My Lord Muin,
I have to start this letter off with an apology. Iâm so sorry that I left you the way I did in the greenhouse. My behavior was atrocious, and I wish it could have been different.
Iâve never been very good at regulating my emotions and when I saw you perform, I was overwhelmed by how happy I was. Happy youâd gone out of your way to play for me. To have Kasi bake a cake early so we could have that moment together. You did everything right and I messed it up because I couldnât keep it together. Iâm telling you this not as an excuse, but as an explanation.
I know Putra spoke to you recently about the extent of our relationship, but I want to clarify further since I know he likes to be concise with his explanations.
As you know something happened to me when I was six that changed my family. It was big enough that a lot of our staff were dismissed or sworn to silence to make sure we were safe. I went through a lot of extreme and interesting training as a result of it to the point where I was often left alone for months at a time until Putra was allowed to be my guard. He was my only point of contact for a while and since the day he swore to protect me, heâs never further than a shout away.
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Putra is a lot of things to me, but Iâve never once seen him in a romantic or sexual way. Heâs important to me the same way anyone youâve known all your life is important. Nothing more and nothing less.
I wish I had the words and composure to stress how sorry I am that I ruined the morning. Everyone was so wonderful, and I wish I could have given you the praise you deserved in the moment. Every part of your performance was enchanting to the point I couldnât take my eyes off of you. Exceptional to the point of professional and I promise Iâm not brown nosing. You are exceptional.
I also have to thank you for standing up for me. Iâm so used to my sisters that it never occurred to me that it would be an issue for anyone else. Even when youâre angry with me, youâre kinder than I deserve.
Your partner,
Lady Hyran