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âShen Chi! Donât move! If you move again, Iâll kill this girl!â Zhou Peitian warned.
Shen Chi stopped in his tracks, no longer moving forward, as he wouldnât joke about Xu Chaomuâs life.
Bai Man laughed, laugh unrestrained, indeed, Shen Chi had known this secret for a long time.
She looked at Xu Chaomu and chuckled, âXu Chaomu, do you really like your fourth brother? Are you so in love that you canât help yourself? Are you in love to the point where you would give your life for him?â
âBai Man⦠what do you want to say?â Xu Chaomu asked, blinking her large eyes.
With each blink, droplets fell from her lashes, indistinguishable from tears or rainwater.
Her whole body was trembling, trembling violently.
âBai Man! If you dare sayâ¦â Shen Chi shouted fiercely.
âShen Chi!â Bai Man cut him off immediately, âWhat am I afraid to say? Do I still care? Let me tell you, if today only one person can be saved, it must be me!â
âBai Man, tell me, what happened to my mother? Tell me!â Xu Chaomu screamed hysterically.
Her voice soared through the air, hovered, landed on Shen Chiâs heart like countless sharp knives plunging down.
âXu Chaomu, listen well, your most beloved fourth brother, Shen Chi, is the son of the enemy who killed your mother. Donât understand? Itâs okay, let me explain to you. Eight years ago, Shen Chiâs mother, Zhou Ran, tampered with the gas tank, which directly led to the explosion of the gas, causing your mother to die in a sea of flames.â
Upon reaching this point in her revelation, Shen Chiâs face was filled with despair.
In the rain, a tear slid down from the corner of his eyeâ¦
He had hidden this from her for so many years, and he had originally planned to keep it from her for a lifetime.
Never to let her know this secret, to always watch her smile carefree.
She was the treasured piece of candy in his palm that he feared would melt; he loved to see her smile, her antics, but he never wanted to see her sad, despairing.
He liked it when she chased after him calling âFourth Brother;â he liked to see her rest her chin in her hands and smile sweetly, sweetly wrapping her arms around his neck.
He liked when she hid in his embrace like a little kitten. He also liked to stroke her hair and call her âMumu.â
However, all of that was goneâ¦
It would never be againâ¦
As expected, Xu Chaomu was stunned, frozen in place as if she were petrified. Her dull, large eyes showed no spark of life, filled instead with nothing but despairâ¦
Bai Man was proud, continuing, âStill donât understand? Then Iâll keep telling you. Shen Chiâs father, Shen Cexian, was fond of your mother, Xu Mengxi. So, Zhou Ran became jealous, which is more frightening than anything when a woman is consumed by it. To extinguish all of Shen Cexianâs lingering thoughts, Zhou Ran executed this murder in silence, causing your mother to perish in the fire.â
âConsumed by the fire, not even a corpse was left clean. Xu Chaomu, wouldnât you say a womanâs jealousy is frightening?â Bai Man gloated.
Xu Chaomu covered her head, rocking it painfully, âNo⦠it wasnât⦠it was an accident⦠please, stop talking⦠stopâ¦â
How could Bai Man not continue? She smugly curved the corners of her lips, eager to witness Xu Chaomuâs agony.
âXu Chaomu, stop deluding yourself. Zhou Ran killed your mother. Shen Chi is the son of the enemy who murdered your mother! Look at yourself, how foolish you became, loving Shen Chi for so many years. Do you still love Zhou Ran? If so, wouldnât your mother be heartbroken? She might think, how could she give birth to such an unfilial daughterâ¦â
âXu Chaomu, tell me, am I right or not?â
âNo⦠itâs not⦠I love my mother, I love her⦠I wonât make her sadâ¦â Xu Chaomu shook her head in agony, her head felt as if it were about to split open.
Her entire head felt like it was about to explode, countless sentences swirling in her mind: Shen Chi is the son of your motherâs killer⦠youâve loved Shen Chi for so many yearsâ¦
She covered her head, gritted her teeth, as her nerves completely collapsed in an instant!
âIt isnât⦠why is it like this⦠why⦠why have you all been lying to meâ¦â
âMumu!â Across the crowd, Shen Chi cried out in grief.
Bai Man laughed loudly, âCanât accept it? Nobody can. Itâs normal. Xu Chaomu, donât blame me. If you must blame someone, blame Shen Chi. He knew this secret for a long time, yet he never told you. Heâs been deceiving you!â
âThatâs right, do you know why Shen Chi has been so kind to you? Because he is atoning for sins, atoning for his motherâs sins!â Bai Man emphasized the last two words intentionally.
Atonementâ¦
Atonementâ¦
Bai Manâs shrill voice swirled through the air.
So, that was it.
Xu Chaomu understood, she finally understood. He had pampered her for eight years, been so kind to her, all just to atone.
He would tie her shoelaces, serve her soup, peel shrimp for her⦠everything, everything was just to atone.
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Just like when she wanted to kiss him, he would avoid it, simply because he distinguished atonement from love very clearly.
He always knew; he didnât love her.
âShen Chi⦠why⦠why did you deceive me⦠even you betrayed me, even youâ¦â Xu Chaomu shook her head in pain.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
That was her most beloved mother, her mother who doted on her, who left her all that was good. Why⦠why was she actually murdered?
And it was by Zhou Ran.
She had called Zhou Ran âAuntâ so many times; she had called Shen Chi âFourth Brotherâ countless timesâ¦
Isnât it ironic?
âMumu, Mumu. Listen to meâ¦â Shen Chiâs voice was deep and hoarse, his whole heart pounding violently.
His pain was not one bit less than Xu Chaomuâs.
âEnough! Shen Chi, I just want to ask you one question: did your mother kill mine? Did she?â Xu Chaomuâs lips trembled.
For the first time, she addressed Shen Chi with such a cold and despairing tone.
Her whole body was ice-cold, even her shoulders couldnât stop shivering.
âMumuâ¦â he wanted to explain.
He wanted to tell her that he hadnât intentionally kept it from her, he just wanted her to be happy.
He wanted to tell her that he loved her, and it wasnât about so-called atonement!
He had never considered his kindness to her as atoning; he was kind to her simply because he wanted to be, he loved her, he cared for her.
âShen Chi, I just want to ask you, is it or isnât it?â Xu Chaomu looked at him with red-rimmed eyes.
âMumuâ¦â
âAnswer me, is it or isnât it!â
âIt is.â As the word escaped, tears flowed down Shen Chiâs face.
Even though he was cold and ruthless, cunning and relentless, at this moment, he was utterly devastated.
âHeh⦠you really have been lying to me, havenât you? Youâve lied to me for eight years, havenât you? Why have you been kind to me, why didnât you just set me on fire and burn me to death as well? Shen Chi, I hate you, I will hate you for the rest of my life!â