Shit.
I ran to the library, frantically. I bursted through the doors. Everyone turned there heads to look at me, I didn't care.
"Hello, what can I help you with?" The librarian behind the counter asked me.
"I just have a question. Does the library have security cameras?" I tried to ask without seeming weird.
"Uhm, yes we have security cameras. We check the footage once a week."
Fuck me.
"Okay. Thanks." I acted calm.
"Youre welcome, sweetie." She looked confused, but I couldn't explain.
I ran to the business management building and walked to jungkook's class room. I quietly knocked on the open door to the empty room.
"Hey, y/n" He motioned me in. "Shut the door behind you."
"Hey, so I got home last night and I thought about last night in the library. And uh, the library has cameras. They check the footage at the end of the week. So we literally have three days to get it and erase what happened." I mad a worried face.
"Oh god. Why didn't I think about the cameras? Shit." He stood up and started pacing around the floor.
"We just have to figure out how to get to it and how to erase it."
"That's going to be extremely difficult. Im sorry I did this to you. I wasn't thinking." He grabbed my hand and pulled me into a hug.
"It's okay, we just really need to erase the footage." I hugged him back, burying my face into his chest.
"Okay. Well, because I'm an intern right now, I can get access to the library at any hour. We can go late tonight when nobody is awake and figure out how to erase the footage."
"Alright, sounds good. I just hope we can get it erased. If anyone sees that, I'm so screwed."
"You and me both. We'll fix this." He said in a worked tone.
"Okay, well I'll see you tonight then." I kissed his cheek. He grabbed my face as brought me to his lips, kissing me.
His lips were always so gentle, but his tongue always so rough.
"See you tonight. Sweetie"
I was so tired from my stupid math and literature classes. I hadn't talked to Sam pretty much all day and I was wore out.
"Hey y/n, where have you been?" Sam asked as I walked through the door of our dorm.
"I've been in class all morning. I'm so tired. I'm literally about to die."
"Please, I've been writing a fucking research paper all day. Like who the hell assigns a 10,000 word essay on childhood memories. Like what good is that doing me? Honestly."
Sam was being Sam, over dramatic, lazy, and silly.
"You'll be fine." I giggled.
"Well, you should take a nap. You look really tired. I'm going to finish a little more of this essay and then I have a date with taehyung" She smiled and looked up at me.
"That's so good, Sam. When did you even meet taehyung?"
"We met at a dinner party my mom and dad had last month when it was parents week, and then he showed up at that party last night. We like each other a lot."
"Well that's good, I'm glad."
"Yeah, and another thing. I saw that you weren't in your bed when I came home. And I got home pretty late. What were you doing y/n?" She smirked.
"Nothing. I was just at the party." I said flatly.
"Don't lie to me, who was it? Did you lose your virginity?" She started to hop on her bed, like
an exited puppy.
"No, Sam," I laughed at her. "I just danced all night, and then I went to the library to finish my project. It took a while." I sounded pretty convincing. I mean, I wasn't lying. completely.
"Oh. Well shit. I was really hoping you found someone. I swear y/n, maybe you just repel boys." She laughed.
"I guess so." I joined her.
If only you knew. Ahh, If only.
"Well the dorm is all yours tonight."
"Okay. great." I told her. This made it so much easier to sneak out with Jungkook.
The only bad thing about losing my virginity was, it hurt like a mother fucker after the pleasure part was over. I tried to ignore it and for the most part, I did. But when I woke up from the party. I was bleeding. He ripped me. I couldn't blame him, he was huge and he went slow. And it felt so good.
My first time having sex, I had an orgasm and it was so good. Most girls can't say that they had an orgasm there first time. I could.
When Sam left for her date, she woke me up from my nap.
"I'm leaving for my date. Just wanted to let you know." She leaned over my bed.
"Okay, have fun." I said sleepily.
"Thanks boo, love you."
"Love you too, Sam." I closed my eyes as she walked out and closed the door.
GAME TIME.
I texted Jungkook.
Sam is gone, so I shouldn't have to explain what we're doing later tonight. Tell me the plan. Y/n.
HE QUICKLY REPLIED.
Around 2:00 am meet me outside your dorm building. We'll walk to the library and erase the footage. I have no idea where they keep the camera room, we'll just have ourselves a little adventure, I guess.
Jungkook
It was cute how he flirted at any chance he got. I liked it.
Sounds good. See you later then.
Y/n
I put my phone down and tapped my fingers on the bed. I really hope we can pull this off. I'm screwed if we don't.
I looked at the clock.
"2:00." I whispered to myself. Sam still hadn't gotten home.
I walked out of the dorm hallway and quickly
went to the door. I could see Jungkook waiting for me. I walked out of the doors.
"Right on time, nice." He whispered.
"Let's go."
The library was unlocked, as it was the day I lost my virginity in it. The lights were dim, and nobody occupied the room.
"Let's go look here." He pointe towards a door. It was locked. But Jungkook had a key that unlocked every room in the entire school.
He opened the door.
"Supply Closet." I whispered.
"Damn it." He closed the dooг.
We held hands as we searched the room for doors to explore.
"You know you look sexy as hell in that outfit." Jungkook said to me, tightening his grip on my hand and flashing his amazing smile.
"You're way to nice to me." I smacked his butt and laughed.
I was wearing black leggings and a maroon t shirt. I was far from looking sexy.
"You do though." He laughed and returned the smack of his butt to mine.
"Okay, okay. We need to focus." I giggled and pushed him towards another door.
He unlocked it and opened it. It was the camera room.
"Finally." I whispered as we walked into the tiny room.
Jungkook sat down at the computer that was recording the footage inside the library.
"Let's hope I can figure this out," he clicks a few buttons. Suddenly the recordings of the entire day yesterday popped up. Playing before our eyes. He pushed forward until it showed me walking to the library door. And 30 minutes later, Jungkook walked in. "Here we go." He whispered.
He skipped to the part where we kissed and started getting freaky on the table.
"Hmm, I might wanna keep this. I can watch it when you're gone." He laughed. I smacked his arm.
"Delete it." I demanded.
"Okay, boss." He laughed.
He clicked a few buttons and the footage was gone. He turned off the cameras so that nobody would see the part where we walk out of the camera room. Hopefully they would think they just accidentally turned off the cameras. Hopefully.
"Done." He got out of the sit and grabbed my hand.
"Good, let's get out of here." I laughed.
"Let's go back to my place." He offered, pulling
me towards the library door.
"Okay." I bit my lip and smiled.
We walked to his place.
"So. Y/n I don't know much about you. Whats your favorite, hmm, color?"
"My favorite color, that's a tough one." He laughed. "My favorite color is black."
"Black. Wow. I thought for sure you would say something like pink or purple. But black."
"Yeah, I don't know. I just like it. Whats yours?"
"My favorite color is orange, you know like sunset orange."
"Nice choice, I like that color too." I looked up at him and he looked down at me. We were still walking to his apartment.
"But I really like the color of your eyes. Not brown, not blue, not green. There like all three put together. Very beautiful." He smirked.
"Awh, I bet you say that to all the girls." I teased.
"You'd be right about that." He laughed. "Whats your favorite movie?"
"Favorite movie, hmm. I guess I would have to say Seven Pounds." I pressed my lips together.
"I don't think I've ever watched that. But I'm sure if you like it, it has to be good." He licked his bottom lip and smiled.
"You should watch it sometime then."
"I will. Definitely." He stopped at an apartment building.
We walked into the doors and went up in the elevator. His room was four doors down from the elevator. Room 26.
"Here we are." He opened the door and walked in.
"So fancy." I giggled. It was nice, very pretty. The curtains were a light beige, his carpet darker. The couch was black. He had a huge TV and a shelf full of movies.
"Thank you. Want something to drink?" He asked.
"Yeah, get me whatever you're getting." I let go of his hand as he walked to the kitchen.
As he poured wine into two cups, I concentrated on his face. His features were gorgeous, but human. He wasn't perfect, because who is? But he was handsome. His eyebrows tilted above his eyes, the same color as his dark black hair. His eyes were a brown beautiful and rare. He had a strong jaw line. He face was naked of any hair, but I'm sure he would look amazing either way.
His lips were plump. not too big or too small. Perfect.
"Y/n? Why are you looking at me like that?" He interrupted my examination.
"Like what?" I tried to act like I didn't know what he meant.
"Like with that cute little focused, or should I say, concentrated face." He laughed.
"I was just looking at you. You're so.. I don't know, handsome. Like out of my league. handsome." I looked away.
He was out of my league. He was far to pretty for me and next to him I probably looked like a peasant, while he stands looking like a god.
"Please y/n. You aren't out of my league.
You're beyond beautiful. I mean hell, look at those eyes. Those eyes could kill," He walked over to me and sat down. He took his hand and placed it on my eyelid, sliding it down softly.
I opened my eye to look at him. "And that smile, damn, that smile. In class, I would try to make these cheesy ass jokes just to see it. It's gorgeous." He kissed my cheek.
"Thank you Jungkook, I just think you're ou-" He interrupted me
"Not yet, I'm not done. "He smirked. "Your lips. there soft. I love how they feel against mine and for so long I had been imagining the way they felt and then I kissed you. And I knew."
He gently kisses my lips. Teasing me as he pulled away after just a touch.
I smiled up at him.
"And you're so smart too. When I realized you were in the class I was teaching as an intern.
I was hoping you were smart, because I didn't want to have to give this gorgeous ass girl a bad grade. But I didn't need to worry about that, because you're so smart," He paused and took a deep breath. "And I know. I know we haven't known each other that long, but you've been in my class for 6 months and I already know so much about you. Like how you bite your tongue when you're focused. How you don't date any guys around here. How you always eat salad, but cover it completely with dressing. I also know that you don't ever drink anything but Dr.Pepper." He laughed and grabbed my hand.
"Are you stalking me?" I laughed, trying to
make the seriousness a little more funny.
He laughed and looked at me, serious faced. "But honestly y/n I just pay attention to you. I guess you could say that I was and still am fascinated by you. I know it sounds cheesy, but I like you a lot."
The way he explained how he felt and how he just knew these simple things about me made my heart happy. Nobody ever knew these things or cared to know. He was different.
"I don't want to fall in love with you, Jungkook" He was quite for a long second.
"Why not?"
"Because, I crushed on you, but it was lust. I've never been in a relationship."
"Well I won't promise anything, but I'm sure you'll find a reason to hate me."
And to break the awkward silence, he asked me if I wanted to watch a movie, and of course. I said yes.