing his bloody clothes into a corner and gives me a signal to undress.
I hope his heart can handle this.
I grab my phone from my pocket and I put music on. Almost at the same time, Raphael takes the phone away from my hand and I start to undress in a sexy way. I start to dance allowing my body to move at the speed of the music playing in the background.
I bite my lip when I see Raphaelâs cock rock hard. When I am completely naked I walk towards him and I fall on my knees taking him all inside of my mouth. Raphael wraps his fingers around my hair and pulls back so I look into his eyes while I suck his cock.
Hello everyone, I know I should've kept going. But it was time to stop.
More tomorrow with Raphaelâs POV.
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