Kandy's POV
I woke up to dry tears on my face. I moan slightly opening up my eyes thinking that this was no nightmare that I was in but this was indeed a reality. Jacob kidnapping and us having a huge argument. I was so tired and I was still tied up I looked around to see if I had anything that could help me get loose I needed to get a way from him he was acting crazy.
I just these four months had token a toll on him but it did the same with me but he didn't have to do this to prove him point. For God sake. I'm four months pregnant with his child. Who does he think he is asking me if I have been fucked. He made my blood pressure rise with anger. I heard the door knob moved to look to see Jacob looking at me. He looked like he had a rough night also. His hair was all over the place and he had bags under his eyes now he knows how I feel right now being tied up and having to sleep like this.
"I can't seem to want to let you go,"He shakes his head looking at me with his big blue eyes,"Why are you doing this to me?My heart?"
I look at him to see the pain in them ,the pain I caused I want nothing more but to hug him and tell him I was sorry for leaving him.
"I don't know what I was thinking tying you up, I wasn't thinking I just saw your face and I knew I couldn't lose you again, your the only person i love."
I bit down on my lips to stop myself from wanting to cry so much.
"Do you still mean it?"I said looking at him, his eyes snapped to mines as I spoke,"Do you still mean it when you say I'm yours."
"Yes Kandy, fuck, of course I still mean it baby."He said with so much passion.
"Jacob...baby please untie me please..i won't run I promise."
He looked at me, walking over to me then slowly undoing my hands and feet. I sat up looking for my clothes but didn't see it, he knew what I was looking for so instead he throw me his shirt and I slipped it on.
He pulled me in his lap."I've missed you sweets."
"I've missed you to."He kissed my lips as I put my face in his neck smelling his manly scent that I have been missing so much since I came here.
"I love you." My heart raced at his words, it was so long i have heard them since I left my heart was alive again.
"I love you also."
But my mind were on other things like, what was he doing while I was away, did he hook up with anyone, was he happy? Did he went to parties.
"How have you been? Since I left."
"I wasn't in the right state of mind, I was at the bar every night drinking my life away, I wouldn't go to work, Ally would have to drag me, I wouldn't sleep I was restless."
My heart sink, i made him drove himself to do all those things.
"How much woman have you been with since I left?"
"When a girl friend asked that question she never wants to hear the real answer."He tried to laugh it off to which topic but I wasn't having it I wanted to know. Was it that much he fucked?
"Tell me Jacob."I said softly knowing I was digging a hole for myself to cry. As I looked in his eyes  waiting to hear the number.
"Okay."He sighs holding onto me as if I knew the number I would run away from him. He stayed silent for a moment as if he was trying to calculate and remember the number of all since the four months.,"I've been with fifteen since you left me." He said as if him saying I left him should justify why he slept with so much woman.
"oh."I was trying to hide the hurt in my voice as that I shouldn't be shocked because he was a man and a man has needs.I shouldn't have expected any less because he was Jacob, he was tall, handsome, rich, and single at the time.
"Sweets please don't do that."His voice hoarse like he was going to cry. He put me so I wasn't sitting on him side ways but now I was straddling him with my big belly between us.
"I'm not doing anything."I was furious, jealous everything I shouldn't be because he was right I was the coward to leave him.
"They are the past Kandy,Please don't get upset for that, I was in darkness Kandy, I solve my problems with alcohol since you left, trust me I couldn't even get hard I would take some pills so I could get hard enough to fuck them but in the end still feel nasty." He cupped my face.
"When was the last time you had sex?"
I really didn't want to know but it came out my mouth rather quickly than I expected it to be.
He looked like he didn't want tell me but still opened his mouth to say.
"It was two weeks before I came here."
"Who was she?"
"Sweets please don't."
"who was she?"
"A co worker at my office."
I look at him with shock because he said he would never fuck none of the persons he worked with but he still went and did what he said he wouldn't.
"I have no right to be jealous, because we weren't together,you were right? I am just some kid that can't satisfy her man, that got knocked up at seventeen."I felt broken as I felt my heart cry.
I came off his lap looking for some of his clothes and putting it on before running out before he could catch up to me going back to my small apartment. As I heard him call my name, I keep running.