I wander aimlessly through the corridors, not knowing where my feet were taking me as I end up outside, sitting on a brick wall, leaning my head back, looking at the stars above me.
âMummy!â I hear as my eyes dart towards the sound.
âCodyâ I breathe out as I run to them and take him in my arms as I fall to my knees.
âKitten!â Jayden embraces both of us as Iâm hugged tighter than I had ever been before.
âSam?â Damienâs voice calls out behind them as my eyes dart to his.
âDamien!â I cry as I burst from my familyâs arms and go to him.
âTaylorâ¦Where is he?â He looks into my eyes, as they cloud over with tears again.
âNoâ¦Heâs notâ¦Tell me heâs notâ¦â He grips me hard as I see fear flood his face.
âHeâ¦Heâs badâ¦Burnsâ¦Everywhereâ¦He flatlinedâ¦I screamed at them to keep going, they declared him deadâ¦I screamed, and they tried once moreâ¦He came backâ¦He came backâ I cry as he takes me into his arms sobbing.
âI need to find him. Thank youâ¦Thank you for making them try againâ He says as he rushes in doors as I hear him shouting at my brother to find out where Taylor is.
âMummy sadâ¦â Cody tugs on my battered dress.
âMy grandbaby!â Grandpa rushes up to me with Savannah and Elise hot on his tail as he hugs me to him.
âLuka?â Savannah mumbles looking at me, her eyes drifting over my dress and the blood I was covered in.
âHeâs alive, heâs insideâ I say as she kisses my cheek and runs inside.
âSammyâ¦Where is Shaun?â Elise whispers taking my hand.
âHe got hurtâ¦Brian took most of the damageâ¦Brian died saving Shaunâ¦â I sob as they all gasp.
âUncle Bwian in sky wit daddy?â Cody cries.
âYes baby, there was a bad accident. Uncle Brian with daddy in the skyâ I sob as he jumps into my arms as we sob.
Elise goes to walk in before I take her arm.
âThereâs something else isnât there?â She mumbles as I nod.
âHeâ¦Heâs paralysed from the waist downâ I say as she gasps and rushes off into the hospital.
âKittenâ¦Letâs go inside, itâs cold out hereâ Jayden takes my hand as I hold Cody to me tightly as we head into the waiting room.
âWhat the bloody hell happened?â Lindsey asks as she sits next to me and Grandpa.
âHayden wants meâ¦Heâs been against us all this time because he wants to use me as a weapon, he wants me weak so he can manipulate meâ I cry.
âHeâs never touching you againâ Lizzy grumbles as she strokes Zaneâs hair in her lap.
âDamn rightâ¦â Jayden growls.
âTell me everything, I need to update Tobias. Weâve already got the school on high alert. Some of Haydenâs men have put down their guns already claiming they had no idea. But we have them locked up just in caseâ Grandpa says.
âWeâll figure it out. Shaun will be ok, and Taylor will survive thisâ¦â Luka says.
âWhy the fuck were you there anyway! You werenât supposed to be there! You were supposed to be protecting my son!â I shout passing Cody whimpering to Jayden, storming up to my brother.
âYou needed back upâ He says unable to look me in the eye.
âAnd I had it! Beck was there! And Henderson! Why couldnât you just stay where you were supposed to, then Shaun and Brian would have been fine!â I scream at him as I hear Cody whimper loudly behind me.
âMummy no shoutâ Cody whimpers in Jaydenâs arms.
âIâm sorry baby boy, mummyâs upsetâ I say stroking his head and kissing it.
âMummy miss uncle bwianâ He sobs.
âYes babyâ I cry.
âLetâs leave the talks about what happened until after the children are in bedâ Beck says with a nod, but I glare at my brother as he shrinks into the corner with Savannah in his arms.
Damien walks into the room shaking an hour later as he collapses in front of me, sitting between my legs as he sobs into his hands.
âHeâs so burntâ¦Heâs in a comaâ¦They put him in a comaâ¦â He sobs as I hold his hand cuddling him around his shoulders.
âHeâs still here, he told me to look after you, he loves you Damien, he wonât leave. Not nowâ I say holding him tight as he continues to shake.
âIâm so sorry Samâ Lizzy whispers looking at the people around us.
âWhy is she here?â Jayden growls in my ear.
âBecause it was her dad that did this, and heâs been manipulating her all this time. She needs us Jayâ¦â I look him in the eye as I see the conflict in his eyes as he darts between her and Cody.
âIâll do better without himâ¦Iâm sorry I did what I didâ¦I wasnât in my right mindâ¦Zane will help meâ¦He always had beforeâ She says as Zane nods, his head now on her shoulder.
âIâll make sure she stays on the straight and narrow. You need us Sam. I need revenge for my sisterâ He says, the light gone from his eyes.
âThis is a jokeâ¦â Jayden growls.
âEnoughâ I snap, trying to make sure Cody stays asleep in my arms after he had sobbed for so long.
âSamanthaâ¦â Mr Henderson sneaks into the room as all eyes land on him.
âHendersonâ¦â I whimper as I see him covered in blood and ash.
âYour friends?â He asks.
âShaunâs paralysed, Brian and Zara are dead and Taylorâ¦Heâs in a bad wayâ I say as he nods solemnly.
âMore people would have died tonight if you hadnât of called outâ¦â He says.
âMay I ask who the fuck you are?â Grandpa growls.
âDreadfully sorry, Iâm Mr Henderson, Abraham if you like. Iâm the head of the school that was just blown to pieces. Iâve watched over Samantha for years, quite the young lady sheâs become. You are?â He holds out a hand to my Grandpa as they shake.
âHarvey Jennings, her grandfatherâ Grandpa says and Hendersonâs eyes flicker over us both.
âIâve heard a lot about you sir, you are definitely a better grandfather than Jon wasâ Henderson sits by Beck as they shake hands too.
âDoesnât take muchâ I smirk as thereâs a small chuckle in the room.
âHas anyone been able to track what happened to Hayden?â Henderson asks.
âZane and I got into a fight with him as he dropped the buttonâ¦He high-tailed it into a car and vanishedâ¦Canât say Iâve had the chance to find him yetâ¦Been a little busyâ I snap âThatâs no tone to use Samanthaâ Henderson says sternly.
âSorry sirâ I bow my head as the others look at me in shock.
âHow the fuck did you do that? No one shuts her down like thatâ¦â Savannah laughs.
âBeing her principle for quite a few years has its benefits. Iâm quite knowledgeable about her mood swings and how to combat herâ Henderson smirks.
âWhat age was she the worse?â Savannah asks as I groan.
âOh I would say thirteen. She had quite the temper going into her teenage yearsâ¦I especially remember her coming into my office covered in some sort of slime after an experiment she did in science, made quite the messâ He smiles.
âTHAT was an accident!â I laugh. I had mixed the wrong chemicals one day in science and then boom! A gooey substance covered the room as girls had shrieked and the boys laughed.
âBut you enjoyed it⦠I do remember the look of joy when you did it, especially when Lisa came out in a rather bad rashâ He says.
âSamantha!â Grandpa booms laughing.
âShe deserved that! She was nothing but a nasty queen wannabe!â
Henderson began sharing more stories about me and Taylor back at school as they laughed, we had had quite a few shenanigans in our time.
But then it became serious.
âDo you remember your first gala you went to Samantha?â Henderson asks.
âYeah, I was Fourteen. Grandpa Jon got me this really gross dress, it was pink, and I hated it. I destroyed it and said it was an accident. He got so mad. I found a new dress myself with Taylor and he didnât approve of it. But, he dragged us around the gala and introduced me to so many people, it made my head dizzy. Little did I know, he was trying to pawn me offâ I grumble.
âI believe Hayden was there that nightâ¦â He says as I raise my head towards his.
I try and remember the gala, every person I met.
âOh my godâ¦So were you!â I said pointing to Lizzy. I remembered her purple dress with a tight little bow at the back.
âYou remember that?â She asks.
âBarelyâ¦â I answer.
âWas that the only time Lizzy?â Jayden pipes up.
âNoâ¦There were at least three more we came tooâ¦â She answers.
âYou were watching her this whole timeâ¦â Jayden growls.
âI didnât know! I just thought she was another girl who was dragged to their families parties!â She exclaims.
âHeâs been watching me this whole timeâ¦â I mumble.
âKitten, can we go talk?â Jayden asks as I nod, and he passes Cody to Lindsey.
We walk out the front as he begins to get frustrated, his fists kept clenching angrily.
âJust spit it outâ I snap.
âI donât like her around us! Her father wants you! How do you know sheâs safe around us! Like last time! She tried to kill herself and Cody!â He shouts at me.
âLizzy is what I could have becomeâ¦If things hadnât have happened the way they did. If Jon had survived I could have become her. I know she can be saved. Weâll watch her. Sheâs also our best bet to get to Hayden!â I shout back.
âI will not let her near our family and thatâs final!â He growls.
âYouâll do as youâre fucking told Jayden, I am the leader of this mafia, not you. She needs help and sheâll get it. I have to get to Hayden. Heâs destroying everything!â
I look into the distance and see a van sat in park, its lights on, I felt as if we were being watched.
âYouâre going to get yourself killedâ he growls as he takes me in his arms.
âThen Iâll die fighting for the people I loveâ I say as he huffs and kisses my head.
âFine she stays around. But sheâs watched, doesnât come to the house and stays the fuck away from our boyâ He says as I nod.
âDealâ
âIâm going to go check on the guys. I was so scared I was going to lose you kitten. I love youâ he kisses my lips briefly and walks inside as a tear falls from my cheek.
âHello there Samanthaâ A voice booms from behind me as Iâm looking at the van in front of me while the driver just takes off. I was focused on the wrong vehicle.
I whirl around to find Hayden with a smirk standing side-by-side of two men as they grab me quickly and bundle me into a car nearby.
I kick and cry out as much as I can, but itâs no use. The emergency room is so busy that no one notices whatâs going on outside. The others were all in doors and then they put a rag on my face as I slowly began to lose consciousness.
Chloroformâ¦