Chapter 7: red.

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I don't know much about the outlook

I don't know the certain colours of perspectives

I would say

I first learned about creating a future as I met her

she was red

falling for me

like a sunset

she had lips fuller than the moon

and a place in her heart she saved like a cocoon,

but it was me who was drowning

in her paintings

there was more

more than a well known pop song,

she was

more than the colour of our blood,

she was the taste of

my favourite cup of tea,

she was a warming melody

for me to fall asleep,

she was playing the guitar to

wake me up,

she was red lips kissing without wanting to stop and

leaving your cell phone just anywhere,

cause

I didn't need to call anyone

when I was with her

she left this mark on my neck after a night I couldn't quite forget, she

travelled around my body leaving lines with her tongue,

she was like

pulling me away just to keep holding on, I

was beating for her with every breath I took

she was red

like the wall in my room,

she was a thorny rose that just needed to bloom and

I learned to love with every step she made,

and everything seems to be beyond something great as

we learned a few lessons about ourselves

for example

that you were red and I was not

for example

that we didn't tried a lot to be something more than a lovely couple,

to accept that

there are times of struggle,

but at the end you

decided to love blue

and figured that

lilac is somehow better too

it was me who was feeling white, quite unpainted after

leaving you with this boy

it was me who needed to learn that hearts could be played like a toy, but there are other ones

right as I felt torn and fell apart

I met a new found work of art

and

right after I learned to

expect more for myself,

I looked for old dreams

left on my

dusty shelf

and that's how I found my way

to go ahead,

that's how we first met

on a night similar to this one

with a song playing in monotone and

ourselves laughing to the

rainbows of the other one,

figuring out that your eyes match the colours of my heart

better than any painting ever did

that's how we start

and I need to say

that I don't care of red hair like arielle or late nights calls

in the middle of the night

I don't care about counting shooting stars until we fall asleep in the arms of another and

I don't care about keeping cherry chewing gum in my pocket

no matter what

cause I

really never

stopped loving it

I never stopped loving red

I am just

waiting for the right shade

to glow

like me,

like you

vibrant colours

as vivid

as you'll ever know