Chapter 60: it's showtime

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Outside, we were supposed to part ways again, but Heeseung stopped on the first step before heading down the stairs. "Don't you wanna come down, too?". His words rang through my ears like an echo, but I didn't actually listen to him. What caught my eye much more at that moment was his appearance. His fully black outfit with white sneakers, his wavy hair, which fell loosely over his forehead and created a shadow over his eyes. His soft pink lips curved in a perfect form. The way everything about him was perfect. I had completely lost track of time, how long I had been staring at him. But when his voice snatched me out off my thoughts, I licked my painfully dry lips.

"Hyeo?".

Shit! I felt the heat rushing through my body, stopping in my cheeks. "Sorry, I was just thinking...I, uhm you..." I shook my head in confusion. "Nevermind. I'm talking crap again.".

But a smirk appeared on his face as he went back up the one step. "Do you need some distraction from all your books?".

"Yes.", I whispered, not realizing I was still staring at him without blinking.

"Well, then...". He walked straight up to me, grabbing my jaw with one hand a second before smashing his lips on mine. Caught off guard, I stumbled against my bedroom door while our lips moved against each other. His hands roamed around my neck, pulling me closer by a firm grip into my hair. I reached for his sweatshirt in desperation when he leaned against me so that I was trapped between him and the wall. But just as quickly as everything had happened, it was over again. He took a step back and ended the kiss with a long peck.

"Problem solved.". He grinned and tapped my nose.

Still shocked by what had happened, I grabbed his wrist as if in a trance. I wanted to say something, but my voice was choked.

"Not solved?". Heeseung tilted his head when he noticed my hand holing onto the fabric of his sleeve.

"No.". I finally answered, but it sounded husky. "Just - just made it worse.".

His smile dropped when my words arrived in his head. "Hyeo, come on. There are about a hundred people downstairs.". However, he didn't resist when I pulled him towards in my room. "Hee, I want you!".

He gasped when the door fell shut behind us. "Fuck".

I let go of his hand and sat on the edge of my bed. My eyes followed him as he leaned backwards against the chest of drawers and watched me.

"You don't want to?". I asked, while slowly stripping out my pajama pants. His eyes darted towards my pink lacy slip, as the fabric fell to the floor.

He rolled his eyes and looked towards the door. "You know, that I want.". For a moment there was silence in the room, only the music from downstairs echoed through the surroundings. I knew he was worried.

I got up again, walked over to him and carefully turned his head towards me. "Ignore what's happening out there.". I pressed a light kiss on his lips and I noticed how his focus completely jumped over to me. He scanned my body from the bottom to the top and stopped at my eyes.

"Please.". I whispered.

The next moment, he grabbed me by the waist and I found myself sitting on the chest of drawers he had been leaning against just a few seconds before. His lips suddenly curved into a smirk again. "First of all, I hate you! Secondly, if you make a sound, you're dead. Thirdly...", he paused with a deep breath. "...Ah, fuck it!".

Without a warning, he grabbed my shirt and pulled it over my head. Beeing left in my underwear, he pressed a kiss on my sternum, making me gasp out, while my hand found its way into his soft hair.

"No sound!". he admonished me, whispering against my skin.

But I just giggled and wrapped my feet around his thighs from behind so that he stumbled closer between my legs. I pulled his head up from my chest and kissed him deeply. My hands traveled around his neck. I couldn't get enough of the sweet tequila flavor his lips tasted like.

Although I didn't drink anything, the muffled party music from downstairs put me into a kind of frenzy. Almost like being high, even though I've never been. Maybe just high on love?

Minutes passed, and the sloppier our kisses got, the further down traveled my hands, until I reached his belt. I opened the buckle effortlessly, while we didn't detach from each other once. A shriek escaped my mouth as his cold hands gripped both my thighs, his thumbs dangerously close to my center.

Slow circles on the insides made me see stars and my head inevitably slipped into the crook of his neck. "So good...", I breathed out.

"Yeah?".

Heeseung's hands slid over to my butt. With a strong jerk, he pulled me forward towards the edge. My legs were spread wider as he pushed against me with his groin. I noticed his boner sticking to my clothed cunt, when he rolled his hips slightly. To intensify the friction, I leaned backwards with my hands to push myself up against him.

He kneaded my thighs as he spoke. "I love this set on you babe. But I would rather see it on the floor.". His index finger moved smoothly under the waistband of my slip.

With a grin, I grabbed his hoodie and pulled him closer to me. "Same, goes for you.". My cold hands slipped under the fabric and played around his toned waist.

Heeseung cupped my cheek and kissed me once again. My stomach was tingling like crazy. Nothing special actually, but Heeseung managed to make every moment special. The slight tension at the back of my mind, knowing what we were doing while no one downstairs had any idea, drove me insane.

My euphoria couldn't have been higher if it hadn't been for...

"Hyeona? Have you seen Jay?". Sunghoon burst into my room without knocking and stopped on the spot when he saw us across the room.

Shocked, I broke away from Heeseung and jumped from the chest of drawers. My brain only realized what had happened when it was already too late.

"WHAT. THE. GODDAMN. FUCK. IS GOING ON?". His voice sounded even more confused than I was as I picked up my shirt in a flash on the floor and held it protectively in front of my almost naked body.

As if it wasn't enough, Jake stumbled into the room, staggering against my brother, who had stopped out of nowhere and was now staring at us as well.

"WHY DON'T YOU KNOCK?!" I shouted angrily.

"Tell me this is a joke...", Sunghoon's gaze pierced me like a knife before he looked over at Heeseung. With a slam he shut the door again, so that it became quiet in my room again. "TELL ME THIS IS A FUCKING JOKE!".

"STOP YELLING AT ME!", I cried out, on the verge of tears.

Heeseung turned away backwards to fasten his pants and belt.

Sunghoon laughed up. "STOP YELLING? DO YOU AND YOUR LITTLE FUCKING PEA BRAIN EVEN REALIZE WHAT'S GOING ON? WE JUST WANTED TO CHECK ON JAY AND THEN I FIND THE BOTH OF YOU...!".

Before finishing his sentence, he suddenly turned to his best friend. "WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? TO LICK AROUND WITH MY SISTER AT MY SHITTY BIRTHDAY PARTY?". Sunghoon shoved Heeseung backwards. "Can't even trust my closest friends...when you are whoring around.", he nodded at me.

"Fuck you, Sunghoon! You know goddamn NOTHING.".

"Nothing?", he raised his eyebrows. "What more is there to know?" he began. "So this isn't just a one-off thing that happened by chance this time? Or are you talking your way out of it again?". Shaking his head, he walked around in a circle.

"You're so pathetic, Hyeona. You didn't get anyone at your age? Now you have to throw yourself at Heeseung?".

"And you, you're such a fucking bastard. Can you even think with your head or just with your dick?". I wanted to interrupt my brother, but he didn't give me the chance. "Yes, I know. You're Heeseung. The womanizer, the jack-of-all-trades, as if your ego has become so small that you'd go after my sister?". he continued to insult him.

"Don't you think it's enough?", A thin voice spoke up from behind and all eyes turned to Jake.

"Whose side are you on here!?" he now shouted at him too.".

"I just think that you're fucking overreacting!", the older one made clear, which silenced my brother.

A derisive puff escaped his mouth. "What the goddamn shit is wrong with you?!? Can you even see what's happening? If we hadn't come in, he probably would have fucked her.".

Jake and Heeseung remained quiet for a few seconds until he looked over at me. I was close to tears.

Sunghoon analyzed the exchanging glances.

"You already fucked her, right?! TAKE A LOOK AT HER. She's so emotionally dependent on you. Of course you've already fucked her.", he laughed ironically as if a light had dawned on him.

"Did you know about this?". He turned back to Jake and almost squeezed the truth out of him with his intimidating look, but Heeseung had enough.

"Hoon, come on...". he tried to calm him, but he just overheard his friend.

"You claim to be my friend? Lying to me for what do I know how long, while you do it behind my back with my sister. This is so embarrassing. You're a laughing stock, you stupid asshole.".

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!". I walked up and slapped him. I slapped him so hard he stumbled to the side. Jake took a startled step back and Heeseung also looked at me in amazement. That was the first time I had ever been violent towards my brother. That I had ever been violent at all!

Sunghoon straightened up again and held his cheek in pain.  It glowed red from my handprint.

But I didn't regret it one bit. It was long overdue and I wasn't afraid to do it again.

"Hyeo, come on. Stop this crap.". Heeseung reached for my hand when he realized how furious I was.

"No! Why are you letting this get to you? Why do you let this bastard insult you?". I turned to him, tears already flowing down my cheeks.

"It's my fault. Don't blame him.", he shook his head and I was this close to punch him in the face as well.

"NO, ITS NOT! IT'S NEITHER YOUR FAULT NOR MINE!"

"You stupid bitch!", Sunghoon hissed, rubbing his cheek in pain. Jake noticed the anger building up in my brother again and grabbed his wrist. "Such a shame to have you as a sister...". He looked over at Heeseung once more in degradation before leaving my room.

Jake hesitated before he followed him. "He'll calm down. I'll talk to him.".

As the door slammed shut, an oppressive silence spread. None of us dared to say a word. We knew it would come at some point, but that it would hit us like this? Involuntarily and caught out, neither of us had expected it.

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