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Fannyâs face darkened She had never imagined that a mere painting would prompt Naylor to invoke the name of B Aster, but she quickly regained her composure, saying, âWell then, if Mr. Aster is available But isnât he in a meeting right now?â
The current exhibit was meant to celebrate the culture of the Superiority Country, so the Art Association was taking it very seriously, with endless meetings to discuss the details.
Navlor coughed and glanced at his watch, âAbout another halfâhour, I reckon.â
Fanny hummed in response, then added with a pointed tone. âIâm curious, does Mr. Finegan know the artist of this painting?â
Her question made the underlying message clear to everyone present.
Someone spoke up. âWhy would a nobodyâs work be critiqued by a giant of Watercolor Painting? Whatâs the story behind this artist?â
Lornaâs face turned even paler. She looked to Cordelia, âLia, I want to go home.â
Cordelia supported her, her eyes clouded with confusion and helplessness.
It seemed Lorna was hurt, but Cordelia, ever the awkward comforter, could only nod, her voice unexpectedly gentle, âOkayâ
She helped Lorna to the exit.
Mrs. Brown tried to console her, âMrs. Delaney, your painting is quite impressive; donât take it to heart.â
Lorna mustered a weak smile and staggered out.
The car ride home was steeped in silence. Cordelia didnât know how to break the quiet. She fiddled with her phone and sent a message. [Hey, are you free?]
Mr. AllâRound replied [Whatâs up?]
LearnLover said, [My motherâs painting was criticized today, and sheâs feeling down. How do I comfort her?]
Mr. AllâRound replied,I suggest you say nothing.)
Cordelia paused, then after a moment, a longer message arrived.
Mr. AllâRound said,[Your mother always aims to maintain the image of a good mother in front of you. She wouldnât want to show her vulnerability and frustration. Any comfort you offer might only add to her sense of shame.]
Cordelia was convinced, [Okay] After sending the message, she recounted the incident to Sanderson.
Sanderson replied, [Iâm heading home now.]
The car soon arrived at their house.
Lornaâs smile was more bitter than tears. As soon as they entered the room, her phone rang.
Cordelia, with her sharp instincts, overheard the voice on the phone, âLorna, someone wants to buy your painting.â
Lornaâs eyes lit up. âWho?â
The voice hesitated, âItâs a stranger. He asked for your work by name as soon as he walked in, but he⦠heâ¦â There was a sigh, âHe said, based on Fannyâs comment, that your painting is all technique, no soul. So, heâs offering fifty bucks.â
Even massâproduced artistsâ works commanded more, particularly for a bold landscape like Lornaâs, which
should fetch at least a few hundred, not to mention the cost of framing.
Fifty bucks. It was an insult.
Lornaâs fingers tightened, a struggle evident in her eyes.
Cordelia grabbed the phone, âSorry, my momâs not selling.â
The caller paused, then agreed, âAlright.â
After hanging up, Cordelia handed the phone back.
The crushing blow to Lornaâs confidence was too much to hide, she stumbled into her room, bypassing Mathilda, who emerged to speak. Lorna headed straight upstairs to her studio without a word.
Mathilda puzzled, âWhat happened â
Cordelia explained the events of the exhibition again.
Mathilda exhaled deeply, âEven the best can rust after eighteen years. But Fanny is clearly trying to break your mom, make her lose her confidence first!â
In professions like painting or writing, the work is tied to the artistâs state of mind.
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If Lorna lost belief in herself, what would come next?
Cordelia looked upstairs, worried.
Just then, a car pulled up outside, and Sanderson strode into the house, âWhereâs your mom â
âIn the studio upstairs.â
Without another word, Sanderson headed up, âIâll check on her.â
Mathilda and Cordelia exchanged glances and she sighed, âBack in the day, your dad was the least noticeable. among your momâs suitors. Turns out she chose right. Why am I telling you this? Go upstairs and do your homework, Lia. Donât worry about your mom, sheâll be fine.â
In the studio, the window was open, letting the breeze flutter the white curtains and rustle the papers on the
desk.
Lorna sat on the sofa, her elegant frame wrapped in a lilac dress, which only highlighted her growing frailty. She stared at the brushes and paper that had once been her life, haunted by Fannyâs words, âIt seems the artist hasnât painted in years⦠the brushstrokes are hesitant and stiffâ¦
No wonder her confidence was shaken â it had indeed been eighteen years since sheâd last picked up a brush.
Eighteen years ago, after having her child, sheâd turned on the TV to catch a glimpse of a renowned art exhibit and became engrossed. By the time she snapped back to reality, the nanny had vanished, and the sleeping baby in the crib beside her was gone.
No one knew how guilty she felt, she blamed herself entirely, which is why she put away her brushes forever.
Eighteen years of aimlessness had stripped her of all her vigor.
It was Cordeliaâs return that had given her the courage to paint again. But now, she was shattered once more. She clenched her fists, her heart aching, wanting to cry. Once a rising star in Watercolor Painting, now her work was worth no more than fifty dollarsâ¦
At fortyâtwo, her aspirations for a resurgence felt too late.
She stood slowly, moving all her paintings to a nearby brazier.
She should never have painted again; it was an affront to Watercolor Painting. She wasnât up to it; it was time to let goâ¦.
Just as the tension in the room reached its peak, burst open and Sanderson stormed in. âLorna, what
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on earth are you doing?â
He swooped down to snatch the lighter from her hand, snuffing out the small flame before it could catch anything else alight. Frantically, he gathered the scattered sketches from the fireplace, his eyes then locking with hers. âLorna
Lorna could hold back no more. With a sob, she threw herself into his arms. âI canât do it anymore, I canât paint⦠Iâm done, Iâm truly doneâ¦â
Holding her tightly, Sanderson stroked her back, his heart aching with a bittersweet pain. In a soothing whisper, he consoled her, âAlright, no more painting. Lorna, Iâve been thinking, maybe youâre striving so hard. because you feel insecure. Iâll transfer my shares in the company to you, the house, the savings, everything will be yoursâ¦â
Upstairs, the sound of Lornaâs crying reached Cordeliaâs ears as she stepped onto the landing.
She paused outside the studio, before retreating into the sanctuary of her own room.
With a deep breath, she picked up her phone and shot a message to Painter, âCould you please check something for me? Is the painting âFrostfallâ at your exhibition really lacking in depth?â
Painterâs response came back almost instantly, âNo problem, Iâll go have a look right now.â
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