It was early in the morning when Jungkook woke me up.
"Good morning baby, wake up." He was hovering over me. I twisted to lay on my back and moaned. He laughed.
"You're stubborn. You won't get up for anything." He moved the hair out of my face.
"I'm awake." I whispered, half asleep.
He chuckled. "Then open those gorgeous eyes for me." He whispered into ear. I opened my eyes and looked into his.
"Hi." I whispered.
"There they are, those gorgeous eyes I've waited all night to see." He kissed my lips gently. pressing his tongue against mine.
I smiled up at him and he got off the bed.
"Come on, you gotta get up and get ready.
We've got to eat breakfast and then I'm going to take you shopping for a dress." He explained to me.
"Shopping? What?" I said confused.
"I'm going to buy me a suit and I want to buy you a dress." He told me again.
"No, you don't need to buy me anything." I spoke up now and rose myself up off the bed.
I'm sure I looked like trash.
"Now that's a face I'd love to see everyone morning when I wake up." he laughed. "I want to get you a dress. Please let me buy one for you." He pouted.
"Fine, but only because you look so cute when you pout." I rolled out of bed and got to my feet. Jungkook pulled me into his arms and kissed my head.
"Thank you." He told me as I pulled myself away.
"I'm going to take a shower." I told him.
"Okay, I'll take one when you're done." He told me, putting his clothes on the bed.
"Or you can join me." I offered, biting my lip.
He looked at me, surprised.
"Really?" He smiled.
"Yeah." I giggled. "Come on." I walked to the bathroom and he followed me.
He turned on the water to the shower. He took off my shirt, pulling it slowly over my head. He smiled and threw it in the floor.
"Sit down." He said and I sat down on the closed toilet seat.
He slid my socks off of my feet. Then he rubbed his hands up my legs, grabbing my panties and pulling them off of me. Then it was my turn. I took off his shirt, then I threw it down. I kissed him above his navel and traced the outline of his abs. He was very fit.
I unbuckled his pants, pulling them down and throwing me to the floor.
Then he grabbed me, pulling me into a kiss. I parted my lips as his tongue searched for mine.
"You make me feel things I've never felt, I just want you to know that." He whispered, pulling me into the shower. I put myself into the water, letting it run down my body and into my hair.
I thought for a long second about his words and how I realized this crush was simply a need for his sex. And I never thought it would get this far. I didn't want to fall in love, and I didn't need to. I couldn't.
But I wanted him. I wanted him so bad.
He pushed me against the shower wall and spread my legs with his knee. He lifted me up. holding my ass. He kissed me impatiently.
I moaned into his mouth. He slid inside me, my pussy welcomed him, stretching to relax around his width. He thrusted into me, pushing me hard against the wall. Water dripped onto our bodies. He kept thrusting as he licked the water running down my boobs. He met my nipple and put it into his mouth, sucking on it. Then moving to the other, sucking on it.
I moaned. "Jun gko ok"
"What is it baby?" He kissed my lips.
"Keep going." I whispered.
He thrusted into me harder each time and my moans became louder.
"You feel so good, baby." His deep voice was in my ear.
"I'm gonna cum." I yelled.
He kept fucking me as I released myself.
"Shit." I moaned.
He put me down. My body felt weak.
"I'm gonna cum now." He said once he let me down.
He came into his hands before I could say anything more. He grunted deeply. Making my pussy throb and ache for his touch.
"Give me your hands." I told him, he looked at me confused.
I started to lick the cum off of his hands. Sticking each finger into my mouth and licking the palms of his hands.
"Damn, beby. You make me so fucking hard."
I looked at him and smiled.
"Beby, you look beautiful in that one." Jungkook said when I walked out of the dressing room. I was wearing a light purple dress that went just above my ankles. It was spaghetti strapped.
I looked into the mirror.
"Ugh, I hate it. I look hideous." I guess you could say I was being a little over dramatic, but I really thought it looked awful on me.
"It does not. baby look." He walked to me and grabbed my jaw. He lifted my face to look at his. "You look beautiful in nothing. you look beautiful in sweats, you look beautiful in anything. So stop stressing it." I could tell he genuinely meant it.
I took his hand and stepped back.
"What is this? What are we doing?" I asked, irritated.
"What are you talking about?" He asked me confused.
"I'm talking about all this sweet shit you're telling me and you calling me baby. Now, I'm meeting you family members and I already know so much about them it's like I've known them for forever.. I just can't.." I trailed off. when I looked at him. His eyes were sad. His fave showed no emotion.
"You just can't what?" He asked in a dad voice.
"I can't love you." I blurted out.
"And you don't." He blurted back.
I rolled my eyes. "But I will, if you keep acting like this."
"I'm not acting y/n. I like you. I told you that. I'm not going to lie to you about shit. I think you're a good person. You just don't understand, you've never been in a relationship. I get that. But I'm trying to be with you, but you won't fucking let me." He yelled.
I couldn't respond. I suddenly felt awful. I was pushing him away, because I had never known anything like this before. And at first, it was just lust I had felt for him. But now, it's more.
"I'm sorry... I didn't realize how you felt like that." I muttered.
"Well can you at least tell me why you're pushing me away? I mean, what is it? Is it me?" He asked frustrated.
No it's not you. I thought to myself.
"When you're dad leaves your mom, and you see how shitty he treats her. You get this idea that every man is going to turn around and cheat on you or hit you. I wasn't prepared for that." I blurted out. I hadn't even realized it, but tears were running down my face.
You're stupid, y/n Just stop pitying yourself.
"I would never hit you y/n I would never cheat on you. Or any of that other dumb shit ass holes do. I know I moved a little fast with you. I know that we had sex before we even went on a date. I know that I took your virginity, without asking if you wanted it to be on a fucking table. I was an ass. But I want to be with you. I like you." He stepped up to me and pulled me into his arms.
I sniffled as tears kept coming down my face. He pulled back.
"Look at me." I rose my head up to look into his eyes. He took his thumbs and wiped across my eyes, collecting the tears from my face.
"Don't cry." He whispered.
"At first, I lusted after you. I thought you'd just have sex with me and then leave. Like most guys do. But you wanted to stay. And I'm glad you did. I haven't been pushing you away as much as I could've pushed you away. I slept in the same bed with you last night, as weird as it was. It was perfect. And I like you. I do." I told him.
"Well, I like you too. Just let me be with you."
"I will." I flashed a quick smile at him.
"So, does that mean I can call you my girl friend?" He laughed.
"Yes, it does." I hugged him.
"Good." He whispered into my ear.
"And I'll get this dress. I know you like it." I told him.
"Thank you, baby."
I never really thought about the real reason
why I was still a virgin in college before Jungkook took it. I never thought about the real reason I had never been with anyone, until Jungkook asked me why I was pushing him away. I just blurted out how I felt.
It was my dad. My dad, who doesn't talk to me ever. And hasn't talked to me since I was 9 years old. He never cared about me, he never called me, he never tried seeing me. But mostly, he never cared how much he hurt my mom.
That's why I never dated anyone or had sex, because when you do, you get attached to people. And you don't know if these people will leave you. It would kill you if they did, but you stay. I never wanted anything to do with that.
But now, I was attached.
Jungkook made me feel things I never thought I could feel. That I never knew I could feel. And these feelings, they felt good.
"Hi, bubby." Aera yelled and hugged him. The wedding ceremony had just ended and now everyone was gathered around eating, drinking. and dancing.
"Hey, sis." He laughed.
"I missed you! Who is this?" She smiled at me and then looked back at him.
"This is y/n, my girlfriend." He told her.
"Hi." I said awkwardly and smiled at her.
"Hey, I'm Aera. Thanks for coming to the wedding." She said to me.
"You're welcome. The ceremony was great. I loved it." I really did. It was beautiful.
"Thank you so much. I've been planning this wedding for months." She laughed. "I can't believe I pulled it off."
"Well, you did and it was perfect." I laughed.
"Thank you. I like you." She looked at jungkook.
"Keep her." She said to him and waved goodbye as she walked away.
"I swear, my family just loves you." He laughed.
"No, your family is just filled with people who are generous and nice."
"You say that now. Just wait." He scratched his head and then grabbed my hand and led me into the building. Where everyone was dancing and talking.
"Wait for what?" I asked curiously.
"My brother. I know I told you he was hilarious, but he can get obnoxious when he's drunk and rude." He explained.
"Oh, well I'm sure he's not that bad."
"Well there he is," he punted towards a man who looked like him. But his brother was much shorter than him. And his hair was flat on his head, unlike Jungkook.
He walked up to us as soon as he saw Jungkook. I could tell that he was already drunk.
"Hey bro." He said and did a weird fist bump with jungkook.
"Hey, jungha" He said flatly.
"Damn," He looked at me. "What's a fine ass girl like you doing here? Hit me up later when you're alone." He looked up and down at my body and then met my eyes. I was surprised.
"Jungha," Jungkook got infront of me and raised his voice, making it deeper. "That's my girl you're talking about. Watch what you say." He pushed jungha back.
"Damn, sorry bro." He said and out his hands up as defense. Jungkook stepped back, letting me stand beside him.
"I'm y/n." I told him.
"Well, y/n, sorry for talking to you like that.
I'm a little drunk." He chuckled. It was hardly an apology.
"It's okay." I told him.
"I'll see you all around." Jungha said and then walked away.
"I'm sorry." Jungkook said after jungha had left.
"Really, it's okay."
"He shouldn't say shit like that to you. It's not okay."
"Stop being so mad. I said it was okay." I gripped his shoulder.
"Okay, okay." He told me and kissed my lips gently, holding my face into his hands.
"Dance with me." I told him and took his hand and pulled him to the dance floor.
Everyone was dancing and laughing. and I thought to myself how amazing his family was.
We broke out into dance, being crazy, when the song Chandelier came on. We both sung it. sounding horrible. We couldn't stop laughing at each other. Everyone had their eyes fixed on us. Me and Jungkook just kept singing and dancing these stupid dances. Everyone would laugh and yell encore.
I finally got so tired that I fell to the floor and Jungkook picked me up.
"Sorry to say, but the amazing dance duo you just saw us now over. Due to low energy levels." He chuckled and his family made a fake "awh" sound.
"I'm so sleepy." I blurted out. Jungkook has been packing me for a long time. I had my head laying on his chest.
"I know baby." He put me down onto a blanket by the beach, away from everyone else. There was a cule basket next to it.
"Whats all this?" I asked curiously. I laid against his chest while he leaned against a palm tree. The sunset danced across the sky. We had a perfect view.
"I set this up for you. I wanted us to get time alone." He pulled out some wine and chocolate covered cherries.
"Oh my gosh, the sky looks so pretty." I said to him as he handed me a glass of wine. I sipped it.
"I set this up for you. I wanted us to get time alone." He pulled out some wine and chocolate covered cherries.
"Oh my gosh, the sky looks so pretty." I said to him as he handed me a glass of wine. I sipped it.
"I know." He whispered.
"And how'd you know I liked chocolate covered cherries?" I asked him, laughing.
"I saw you eat them in class once." He handed me one.
"Well, good observation, Mr.jeogjungkook." I teased.
He laughed and put his chin on my head. I finished my wine and together we watched the sunset fade. We talked about our favorite things, our favorite places, our favorite moments. Everything.