Igétas paid for our dinner and we headed to his car. It is quiet in the parking lot. His hand lays on my lower back. Even with all the layers of clothes, I feel his heat.
âYouâre warm,â I say and he just chuckles.
âIs that your way of telling me Iâm hot?â he asks, kissing my temple.
âNo, you are hot of course, but I mean that your hand on my back radiates heat.â He doesnât reply.
âI meant to say that I feel your heat through my clothes.â I get an âahâ out of him, but he isnât paying attention to me.
He opens the door for me and I enter the car. The second I am seated, he opens his door, gets in and drives off.
He is being very quiet.
He was so easy to talk to all day and now I have the feeling that I did something to upset him.
âDid I do something wrong?â fidgeting with my fingers and looking out of the side window, I wait for him to answer.
He is silent, I donât like it.
Looking over I see his focused stare on the road, his eyes fogged over. Reaching for the steering wheel I lay my hand over his.
âWhatâs happening?â He doesnât slow down and shakes the fog away.
âI need to get back to the pack right now. Something is off.â He doesnât extend more information and I donât ask. Pack matters are not for me. I am not part of the pack, yet.
We drive for five minutes and I recognize the road. Joe and Roseâs house stands just around the corner. The car doesnât lose speed and Igétas only drives faster.
Unsure, I look back at him and before I can ask he answers my question. âYou are not leaving my side now. Not without protection. Oliver is at the pack grounds, he will watch over you.â
His voice is firm and I know I should not argue. I shouldnât, but it is not in my nature to sit quietly and let the ââAlpha manââ handle it.
âIâll do what you say because I can see the seriousness of the situation in your eyes and the tension in your bodyâ¦â He looks more muscular, his muscles bulging. He looks like The Hulk almost ripping out of his suit. âBut if you think you can boss me around because I am human, youâre wrong.â
Soft curses come from his lips and I raise a brow at him.
âLater,â he says, âwe are going to talk about us later.â
I just nod and let him continue the drive to the community. We meet Zack at the road entrance, and he lets us through. I donât make eye contact with him, knowing it can set Igétas off.
Reaching the Packhouse, I am welcomed by Ela, Oliver, and Ethan. Oliver opens my door and Igétas is already standing by his side. Werewolf speed, I canât get used to it.
âHow many?â Igétas asks and Oliver tells him âoneâ.
âOne?â I ask. Are they all worried about one rogue?
They all share the ââshould-we-tell-her-whatâs-going-onââ look.
Igétasâ eyes fog over and he shakes it off.
âJust go, Iâll stay here.â I get out of the car but Oliver pushes me back. I didnât notice before but his eyes are also cloudy.
Now everyoneâs eyes are milky. âYou are scaring me.â My voice is calm, but I am not feeling calm by a long shot.
âAmanda, get Amanda!â Igétas barks and reaches for me. âYou are just going out for a little drive, okay? Nothing is going to happen. If you stay here, Vasil will get too focused on you and not on the task. Iâll meet you back here when things blow over, okay?â He asks, grabbing my hands and kissing them.
I nod, not wanting to endanger the pack with my humanness. He unbuckles me and pulls me up, putting me in the back seat. Ethan is already in place next to me.
âI am here!â I hear Amandaâs voice and she gets into the car, pushing Igétas out of the way. Oliver takes the steering wheel and Ela gets seated next to him.
The last door slams shut and we take off with screeching tires. I look back at Igétas and he waves, then he turns around and disappears.
We drive for five minutes, just as if we were on a trip. We are not going fast and everyone is deadly silent.
âSo,â I say, âwhere are we heading to?â
Oliver answers, âWe will take you back in just a few minutes. No big deal.â
â³Not a big deal, yeah, right.â I know I should be scared. That my heartbeat should be drumming in my ears and my eyes should be brimming with tears. But I know I am safe with the four werewolf protectors in the car and just one rogue in the pack grounds. Igétas is overprotective and I donât want him to worry about me, so Iâm just going to sit in the car without causing problems.
âDid you have the chance to talk to your family?â Amanda asks. She was with me in the hospital. She is just so lovely. I like her a lot.
âAbout luna-courage? No, I havenât yet. I will call her soon.â I say and she smiles.
âSo whatâs new?â I ask the bunch and Ela spins around in her seat.
âI am still in training, but I have been promoted.â She says enthusiastically and I can only smile at her.
âThat is so awesome, what are you going to do?â I ask. âIs there a special task you are being given?â
âI have permission to shadow the warriors on the first barrier.â I donât know what that means but the way she says it, itâs probably a big deal.
âThat sounds like a big responsibility, you should be very proud. I love that you are so driven to protect your community.â I say and I see her eyes shine with glee.
âYour kind words mean a lot to her.â Amanda whispers next to me.
âThey should, she must be working hard.â
âIt means a lot that you compliment her.â She specified.
I almost want to say ââwhyââ but then the conversation with Igétas hits me. They think I will become their Beta female at least and maybe even Luna. I nod at Amanda.
âIgétas says it is safe,â Ethan tells us and Oliver turns around.
It is still a little bit awkward in the car. In ten minutes we are at Zackâs post and he lets us through.
âWell, that was fun, next time we should bring snacks!â I say and Ela snickers as Oliver parks the car. Amanda helps me out of the car, and nothing seems different.
Overprotective. I need to learn to live with it.