she's still breaking,
still repeating your playlist on spotify,
she's still hurting,
still trying to justify,
if she's allowed to save you a place
at least a little corner
deep inside of her,
cause there's a part which
never said goodbye
sometimes she's thinking of your eyes, of your moods
in her head
she's still listening to your voice,
noticing your habits and
deep vibrations your body sent
every time you were about to kiss her
she's still in love with the way
you took off your shoes and threw them away just to find her lips a
millisecond sooner
she still loves the sound of your breathing when you sleep
and the warmth you spread
whenever she felt cold
but
you don't know how I wish you two just stayed on the nice note
she walks around the places you first met
she's about to draw little paths of footsteps,
she's circling like a moon,
wanting to be a part of the
big blue dream in front of her
but it's not that easy, you know?
she's got gravitation
just like pride,
she's got sanity
and a half healthy mind
that's why I'm putting you and her together without getting anything
it just doesn't fit
you don't know that
since you disappeared
she's listening to classic
when she needs to fall asleep
maybe it's about the comforting whispers from the piano
reminding her of you
maybe about the lightness of the violins she felt familiar with
every time you were around,
but now she's listening every night
just to don't stay awake while
looking for another melody,
looking for something with
another sound,
beating differently
to you
and I'm just hoping that one day
she wakes up and finds a symphony worth crying to