MY PHONE RINGS IN MY POCKET as Theo sets another round of beers on the table. I pull it out, my hands growing clammy when Johnny Q flashes on the screen.
âIs she okay?â I ask.
His voice fills my ear before the words fully roll off my tongue. âYou need to get over here right now!â he booms. âHow fast can youââ He pauses, then his voice drops in volume even though heâs still screaming. âHey! Stay there, you piece of shit, or Iâll break your fucking neck!â
Fear clutches my throat first, closely followed by worry erupting inside my chest like a fucking volcano, filling my veins with hot lava. I never stop worrying about Mia, but itâs a controlled kind of unease. One I can cap to an extent.
At least I like thinking I can.
Now? Now itâs a mixture of unrelenting fear and fury jolting me upright in a split second.
âWhat the fuck happened?â I snap halfway out the building without one word to Logan or Theo. They read the tone of my voice perfectly, following suit, their chairs scraping along the floor as they scramble to their feet.
âIâve got two guys here,â Johnny says, breathing heavily as if he ran ten flights of stairs. âOneâs unconscious, one has a mouthful of his dick missing, and your girl is hysterical.â
My blood turns to cherry slurpy, and my stomach bottoms out like a runaway elevator. âWhere are you?â
My brothers catch up with me when the engine of my G Wagon springs to life, disturbing the otherwise quiet evening. They hop in, both as tense as I am, both silent when the hands-free system activates, and Johnnyâs voice seeps from the speakers.
âRestroom upstairs. This doesnât look good. Iâm so fucking sorry! I had her, I watched her all the time, but your brothers started a fight downstairs. Thirty assholes joined in! We were kicking them out andâ¦â He pushes a shaky breath down his nose. âMia went back in to grab her bagââ A loud thud sounds in the background, and someone cries out in pain. âWhat did I say?! Stay there! Donât fucking move!â
âJohnny!â I snap, gripping the wheel tighter as I back out of the parking space, wheels squealing. âWhereâs Mia?â
âSheâs throwing up. Fuck, itâs a bloodbath here. I donât know what went down but from what I can make out, this is too much to handle. She was gone five minutes tops before we started looking!â Another thud, quieter this time. More of a thump, really, as if he hit the wall with his fist. âGoddamnit! Where are you?!â
âOn my way. Ten minutes. Pull yourself together.â I press my foot down, imagining the scene from the little information I have. Blood. Miaâscared enough to puke. Two men. I grind my teeth, praying those fuckers didnât touch her. âIs she hurt?â I rasp, my throat tight, words struggling to come.
âI donât think so. Sheâs not said anything. Just told me to get you. I think⦠oh, manâ¦â he whines, clearly distraught. âThereâs blood everywhere.â He takes a few steps; the sound of his heavy boots beats out of the speakers. Another thudâa kick to someoneâs stomach judging by the cough and whimper. âWhat did you do to her?!â
âJohnny!â I boom again, hands shaking like Iâm coming down from a week-long drinking session. âTell Mia Iâm on my way. Did you call the cops? Are the triplets there?â
âYeah, theyâre here. Iâve not called the cops, not yet.â
I donât have to tell my brothers to get it done. Theo pulls his phone out immediately.
âClear the club and donât let those motherfuckers get away.â
âOn it,â he says quickly. âIâm on it, boss.â
I hack the wheel again when he cuts the call. My pulse is going so fast the drumming in my ears borders on painful.
âShawnâs on his way,â Theo says, weighing every word.
He knows I can barely hold my composure as I redial Johnny.
âStay on the fucking line!â I snap when he answers. âShawn will be there soon. Howâs Mia?â
âShe stopped puking. Sheâs okay, not hurt.â
I should be there with her. I should hold her. Calm her down. Calm myself down. Instead, Iâm veering around traffic on Main Street, breaking too many laws and willing the miles away. âAre those fuckers still there?â
âYeah, both unconscious now.â He lowers his voice to a whisper. âOne isnât breathing, Nico.â
My foot falters on the gas pedal.
Not breathing? Fuck. Gruesome scenarios flood my brain, but I push them away.
Miaâs safe.
She fought them off.
Sheâs okay.
Not hurt.
I turn left, then right, and left again, speeding down the street before I slam the brakes, stopping by the curb. Iâm out the car in two seconds flat.
Thereâs a small crowd outside Q. Most guys are bleeding, and a few try arguing their way inside with the bouncers. Half the college football team watches me shove guys out of my way.
âClear the fucking club,â I tell the head of security. âRight now. Everyone out!â
âWeâre getting it done, boss. Ten minutes tops.â
I break into a sprint the moment Iâm inside, my brothers hot on my tail. Every second stretches like bubble gum. I feel like Iâve been running for hours when I push the restroom door open, and stop, taking in the scene.
One guy lies on his side in the middle of the room, unconscious. Blood seeps from a large gash on his skull. His mouth hangs open, eyes shut, his back arched in an unnatural position.
The other guyâs half-sitting, half-laying under the sink, pale like a ghost. What looks like a scrap of t-shirt is tied around his limp, purple, injured dick. His hands and clothes are smeared with blood. Thereâs more all over the place, including the fucking walls. Red splashes here and there as if someone flicked paint all across the off-white tiles.
The floor is littered with broken pieces of what mustâve been a ceramic cover from a toiletâs water tank.
Images of Mia swinging the heavy cover fill my head. How scaredâhow pumped up on adrenalineâwas she to rip that thing off in the first place?
Iâm jolted back into motion when my eyes come across the triplets. Colt and Conor stand by the cubicle, and Cody crouches by Mia, gently stroking her back, his eyes on me, face twisted in disbelief. All three of them look as scared as I feel.
âMove,â I say, elbowing my way to her.
Sheâs on the floor, her shoulder against the left wall of the cubicle, hair, face, neck, and dress stained by blood. She looks like Carrie. Pale, tearful, covered in red, scared, and so fucking helpless it makes my heart break clean in two.
I cuff her wrist, lifting her off the tiles and into my arms in two moves, cradling her fragile frame into my chest, one hand under her thighs, the other around her shoulder blades.
âIâm here,â I say, pressing my lips to her temple when she shudders, nuzzling herself as close to me as physically possible. âIâve got you, baby. Youâre safe.â
Iâm both relieved she doesnât flinch at my closeness and on the verge of letting my rage take the scene. Sheâs so cold, trembling all over.
Knotting her fingers on my nape, she nuzzles her face under my chin. âIâm okay,â she whispers, sounding seconds from bursting into tears, but trying her hardest not to cry. âIâm not hurt. Itâs not my blood.â
âI know. Youâre okay.â I turn around, looking at Logan and Theo standing in the doorway. âCome on, I need you.â
I carry Mia out of the restroom, her tears trickling down my skin into my t-shirt. Sheâs not making a sound, though. I hate that sheâs so vulnerable, but I also love that she trusts me enough not to pretend or hide how she feels.
âShhâ¦â I tut quietly and slide to the floor, readjusting my hold on her. âShh, baby, youâre safe. Iâm here. I take care of you, remember? I wonât let anyone hurt you.â
She nestles her face harder into the crook of my neck, inhaling me in short, ragged breaths. âIâm okay,â she utters again.
I pull out the keys to my car, tossing them to Logan. âThereâs a hoodie in the boot and a pack of baby wipes in the glove box. Grab that for me.â
A single nod and barely audible, yeah, sure, is all I get before he jogs away.
Miaâs motionless, silently choking on her tears. All I can do is whisper in her ear and stroke her back as she processes whatever the fuck went down.
Not even two minutes go by before Shawn arrives, followed by four police officers and Logan.
âShe said anything yet?â Shawn asks.
âNot yet. Deal with the motherfuckers first. You can interrogate Mia at home.â
He bobs his head, too smart to argue while Iâm this close to turning into the goddamn Hulk. On the outside, Iâm composed. Iâm everything Mia needs: calm, focused, determined.
Everything happening inside is an entirely different matter.
I take the hoodie from Logan and pull it over Miaâs head, not bothering with the sleeves. I tug the fabric until it covers her butt, then press her to me, caging her in my arms.
Sheâs not talking, and Iâm not pushing. Not yet. She needs to calm down first. Sheâs too stiff. Her muscles have no give. Itâs fucking unnatural because sheâs always like playdough around me: adjusting to my rhythm, submitting to my dominance. Right now, sheâs numb. Detached.
My brothers move away a few extra steps when more cops arrive while Iâm wiping blood off Miaâs face.
Itâs not easy. Cleaning dried blood off her skin using wet wipes is like cleaning red wine off a carpet with paper towels. Iâm not making much progress, but sheâs calming down the longer I do this, so I donât stop.
âYouâre so fucking brave,â I whisper, one arm draped across her middle. âYou want something to drink?â
She nods softly, and Cody walks away before I can ask anyone to fetch a bottle of water from the bar.
Shawn comes out the restroom, a phone to his ear for a moment before he tucks it away, scratching the back of his head. By the look of him, heâs not seen anything like this before. âDoes Mia need medical attention?â
âNo,â she whispers. âIâm not hurt.â
He looks her over as if making sure sheâs not lying. âAlright, take her home, Nico. Get her cleaned up, and weâll take her statement later. Iâll need your statements, too,â he tells the triplets.
âWeâll do it at my place,â I say before Shawn pulls Johnny to one side.
Mia grips my shirt tighter, panic etched into her expression when I try to get us off the floor.
âWeâre going home. Iâm not letting you go, baby.â
I want to.
I want to pass her over to Cody and get my revenge on the two unconscious motherfuckers just behind the wall. Iâd risk being detained if it meant punishing the ones who hurt my girl, but regardless of how much pain I could inflict, it wouldnât help Mia.
Sheâd spiral deeper into her fear.
There are women walking this earth whoâd judge her lack of self-sufficiency. Theyâd point fingers, try to toughen her up, and teach her what feminism is all about.
The thing is⦠Mia can take care of herself just fine if she has no choice. She almost raised herself, dogging her motherâs lack of interest, Jimmyâs career, and Aishaâs love of guys and partying.
But she doesnât want to be independent. She doesnât want to count only on herself.
And thatâs probably why I fell in love with her so fast⦠because she fits me so well. Sheâs all I ever wanted without realizing. I needed a girl like her. One whoâd consider my protectiveness a good thing, not a leash.
She wants, needs, and expects to be cared for. I want, need, and expect her to let me do that.
Weâre a match made in fucking heaven.