âSam!â A voice shouts, coughing loudly from the right of the fire ridden building as I push out of Zaneâs grip, running in my heels, towards the voice.
âLuka!â I cry as I jump into his arms, sobbing.
âI thought he took you!â He cried wrapping his arms around me.
âThe others? Where are they?â I sob looking behind to see people being dragged out of the building.
âI donât know Sam we were split up. We were trying to get everyone out. I havenât found any of themâ He says, his eyes filled with pain.
âSam, youâre shakingâ Zane comes up behind me.
âHelp them! Luka help them get those people out. Lizzy! Call the emergency services!â I shout ordering them as they nod and get to it.
My dress was cut to pieces, but I didnât care. I rushed around helping people who were still coming out the building. People with burns, cuts, bruises and some who were being dragged out dead.
I noticed two people struggling from just inside as I ran towards them to help.
âBeck!â I shout as I see him dragging a body behind him.
âDonât Sam!â He shouts as I come closer.
âNo!â I scream as I notice who it was.
Taylor laid still in his arms as he dragged him out of the building. Burns covered his beautiful body as we got him out.
âBeck, tell me heâs alive!â I cry out.
âIâm working on it!â He growls, doing CPR.
âTaylor!â I cry out in pain.
âNo, come on kid!â Beck shouts.
Fire engines turn up as they get to work on calming the raging fires.
Paramedics flit through the crowds of people. Deciding who they could save, some werenât so lucky.
âSam, go find Shaun. You donât need to be hereâ Beck orders angrily.
âIâm not leaving him!â I say gripping Taylorâs hand, but his skin moves underneath as it comes away from his hand slightly, the burn had done a lot of damage. My hand was covered in his blood as I cried out.
âGo!â Beck shouts at me angrily as I shake.
âCome onâ Zane picks me up from the ground making me walk away.
âNoâ¦Taylorâ¦â I cry as his arms surround me.
âLuka!â Zane shouts as he spots my brother.
âWhose blood is that?â He points to my hands.
âTâ¦Tâ¦Taylorâ I cry.
âHave you found the others?â Zane asks sitting me next to Lizzy as she sits quietly, her eyes flicking over the destruction.
âNo. Not Henderson, Shaun, Brian or even Craigâ Luka shakes his head as I sob.
âNot my boysâ¦â I sob.
âSam, youâre bleedingâ Lizzy says looking to my side.
âWhat?!â Luka notices the blood seeping from my side.
âItâs just a cut, itâs not deepâ Zane says checking.
âExcuse me, Iâm looking for a Samantha Jones, do you know where she might be?â A paramedic asks âThatâs meâ I say as she leads me to an ambulance quickly.
âThe firefighters found him with one other man near the back of the building.â She states and lets me see who is in the ambulance.
âShaun!â
âSamâ He groans âItâs ok. Youâre okâ I say kissing his head.
âBrianâ¦He took the hitâ¦The beam came downâ¦Heâ¦â He coughed up blood.
âNoâ¦not him tooâ I cry.
âI couldnât save himâ Shaun sobs.
âShh, you work on getting yourself better. Iâll be there soon ok. I have to find Henderson. Lukaâs out and so are Zane and Lizzy. Taylorâ¦Heâsâ¦I donât knowâ¦He wasnât breathing, his burnsâ¦Beck told me to leaveâ I cry.
âTell Eliseâ¦I love herâ¦â Shaun says coughing before passing out.
âYouâve got to go we need to take him NOW!â The paramedic said as she shoved me out and they raced off.
My hands were shaking, how could he have done this? All the kids, all the people he was killing, because of meâ¦
Fire fighters were bringing out bodies as I walked up slowly to them, looking at the faces.
âNoâ¦â I sobbed when I found two I recognisedâ¦Zara and Brian.
âNo!â I screamed falling to my knees, my hands on their arms, holding on for dear life.
âSamantha!â Zane ran up and found me.
âZane donât!â I stand stopping him from seeing his sister on the ground, but it was too late.
âNo! Not my sister! Not Zara!â He shouts angrily.
âZane, donât, donât lookâ I said dragging him away from the bodies as he sobbed.
âOh no! Not Zara!â Lizzy looked to us as Zane fell to the ground.
âLizzy take care of himâ I said as she nodded and hugged him tightly as he sobbed into her arms.
I looked to where Beck and Taylor had been, but they were gone. Please let him be okâ¦
Henderson, where was Henderson?
âSam! I found Henderson! What happened? Who?â Luka looked at my distraught face, taking my head in his hands.
âBrian, Zara⦠Shaunâs hurt badly, I donât know how Taylor isâ¦â I cry as Luka takes me in his arms.
âWeâll get through this. One step at a timeâ He mumbles into my hair, but I hear the sorrow in his voice.
âSamantha!â Henderson runs up to us and takes both of us into his arms.
âIf you hadnât of said what you did and when you didâ¦weâd all be deadâ¦Thank youâ He says.
âBrianâs dead, Zaraâs Dead, Taylor might be dead, Shaun might be dyingâ¦There are still so many people to be foundâ¦Because my familyâ¦Heâll pay for thisâ I start.
âNo donât you dare blame yourself. This is not your fault. Do not blame yourself for this. You will go, see your friends in the hospital, you will gather every fibre of your courage and get on as you always have. Command respect and be with your family. I will deal with the fall out here and contact you when I can. Now go!â Henderson says shoving Luka and I away.
âThank youâ I said as Luka takes my hand as we grab Zane and Lizzy from the ground, dragging them to our car.
âBeck!â I shout as we arrive at the hospital, heâs pacing the emergency room waiting room as we burst through the doors.
âDid you find Brian?â He asks.
âHeâs goneâ I cry.
âFuck!â He growls as he sits down, his head in his hands.
âTaylor?â I ask as he shakes his head.
âNoâ¦tell me heâs notâ¦â I sob kneeling in front of him.
âThey donât think heâs going to make itâ¦â He mumbles.
âShaun? Did you see him?â Luka asks.
âSurgery, the beam crushed him and Brian, Brian took the full force, saving Shaunâ Beck answered.
âWe need to call the othersâ Luka puts a hand on my shoulder.
âIâ¦Iâ¦I donât think I canâ¦â I cry.
âYes you can, youâre the strongest woman ever. They need to know Sam. But if you canât, Iâll do it. My father did thisâ¦â Lizzy says taking my hand as she held Zane in her lap.
I nod and take my phone from the pocket in my dress and pass it to her.
âI canât do itâ¦Iâ¦I need to go for a walkâ¦Come get me if thereâs an updateâ I order as they all nod.
I wandered through the halls as I saw more and more people from the explosion, people with bad burns, some with pieces of building in their sides, screaming, shouting and crying. I had to get out! I ran outside into the cold air as I sat in a dark corner outside, sitting on a small wall.
âSammy?â Lizzyâs faint voice calls out as she sits beside me and puts her head against mine.
âI canât do this anymoreâ¦I canâtâ I cry.
âYes you can. You can do this. We can all do thisâ She says taking my shaking hand in hers and pulling me up.
âWe need to get your side looked atâ She says leading me inside as she calls over a nurse who takes me straight away to look over my wounds.
Within half an hour Iâm stitched up and waiting in the waiting room with the others as we wait to hear anything.
âMiss Jones?â A nurse comes through.
âYes!â I stand.
âCome with meâ She says as I follow her. She leads me to a room off the side as we enter I see Taylor, his body covered with bandages.
âTaylor!â I cry out as I rush to his side. He was still breathing, but it was erratic.
âSâ¦Saâ¦Saamâ He stutters, wincing at the pain.
âShh, Iâve got you. Hold on Taylor. Hold onâ I cry. I canât touch him heâs covered in burns.
âLookâ¦Loâ¦lookâ¦Afterâ¦Damienâ He stammers.
âNo, youâre going to do that. Hold on Taylor. Please, I canât lose you too!â Iâm full on sobbing.
âBâ¦Beâ¦Braveâ¦â He says.
âNot without you. I canât do this Taylor! I should never have taken you there. We should have gone home!â I cry.
âNâ¦Notâ¦Yourâ¦Faultâ He says.
âTaylor. I swear if you leave me, Iâm going to come after you myselfâ I growl in tears.
âLovâ¦Loveâ¦youâ He says before his body begins to shake, alarms ring as nurses shove me out the room, Iâm screaming.
âNo! Taylor! Donât leave me!â I scream.
âCome on!â Beck holds me tightly, dragging me from the room but I elbow him and escape his clutches as I press against the glass as I watch them work on my best friend. I watch as they stop.
âTime of death, ten fifty-threeâ The doctor says as I burst in screaming for them not to stop as Beck grabs me once more, pinning my arms to my side.
âJust once more! Pleaseâ I scream as a doctor takes pity on me and agrees, trying once more.
âHoly Shit!â The doctor cries as Taylorâs machines beep once more, he was alive!
âGet her out of here while we work!â A nurse shouts as they begin to work on him.
Beck drags me out of the room and back into the waiting area as he places me in my brothers lap.
âWhat happened?â Luka asks.
âHe diedâ¦He was dead, but she screamed at them to try once moreâ¦They got him back after declaring him deadâ Beck says pacing.
âHe cannot dieâ¦Not nowâ¦Not everâ¦Heâs my best friendâ I murmur into Lukaâs shirt as he strokes my hair to calm me down.
An hour, an hour is how long it took for me to calm enough to hear what was going on around me. My heart hurt, it was shattered into pieces, Brian was dead, and the boys were still in trouble, as another doctor came through.
âAre you the family of Shaun Beckett?â He asks âYesâ Beck nods.
âWe got him through the surgery, but Iâm afraid the damage was extensiveâ¦Heâll never walk again. Heâs paralysed from the waist down. Heâll wake soon. If someone wants to see himâ The doctor says as Beck thanks him.
âSam? Do you want to see him?â Luka asks as I nod sniffling.
They lead me to the room where Shaun is attached to several machines as I sit next to his bed, taking his hand in mine.
âWeâll leave you with him for a whileâ Beck nods as I rest my head on Shaunâs hand.
âYouâve got to wake up, I need youâ I cry.
âSamâ¦â His voice calls out gruffly as my head shoots up to meet his. His eyes searching mine.
âWhereâs Taylor? Brian?â He asks âTaylorâs badâ¦We lost him onceâ¦Iâ¦He might not make it. Brianâs⦠deadâ I sob as his hand tightens in mine.
âIâm sorryâ¦Heâs strongâ¦He has to make itâ He murmurs, a tear in his eye from losing a precious friend of ours.
âItâs not your faultâ I shake my head.
âItâs not yours eitherâ He says searching my face.
âShaunâ¦Youâ¦Youâreâ¦Youâre paralysedâ I spit out.
âI thought as much. I canât feel them, my legsâ¦Butâ¦Iâm aliveâ¦Thatâs the main thing right?â He says his hand squeezing mine.
âI need to get the doctorâ I said as I kiss his head, my eyes were sore from crying so much. My heart heavy from pain as he watches me leave the room.
âUmâ¦Doctorâ¦Heâs awakeâ I said to the doctor who got us earlier as he nods and enters the room.