A LOUD THUD JOLTS ME UPWARDS. The clock on the nightstand shows seven on a Sunday morning, but a quick pat on the right side of the bed tells me Miaâs no longer here.
The mattress is cold, so sheâs been up for a while. I canât remember the last time she got up before me.
I rub the sleep from my eyes, flinging my legs over the edge when another thud fills the silent morning air.
âWhat the hell is that?â I mutter, throwing a pair of tracksuit bottoms on to leave Miaâs bedroom at the exact same time Jimmy emerges from his across the hallway.
Heâs back in Newport for a week ahead of the Austin Grand Prix next weekend. Once again, he decided to make it a surprise visit, so Mia and I had to pack a few things and move here for a few days.
Sheâs been unofficially living with me since the start of summer. Unofficially, because not all her stuff is in my house yet, but once college broke up for the summer, I stopped taking her home for the night.
Unless Jimmy flies in for a few days.
Sleeping here while he visits isnât usually problematic, but this weekend weâre babysitting Noah. Logan took Cassidy away to finally pop down on one knee. Took him long enough.
âWas that you?â Jimmy asks.
âI was going to ask you the same thing.â
âItâs me,â Mia sing-songs from the living room and thud again. âSorry, I didnât want to wake you.â
âYouâd wake the dead,â Aisha grumbles, exiting her bedroom. âItâs the middle of the night! What the hell are you doing?â
Toby stumbles out behind her, wearing nothing but boxer shorts, and we all move to the living room, where Mia sits on the floor with Noah. Another thud when she drops a big flat thing on the floor. It pops open at impact, turning into a ball.
âIt makes him laugh,â she explains, smashing the ball to flatten it out again. âItâs seven in the morning, donât look so grumpy. Weâve been up since five.â
âFive?â Aisha gasps, plopping down beside her sister. Her five-month-old bump makes the task less gracious, but it doesnât stop her shooting Toby a dirty look. âI am not getting up at five with your kid. Forget it.â
âYou find a way to detach your milk-making boobs, and Iâll get up at whatever oâclock,â he assures, pulling out cups. âWho wants coffee?â
Everyone save for Aisha, who has to tame her moody morning self with a healthy shake Tobyâs making.
Noah flips onto all fours, crawling across the floor toward Jimmy. He spent last evening in his lap, playing with his car keys and whatever else Jimmy gave him that wasnât a toy.
âWho are you going to be for Halloween?â he asks, scooting the seven-month-old boy off the floor. Two seconds later, he wrinkles his nose. âNever mind. Youâre all set, Poopy Monster.â
âItâs your turn,â Mia tells me, beaming from ear to ear.
âWe had a deal. I take care of feeding and putting him to bed. You deal with diapers and baths.â
âFine,â she mutters, taking Noah from Jimmyâs outstretched arms. Heâs holding the kid like heâs a ticking bomb. âBut weâll renegotiate this deal when itâs our kid.â
A surge of pleasant warmness fills my chest. She has no idea what she does to me. One sentence and Iâm fucking floating.
I pull her into my side, my thoughts swirling around her words. âGive me a baby, and Iâll change every diaper, Mia.â
She props Noah on her hip, wiggling her ring finger in my face. âYouâre not getting a baby until this finger is dressed.â
Little does she know I already have a ring. Grandma gave it to me a couple of months ago when I picked Mia up from the weekly Bridge session.
Itâs in the safe, waiting for⦠fuck knows what for.
For Mia to finish college, I guess.
My grandmother pulls me aside while Miaâs helping Kenneth and my grandad clear the table.
âI have something for you,â she says, squeezing my hand as she glances over her shoulder at Mia. âIâm glad you found her. Sheâs a good person, kind with a big heart.â
âI got lucky.â
She pinches her mouth like she wants to agree, but not aloud.
I get it. Now that my head is clear of the clutter, I realize Iâve been all over the place the past ten years, slowly losing sight of whatâs important and paying too much attention to work.
Mia evened out the field. She helped me find balance, tamed my chaotic personality, and helped me forge one clear path through life instead of eight at a time.
Grandma slides her engagement ring off her finger, glancing around to make sure no one saw as she pushes it into my hand.
My pulse soars, kicking into a disorganized thrum, a sense of panic seizing my muscles. âThat⦠itâsââ I stutter, closing my fist around the emerald. âWhy?â I finally ask although thatâs not close enough to the what the fuck, Grandma? dancing at the tip of my tongue.
âThis ring is supposed to stay in the family, Nico. I wanted to give it to Shawn because heâs the oldest, but it wouldnât suit Jack.â
I step from one foot to another, my hand still between us, as I open my fingers, taking a closer look. Itâs a simple ring, nothing fancy. Not a diamond like Iâd choose if I thought of proposing, but the emerald means more than any diamond Iâd ever find.
Still, I shouldnât be the one getting Grandmaâs ring. Iâve got two older brothers already engaged or married, and Loganâs planning to propose soon. Why isnât he getting the family heirloom? Why didnât Theo?
âWhat about Theo or Logan? Why are you giving this to me? Why not them? Why not one of the triplets?â
She smiles fondly. âI love Mia like sheâs my own, honey. I love Cassidy, and Thalia, too, but Mia has a special place in my heart.â She glances over her shoulder, looking at Grandad and Mia talking by the piano. âItâs thanks to her that Grandad agreed to retire, and Iâm sure youâve noticed it made a difference. Heâs happy, Nico. Heâs enjoying life for the first time in years.â She wraps her arms around me, curving herself into my chest for a quick hug. âWhenever youâre ready.â
My chest squeezes tightly. Iâm grateful. I donât think Iâve ever felt this grateful, but itâs too fucking soon. Weâve only been dating a few months.
âThank you. Youâll be the first to know when the time comes.â
âDonât rush, but donât wait too long.â She points at herself with a cheeky grin. âYouâll be old sooner than you think.â
âDress that finger whenever, but no babies until she finishes college,â Jimmy warns, joining Toby in the kitchen.
âItâs my life, Daddy,â Mia shoots back. âYou were sixteen when Aisha was born. If I got pregnant now, Iâd beââ
âYouâll be pregnant in half an hour if you donât stop talking.â I gently push her toward the bedroom. The image of her, round with my baby⦠nope. Not going there again. Itâs too soon. Sheâs too young. âDeal with the diaper, Mia.â
The first time I saw her holding Noah was enough to wake my paternal instinct, stirring brand-new hell inside my head.
We were at my parentsâ house. Mom played the piano, and everyone was scattered around the living room, chatting.
I sat on the couch, watching Mia on the other side of the room with Noah in her arms. He grasped a thick tangle of her blonde locks, and Cassidy jumped to the rescue, unclasping his little fist before he tore Miaâs hair out.
âWhatâs wrong?â Logan asks, plopping down beside me. âYouâre looking at Mia like itâs the first time you see her.â
âIt is the first time I see her like this.â I motion my chin toward her, squeezing my glass tighter. âSheâs too young.â
He turns to me, eyebrow raised as he quietly says, âNo way⦠you want her pregnant? You want kids? I never pictured you as a dad.â
The images of Mia with a bump flicker before my eyes, and even though itâs not happening yet, my protectiveness kicks up some more. Iâll be fucking unbearable when sheâll be carrying my child. Itâs good that Iâve got enough cash in the bank to last three lifetimes because Iâll be breathing down Miaâs neck for nine months straight.
âTake him away from her. Now, Logan.â I peel my eyes off Mia, but they snap right back when she laughs, making Noah giggle. âFuckâ¦â I breathe, rubbing my face while Loganâs barely holding off laughter. âTake Noah away,â I repeat through gritted teeth.
âHe likes her, and Cass needs a breather. Noah doesnât calm down even in my arms these days. Sorry, bro, Iâm not touching that kid until your girl hands him back.â
âIâll get her pregnant while youâre all eating dessert.â
He bursts out laughing, summoning Miaâs attention. She crosses the room, planting her pretty butt in my lap, her back to my chest, and Noah in her arms. She holds him over her knee, bouncing him up and down and singing a nursery rhyme.
I wrap my hand across her middle, kissing her neck. âUnless you want me to put a baby in you tonight, give him back,â I whisper in her ear when Logan walks away to chat with Grandad. âIâm serious, Mia. I see you with him, and I want you pregnant.â
It was right about then that Aisha got pregnant, and two months later, Logan knocked up Cassidy again. Now there are three pregnant women in the family, not helping my case.
Seeing my brothers and Toby so fucking excited when they touch the life-growing bumps, feeling their kids kickâ¦
Iâm happy for them, but Iâm also jealous.
Even more when we arrive at my parentsâ house six hours later where everyoneâs congratulating Cass and Logan on their engagement. He got this backward, if you ask me. Marry the girl first, then get her pregnant. But whatever, heâs engaged, has a kid, and another on the way. Theoâs married and about to become a dad, and Shawnâs thinking about adopting a second kid.
Fuck waiting.
I grab Miaâs hand, dragging her upstairs while the familyâs preoccupied with Logan and Cassidy, paying us no heed.
âYouâre officially the first girl I ever brought up here,â I say, letting her into my old bedroom. âYou better feel honored.â
Not much has changed. Mom hasnât touched a thing in here. The same dark curtains hang around ceiling-tall windows, the same oversized bed stands in the middle, and the same shelves hang on the walls, stacked high with books and CDs.
I prefer my spaces lighter now, less cluttered.
I pin Mia to the wall, devouring her sweet lips the way she loves. This would be better if my pockets werenât empty. Even better if Iâd planned this at least a little but arenât the best things in life those that happen spontaneously?
She sure isnât expecting this today.
Even I didnât expect this until three minutes ago.
âFirst girl I kissed in this room.â
She smiles, peering up at me. âAre you throwing me a bone? You took my firsts, so youâre finding a few to feed me?â
âFirst girl I loveâ¦â I take her face in my hands, not an ounce of doubt clouding my mind. âFirst and last. Marry me, Mia.â
She stills.
Stops breathing, but her heart beats so fast I hear it in the silent room. And then she does what Iâll never grow tired of. She melts in my arms, spreading her small hands flat on my chest.
âIâll get you a ring. I have a ring. Itâs in the safeââ I shut up when she scrunches her nose, fighting a smile. âWhat?â
âI can tell youâve never done this before. Youâre supposed to ask the question, Nico, not bark an order. I canât answer if itâs not a question. Try again.â
God, I love her so fucking much.
âWill you marry me, baby?â
âYou really need to ask?â she chuckles, her eyes shining. âOf course Iâll marry you. I told you Iâll never let you go.â
My fingers weave into her hair, and I cover her mouth with mine, sinking into her bee-stung lips like Iâve never kissed her before. I have. So many times over the last eight months, but other than that first kiss under the parachute, none compare.
Mine. Always mine.
She smiles against me, inching away, cheeks deliciously pink. âYou really havenât brought a girl up here before? Not even back in high school?â
âNo. Only three women ever set foot in this room. The maid, my mom, and my wife-to-be.â
Her cheeky grin rears its full power, green eyes gleam with mischief. âSo⦠you never had sex in this room.â
I grip her waist, lifting her into my arms. The height difference between us, especially when sheâs not in heels, means my spine gets a kicking whenever I bend to reach her lips. âYouâre trouble, you know that?â
âSo you said,â she whispers. âShould we go? Iâm sure your familyâs wondering whatâs taking us so long.â
I cross the room and sit on the bed, cradling her to me, chest to chest. âTheyâll have to wait.â I slide my hands under her skirt, pushing her panties aside. âYou like taking my firsts, donât you?â I kiss her neck, working her up, even though the lacy fabric tells me thereâs no need for that. Sheâs already soaking wet. âI want in. I want my fiancée to ride me.â
She arches back, her small hands working my zipper for a moment before she frees my hard cock and impales herself on it without a second thought. âYouâre a bad influence,â she sighs.
âAm I? I like the little devil in you. Focus, Mia. Iâm sure one of my brothers will come looking for us soon, and youâre not getting off me until you come.â
âThatâ¦â Her eyes close when she sinks all the way down. âOh⦠wonât take long.â
âGood girl. Faster.â I thrust my hips, meeting her moves as she slides back and forth. A soft, barely audible gasp tears out of her. âShh⦠fuck, youâre so wet, baby.â
A few minutes of deep strokes, and sheâs right there, poised on edge, ready to be tipped over. I lift her skirt, landing a slap on her butt. It works like fucking magic. One slap, and she starts vibrating, hurtling toward the release. âThere you go, almost there,â I whisper, forcing her forehead against mine when her orgasm hits. âThatâs myââ
A knock on the door sends Mia into a near-catatonic state. She stops moving, eyes wide, cheeks hot. Her pussy spasms around my cock when the door flies open.
Logan steps in, curiously glancing around the room before his eyes stop on us. Mia hugs into my neck, biting the flesh in the crook, silently coming apart. And all I can think about is how much I want to spank that pretty ass again.
Iâm so thankful for her sense of style right now. Her over-the-knee A-line dress disguises that my cock is currently inside her, throbbing, just about ready to explode.
âWhatâs wrong? Is sheâ¦â Logan pauses, eyebrows knotting in the middle. âIs she crying?â
I get why he might think that. She holds onto me for dear life, clinging to my chest as she shudders gently.
âNo, sheâs not. Get out.â
âYou sure? Mia, are youââ
âOut!â
âForget it,â he mutters, walking in further. âLet her go, Nico, before I make you. What the hell happened?â
Mia stirs, bucking against me, and I bite my tongue hard enough to taste blood. Iâm so close itâs taking everything I have not to spill.
âLogan,â I grind out, his name sounding like an insult rolling off my tongue. âSheâs fine. Now get the fuck out of here.â
He takes one more step but suddenly halts. His knotted eyebrows meet his hairline as recognition hits. âOh, shit!â A supersized grin splits his mouth wide open. âFuck, sorry.â He holds his hands up, backing out. âUm, yeah, Iâm just gonnaââ He slams the door behind him.
Miaâs not moving, still as a statue.
âAgain,â I say, biting her ear. âI missed the look on your face, so youâll have to come again.â I push my hips up once, then again, and the third time, she parts her lips against my neck, gasping softly. âGood girl, thatâs it, relax. Weâre alone, just you and me, baby. Nothing else matters.â
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