Chapter 13: Iâm Not Asking to Borrow It (1)
On the way to Raypold, Belinda asked.
âBut are you really not buying a gift? Youâre just going like this?â
â...Well, I guess Iâll buy a flower or something.â
âItâs been a while since you last saw her. Will that really be enough? I donât think sheâll like it much.â
âI donât care. I have no intention of trying to impress her.â
âHmm...â
Ghislain was being sincere.
In his previous life, when he knew nothing, he had always fretted over trying to impress the beautiful Amelia. But now, he had no desire to appear appealing to a woman who was bound to become his enemy in the future, nor did he wish to maintain their engagement.
âThis time, Iâll make sure she doesnât waste all that money.â
No matter how strong a military force was, it would amount to nothing without financial independence. War consumed an enormous amount of money and resources. Without the funds to sustain an army, it was as if there was no army at all. Hadnât he painfully learned this when he faced the kingdomâs relentless waves of supplies in his past life?
They couldnât afford to feed and equip the soldiers properly, and it was impossible to do so in such a situation, no matter what they wanted to do.
âI need to move faster.â
Although returning to the past was fortunate, the current situation was not ideal. At this point in time, the Delfine Duchy had already extended its influence over most of the territories and was just beginning to reach out toward the north. The assassination of Elena was part of that plan.
Ghislain suppressed the growing sense of urgency within him.
âAmelia, if you donât want to be humiliated, youâd better prepare to hand over a hefty sum.â
The horse carrying him continued to race towards the Raypold estate without rest. As Ghislain imagined how much he could extort from Amelia, the anxiety that had weighed heavily on his heart lightened just a little.
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The group arrived safely at Raypold Castle. Besides being covered in dust from riding for several days, there were no significant issues.
As Ghislain headed straight for the castleâs main gate, Belinda stopped him.
âAre you really going in without washing? Youâre covered in dust and look filthy. Lady Amelia will hate it.â
âI told you, I donât need to impress her.â
âHuh, whatâs with this sudden change?â
Belinda looked at Ghislainâs back in bewilderment. Just a few months ago, Ghislain would turn red at mentioning Ameliaâs name. It was hard to believe this was the same person.
âAre you going for a âbad guyâ look or something? Right now, you just look dirty...â
âEnough. Well, since itâs been a while, I guess I should at least buy a gift for the visit.â
Ghislain headed for Raypold Castle carrying only a bouquet of flowers he had picked up from the marketplace.
âStop right there. Whatâs your business?â
The guards, with relaxed expressions, blocked Ghislainâs path. With few attendants and covered in dust, they hadnât recognized him as a noble.
Belinda immediately stepped forward.
Her usual playful demeanor vanished, replaced with a solemn and dignified attitude.
âThis is young lord Ghislain, the young lord of the Ferdium Estate. He has come to see his fianceÌe, Lady Amelia. Please convey this message to her.â
It was customary for nobles not to step forward when they had attendants. Ghislain simply watched as Belinda handled the situation.
âY-young lord G-Ghislain?â
The guards exchanged uneasy glances. They had also heard the rumors about Ameliaâs worthless fianceÌ.
As they hesitated, Belinda frowned.
âWhat are you doing? Hurry up and go inform them.â
âAh, yes, understood.â
One of the guards turned and entered the castle, muttering curses under his breath. It wasnât long before the guard returned, wearing a troubled expression.
âYour birthday is coming up soon, right? Hereâs a gift.â
A flash of contempt crossed Ameliaâs face as he handed over a bouquet of flowers.
âDid he really bring me that as a gift? Does he dare offer something so pathetic to me, Amelia Raypold?â
In all her life, she had never received such a worthless present. No one had ever dared to offer her something so cheap. Although she wasnât usually the type to care about the value of gifts, the fact that Ghislain presented it made it unbearable.
âNyaang!â
Even Bastet let out a displeased meow as if to express its shared disgust.
With graceful steps, Amelia walked over and took the bouquet from Ghislainâs hands.
âThank you. Itâs a lovely bouquet. However, flowers like these wilt so quickly. Thereâs no need for me to keep them.â
Amelia casually tossed the bouquet into a corner of the reception room.
It was an act designed to humiliate the giver. For someone who valued their honor, especially a noble, such behavior would be considered unacceptable under normal circumstances.
But Amelia had purposely thrown the bouquet in plain sight, hoping to provoke Ghislain into an emotional response, to make him act rashly. However, instead of blushing or getting angry, Ghislain merely shrugged, leaning back on the sofa without a care in the world.
âOur estate doesnât have much money, so that I couldnât get you an expensive gift. But itâs the thought that counts! The thought!â
With an unwavering expression, Ghislain played innocent, and Amelia responded with a smirk on her lips.
âEven if your estate is poor, thatâs not something to boast about, is it? Donât you feel ashamed? And if you want to express your feelings, the giftâs value also matters. You canât express sincerity with garbage.â
Amelia spat out harsh words, aiming to provoke Ghislain. It was something unimaginable for her, given her usual reserved nature, but right now, she had no other choice.
If she wanted to gauge what he knew and how much he knew, she had to shake him up emotionally.
However, Ghislain, even after being insulted outright, replied with a calm expression.
âBeing poor isnât something to be ashamed of. Unless, of course, youâre doing something dishonest. I once thought about forming a band of thieves but decided not to because itâs too disgraceful.â
His words carried a deeper meaning. Ameliaâs face stiffened.
His tone and behavior were as if he was boldly declaring that he knew something.
âHeâs different from before. Heâs never shown such strange confidence. What happened?â
Until recently, Ghislain hadnât been able to hide his affection for her. Whenever he stood before her, he was always shy, unable to even speak first.
But now, she couldnât sense any of those feelings from him. Instead of trying to impress her, it seemed like he didnât even care.
The sudden change in Ghislainâs attitude made her more wary.
âWell, fine. Whatâs the reason you wanted to meet? Iâd appreciate it if you got straight to the point.â
âI like how direct you are. I need some money. Iâm in a bit of a tough spot right now.â
Ghislain winked and made a circle with his fingers.
Ameliaâs face briefly froze at the unexpected request.
Who in the world would ask for money so boldly and arrogantly!
âHa, is that why you came to see me? Asking your fianceÌe for moneyâdo you have no pride, my lord?â
Ghislain smiled awkwardly and waved his hand.
âNo, no, you misunderstood. Iâm not asking to borrow money.â
âThen what?â
Ghislain leaned in slightly, bringing his face closer to Ameliaâs, and whispered.
âIâm asking you to just give it to me. Between us, you could do at least that much, right?â
â......â
âYou will, wonât you?â
As she listened to Ghislainâs words, Amelia made a serious decision.
She would break off the engagement with him today.