âPlease take care, Miss Lilith. If you experience any issues, donât hesitate to contact me again.â
Standing at the entrance of the Luminor Academyâs church, which also served as the Theology Departmentâs building, Serista held both my hands, repeating the same cautions she had given me countless times before. I simply nodded in response, having heard them enough to last a lifetime.
âYes, thank you for everything, Saintess Serista.â
âThank you for taking such good care of Lilith, Saintess.â
âIt was my duty, after all.â
After giving Ethan my answer to his confession, Serista returned to the infirmary. The first thing Ethan and I did upon her return was to arrange for my discharge from the church today. The weekend had already ended yesterday, and it felt wrong to miss any more academy classes and responsibilities while lying in bed.
In my previous life, I might have relished the opportunity to skip school legitimately, but paying for my education at Luminor Academy made skipping classes a daunting prospect. Additionally, I had group projects with Agnes and student council duties that I couldnât neglect.
Fortunately, since there were no major injuries, I was able to be discharged without any issues, although Serista repeatedly emphasized how close I had come to dying. This marked the second time I owed my life to the Aurelia Church. Both times had been near-death experiences, and I hoped this would be the last visit.
âWell then, goodbyeâ¦â
âUm, Miss Lilith?â
âYes?â
âI hope you donât mind me asking, but may I ask you one question before you go?â
âWhat is it, Saintess Serista?â
âCould you lean in a bit closer?â
It seemed like something she didnât want Ethan to hear. When I leaned down to her level, Serista asked in a cautious voice.
âMiss Lilith, are you truly a noble?â
ââ¦Yes?â
âYouâre the only daughter of the Rosewood Baronet family, correct?â
ââ¦Yes. But why do you ask?â
âOh, itâs nothing. Iâm sorry for asking such a strange questionâ¦â
Why was Serista suddenly inquiring about my status?
As mentioned before, my current identity as the daughter of a baronet family was fabricated by Ethan and Seraphine. I was Lilith Rosewood, the only daughter of Lewis and Marianne Rosewood. Although it was a fake identity, only a select few knew the truth, including Ethan, Seraphine, and some of their close associates. Even Isabelle and Katarina believed I was genuinely a baronetâs daughter.
While I knew Serista wasnât an antagonist, I still wasnât close enough to her to reveal such a significant secret.
âItâs probably because she finds it strange for a noble to be a maid.â
As I mentioned earlier, it was highly unusual for a noble lady to serve as a personal maid at the academy. It was understandable that she was curious, and it didnât bother me. After all, I had spent three days in the church under her care, so she had the right to ask a few questions.
Waving goodbye to Serista as I moved away from the church, a slightly awkward silence began to envelop Ethan and me.
-Step, step.
ââ¦â¦â
-Thud, thud.
ââ¦â¦â
Thinking about the kiss we shared earlier made it awkward for me to start a conversation, and Ethan seemed to be lost in his thoughts about the infirmary incident. If this continued, the uncomfortable silence would follow us all the way to the dormitory and possibly into the next morning.
As the elder here, it was my responsibility to break the silence and address the awkward atmosphere.
âHowâs Princess Seraphineâs student council, Ethan?â
âItâs alright. There are people you know and some you probably donât.â
âI see.â
âCheck it out yourself tomorrow in the student council room. The main activities start then.â
âThatâs good to hear. Iâm glad I didnât cause any inconvenience while I was bedridden.â
âNo oneâs going to blame someone who almost died for resting a bit, Lilith.â
â¦Well, anyone significant enough to catch Seraphineâs attention wouldnât.
After that brief exchange, the conversation halted again, leaving only the sound of our footsteps in the quiet surroundings.
-Step, step.
ââ¦â¦â
-Thud, thud.
ââ¦â¦â
â¦Darn it, seriously.
At this rate, any attempt at conversation would likely lead back to this awkward silence. I decided to address the issue directly to avoid these moments in the future.
âEthan.â
ââ¦Yes, Lilith?â
âIf youâre troubled by the kiss we shared in the infirmary, please donât worry too much about it.â
âOh, no. Itâs not thatâ¦â
âAnyway, it was only my second kiss, so thereâs no need for you to feel burdened by it.â
ââ¦â¦What?â
Ethan suddenly gave me a sharp look as if I had said something wrong. Just as I was about to speak, he interrupted, staring at me intensely.
âDid I say something wrongâ¦?â
ââ¦Who was it?â
âPardon?â
âWho was the person who took your first kiss?â
ââ¦â¦â
â¦What?
I thought Ethan knew about the CPR. He was there when the hero performed it. Why is he reacting like this?
âCould it be that he saw the CPR but not the mouth-to-mouth resuscitation?â
Given that Ethan and I both nearly drowned, itâs possible his memory of the event was patchy. Maybe he missed that part.
I tried to ease the tension by explaining calmly.
âCalm down, Ethan. I understand why youâre upset, but that person is my lifesaver.â
ââ¦Lifesaver? So, someone saved your life and then demanded your first kiss as a reward?â
âThatâs not what I mean. He performed a life-saving procedure that required mouth-to-mouth resuscitation.â
âWho dared to use such an excuse to touch your lips? Whenâ¦â
âIt happened the day before yesterday, Ethan!â
ââ¦Oh?â
Upon hearing âthe day before yesterday,â Ethan looked puzzled, tilting his head.
Taking this as my chance, I continued to explain about the CPR.
âI heard everything from the saintess. When I was pulled out of the lake, my heart had stopped temporarily, putting my life at risk.â
ââ¦Yes, it was a close call. I thought I was going to lose you.â
âAnd to save my life, the hero performed CPR.â
ââ¦Yes, thatâs right.â
âAnd the process involved mouth-to-mouth resuscitation. The procedure requires sealing the patientâs lips with your own and blowing air into their lungs.â
ââ¦Wait, Lilith. Are you saying your first kiss wasâ¦â
âYes. I considered that mouth-to-mouth resuscitation as my first kiss, thinking you were aware since you were present.â
I didnât expect Ethan, who hugged me as soon as I woke up, not to know about it. How could he not have noticed?
âActually, Lilith⦠that wasnât the hero.â
âWhat?â
âYour mouth-to-mouth resuscitation⦠I did it.â
â¦What?
Ethan did the mouth-to-mouth?
No way. How did he know about mouth-to-mouth resuscitation?
âHow did youâ¦â
âThe hero told me what to do: pinch your nose, seal your lips, and blow air.â
ââ¦â¦â
âI thought you knew it was me, given how you woke up. I assumed you realized it.â
ââ¦I see.â
âAnd the chest compressions⦠I did those too. I couldnât bear the thought of another manâs hands on you.â
ââ¦I see. You did well.â
âI didnât have the right to touch you, butâ¦â
â¦So, thatâs what happened.
Despite being unconscious, my first kiss was with Ethan. No other man had touched me.
Feeling a sense of relief, I relaxed.
â¦At least it was Ethan.
âThatâs good. Thatâs a relief.â
ââ¦A relief?â
ââ¦Oh.â
âLilith, did you just say âa reliefâ?â
ââ¦What do you mean, Ethan?â
âYou said âa relief.â Did you mean youâre glad it was me?â
âNo, I didnât say that. If I did, it didnât mean what you think.â
âYou definitely meantâ¦â
âI didnât.â
Ethan kept pressing, but I denied it repeatedly.
Eventually, his persistent questioning continued all the way back to the dormitory.@@novelbin@@
â¦Really, just because he found a small slip, heâs so smug about it.