The military is a complicated existence for men.
If you've been through it even once, you'll understand the meaning of this statement.
It's something you can't just love or hate⦠It wasn't necessarily bad, but when you recall it, all that comes to mind are horrible memories⦠There were definitely some enjoyable and meaningful experiences, but as time passes, you realize they weren't as meaningful as you once thoughtâ¦
If someone heard this, they'd probably say itâs unnecessarily philosophical, but Iâm sure many would relate.
Thatâs what ambivalence is like. Just like a girlfriend wearing her rubber shoes backwardsâ¦
âYou keep talking to yourself. And youâve never even had a girlfriend, right?â ââ¦Dogo-hyung, donât hit me with facts like that.â âHey! Call me platoon leader! The military isnât outside, you brat!â âLove lettersâ¦â ââ¦Just call me hyung.â
Dogo-hyung, grumbling and venting his dissatisfaction, was exactly how Ihan remembered him. Ihan looked at him with fascination, muttering to himself, âAh, if it werenât for my promotion, I wouldâve hit him by now.â
âSuch a realistic vibe,â Ihan thought.
It wasnât just his face, but his tone and personality matched exactly what Ihan knew from the real Dogo-hyung.
Apparently, Dogo-hyungâs father had read a martial arts novel that left a strong impression, and he named him âGupaââperhaps due to this influence, Dogo-hyung had a sense of maturity about him.
He didnât treat his soldiers harshly, and he knew how to look after them. Even when people like Ihan called him hyung, he just grumbled, taking it lightly.
And thatâs why, despite the soldiers firmly believing that âofficers are the enemy,â they always designated Dogo-hyung as âone of us.â
âHe was a good personâ¦â
Being called âone of usâ by an officer was no small achievement, something only those whoâve been in the military would understand.
Ihan couldnât help but laugh lightly.
âWhy are you laughing?â âNo, itâs just that Iâm happy to see your face.â ââ¦?â âSomething like that.â ââ¦You crazy bastard.â
There was no need to replicate even the cursing this realistically.
âWhat a ridiculous [trap].â
A very nasty one tooâ¦