She let him touch the baby, knowing there must be some resentment in his heart.
Seeing the change in his expression, she could only shake his arm slightly and, with a fawning lift of her face, said, âShen Chi, youâve worked hard.â
âItâs nothing,â he replied.
His eyes remained downcast, his tone holding a trace of distance as he continued to tap away on his laptop, working on an important report.
Feeling a bit dejected, she sat quietly on the sofa for a while.
For a time, the only sound in the living room was the rapid âclack clack clackâ of Shen Chiâs keyboard.
Xu Chaomu rested her chin in her hand, staring down at the tips of her shoes.
About five minutes later, Shen Chi finished his report and with a âsnapâ closed his laptop.
At the sound of the closing laptop, Xu Chaomu suddenly looked up.
As she raised her head, Shen Chi turned his around as well, and for a moment, their eyes met.
Xu Chaomu quickly scooted closer to him, hooked her right hand around his neck, tilted her head back, and kissed him on the cheek.
Shen Chi froze, his deep gaze shifting to her face.
The kiss was as light as a dragonflyâs touch, initiated by her.
She blinked at him, her big eyes fluttering innocently, âShen Chi, is this reward enough?â
âNot enough,â Shen Chi said, his gaze intense as he continued to look at her.
His stern demeanor left Xu Chaomu feeling uneasy. It was just a mere phrase; was he truly unhappy?
When he put on a stern face, she felt a bit scared.
Her heart fluttering nervously, she clasped her hands behind her back, twisting them to relieve her psychological tension.
Her gaze evasive, she wondered why it wasnât enough, she had already been so proactiveâ¦
Seeing that Shen Chi still had no reaction, Xu Chaomu lifted her head again and called out, âHusbandâ¦â
The voice was softer than that of a mosquitoâif the living room wasnât silent enough, Shen Chi would surely not have heard it.
But he did hear it.
In fact, her initiative in kissing him had already taken him by surprise, and this âhusbandâ even more so.
âHmm,â he responded, setting aside the laptop on his legs and walking towards the kitchen.
What did âHmmâ mean? Xu Chaomu was puzzled!
Was he happy or unhappy now? Why did it seem that there was still no expression on his faceâ¦
As Shen Chi walked to the kitchen, a faint smile lingered on the corners of his lips, rare for Xu Chaomu to take the initiative.
The kitchen was already stocked with fresh ingredients, both vegetables and meats.
He had even specially had shrimp prepared, intending to cook them for her later.
In truth, he had ordered these prepared since morning, intending to cook lunch himself.
But⦠he had to keep up appearances. It wasnât often he cooked; how could he not receive some reward?
No sooner had Shen Chi stepped into the kitchen than Xu Chaomu followed like a shadow.
She cocked her head to assess his mood and thought, Yikes, he still seems angry?
Could it be? Was he that petty?
âShen Chiâ¦â she called again sweetly.
âHmm,â he responded once more.
Today, Xu Chaomu was dressed in youthful and bright clothes, resembling an eighteen-year-old girl. Sometimes when Shen Chi took an extra glance at her, he felt he couldnât control himself.
Especially when she called him âShen Chi,â the way she looked reminded him of five years ago.
Only, five years ago, she was still his âMumuââ¦
Five years later, she had become another manâs womanâ¦
More than once, he had regretted, if time could turn back, he would definitely have taken the chance when she threw herself at him and pinned her down without hesitation!
He would have devoured her completely, leaving not a crumb behind.
Unfortunately, time cannot be turned back.
Now, she had been with another man, carrying another manâs child. Itâs as if⦠it was heavenâs punishment for not cherishing her properly.
Thinking this, a bitter sensation spread across his heart.
This bitterness was like ink seeping into wood, bit by bit, deep and indelible.
Xu Chaomu was still tilting her head, observing Shen Chi. She waved her hand in front of his eyes, curious what he was so engrossed in thinking.
Her wave brought Shen Chi back to reality, and he swatted her hand away, frowning, âGo play on your own.â
Relieved to finally hear something other than a âHmmâ from him, Xu Chaomu smiled.
âDo you need help?â
âNo need.â
âThen how long will you be? Iâm hungryâ¦â
Shen Chi put down the vegetables in his hands, turned around with arms crossed, and looked at her, âShall we go out to eat then?â
âNo no no, the food outside isnât tasty, itâs unhygienic, unhealthy, I want to eat what you make.â
âThen wait patiently.â
âOh.â
Dejectedly, Xu Chaomu responded with a drooped head, but she didnât leave the kitchen.
She decisively grabbed the vegetables from his hands and declared eagerly, âIâll wash them, Iâll wash them.â
Shen Chi didnât stop her; the corners of his lips curled up slightly.
This was nice.
Xu Chaomu remembered the last time she had eaten food Shen Chi cooked was at Waterside Pavilion. His cooking was so delicious she could never forget it.
She thought sheâd never eat his cooking again in this lifetime.
Unexpectedly, five years later, there was still room for time to come back around.
She happily washed the vegetables, with great care. Shen Chi had an injury on his arm, and she didnât want him to touch water.
Her movements were skillful. At first, Shen Chi was helping, but then he just stood quietly to the side, arms crossed, watching her.
He remembered how, back when they were at Shen Familyâs house, even though she was only adopted, he never let her do anything.
In the Shen Family, her delicate hands never touched water; she couldnât do anything.
He hadnât expected that, five years later, she would be so adept at washing vegetables.
Xu Chaomu washed for a good while before she noticed his deep gaze.
She looked up, smiled at him, and then bent down to continue washing.
After finishing with the greens, she tossed them into a basket. Next, she began washing mushroomsâ¦
Shen Chi watched her silently, his frown deepening.
âDid you suffer a lot in those five years outside?â he finally asked.
Xu Chaomuâs hands paused, her heart filled with a slow, warm currentâ¦
Without looking up, she slightly turned down the faucet and went on washing her mushrooms.
âNot at all, I had a pretty good time in Paris those five years,â she denied outright.
If she excluded the first six months she arrived in Paris, indeed⦠her life had been quite good.
âYou used to be so lazy, even reluctant to serve rice.â Shen Chiâs voice was hoarse, a twinge of pain tugging at his heart.
He doted on and cherished her for eight years, wanting her to always remain carefree.
âEverybody has to grow up eventually,â Xu Chaomu said lightly.
Her nose tingled, and she felt a wave of sadness.
During those first six months in Paris, in order to survive, there was nothing she hadnât done.
Washing dishes in a small restaurant, sweeping floors for others, handing out flyers⦠she took what little money she earned to barely fill her stomach.
With no place to live, she wandered about carrying that doll.
The summer was bearable, but when winter came, she couldnât go on; the winters in Paris were so bitterly cold.
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