(Chapter song âNever Too Late' by Three Days Grace)
QUINN In slow motion, I hung my head as Lucy Jackson held my arms with my wrists cuffed behind my back. Defeat filled me as we entered the station office area for booking.
I feel the eyes on me as people rise from their chairs to get a better look. Lucy tosses her golden brown hair over her shoulder and shoots me a death glare with her hazel eyes. I side eye her through my wet hair.
Iâm limping from the gunshot in my leg. Iâm filthy, hungry and scared fucking shitless.
I look through my hair at the Enforcers who whisper to their neighbors. Some puff their chests out, others look like they want to end me now. All of them have me painted guilty and are proud of themselves.
âGet this asshole in a room now!â Lucy bellows through room. A few walk into a hallway at the back of the room.
I scent her before she comes into view. Sheâs sitting in a chair with the blonde detective.
Our eyes meet with my wet bangs in front of my eyes shaking from blood lost and pain.
Paisleyâs staring at me with concern. I want to say something, but itâs best to keep my mouth shut. The blonde guy rest a hand on her shoulder for support as her eyes follow me.
My chest feels tight. My knees feel weak. Iâm fucking done.
How did they catch me? I was a dumbass thatâs how.
After the earthquake, I went on the hunt for Wadeâ¦
I was determined to catch him. I followed the bodies while trying to keep ahead of the Enforcers. He just kept dropping them. With the pool destroyed, theyâre actual murders now.
I was always just too late. Either heâd run when I get there or Iâd find the body and call 911 from their phones and move on.
I decided the only way I was going to catch him was to think like him. So I started picking targets. Young women alone in quiet areas of the city. Iâd just watch them and wait. Putting them out there as unsuspecting bait.
I had a bead on one and had been following her while she walked home. Watching her from the roof tops. After a while, she was being followed by someone else.
I dropped to the street, but dropped in the wrong spot. An Enforcer saw me from his car and a foot chase broke out. By the time I lost him and went back, the victim was already attacked. I ran to her and checked her out. Luckily he didnât finish the job.
What I didnât know was this girl was a fucking plant. A sting operation.
As I search for a phone, I got busted just like Paisley busted me before. Except this time, it was my Uncle Lukeâs sister, Lucy. I tried to run, but she shot me in the thigh.
âAlright, asshole, youâre under arrestâ¦â She says as she flips me over from my stomach to my back. âQuinn?â
âUhâ¦Heyâ¦Aunt Lucy.â I say.
She looks at me and nods. âQuieten Preston youâre under arrest.â
âWait! Aunt Lucyâ¦You know me! You got the wrong guy.â
âRight. Tell it to the judge.â She picks me up.
I grind out the pain in my leg and limp with her holding my arm. âLucy pleaseâ¦Heâs still out thereâ¦â
âShut up.â She grits. She pulls me to the car and sits me in it.
I bang my head on the door window. âLucy! I didnât do it! I swear! Please, you canât do this!â
She dials her phone and walks away.
Thatâs it. A dumb move on my part, not recognizing a set up. Now, Iâm fucked.
If I donât die, Iâll never see the light of day. Iâll never get Paisley back. Iâll never get my life back.
My eyes lock with hers and my breath hitches.
I break contact as I'm lead to a separate area in the back.
I hear cheers and claps come from behind me as Lucy takes credit for bagging the Lycan killer.
Iâm lead into a cold, steel room. Thereâs a four foot table with a loop on it and a metal chair.
They sit me down and hand cuff my hands to the table top. Thereâs a mirror across from me where I get to see myself for the first time in months. Tears well as I see my state.
As adults go, I suck.
I lean on the table. The only sound is the drops of blood hitting the floor. The bullet sits in my leg and festers as it keeps my wolf at bay.
I concentrate hard and use my Lycan to push it out. It tinkles on the floor and my Lycan heals me. Silver does nothing but slow me down.
Maybe itâs best if I get the death penalty. Then I wonât have to deal with this shit anymore. I wonât have people wondering what kind of monster I am. I wonât be a giant disappointment to my parents. My siblings wonât have to live with the fact their brother is a murder suspect. Paisley will never be hurt by me again.
The door opens and the blonde guy walks in with a file. I look at him then my eyes flick to the mirror. I know sheâs there. My blue eyes search the glass as I try to find her eyes through the one way glass.
âI am Investigator Dragger. Weâve been after you for a really long time.â He rubs his forehead.
âYeah, well, you caught me.â I mumble and slump in my chair.
He slaps his file on the table. He holds his tie as he sits and rests his bare forearms on the edge of the table. He opens the file and lifts a piece of paper. âFifteen counts of murder in the first degree. Twelve counts of attempted murder. Ten counts of assault and battery. Three counts of assault and injury to Phoenix City Enforcers.â He drops the paper and leans back. âYouâre in a heap of trouble son.â
I pick at my cuffs and donât look at him.
We sit in silence for a bit.
âQuintin Anthony Preston. Age 14. Born in New York, New Yorkâ¦â
âIâm 24.â I mumble.
âIâm sorry?â
âIâm 24.â I repeat.
âYour birth certificate says different.â He says.
âI donât care what it says. Iâm Lycan. Iâm 24.â I say as I adjust myself.
âThis department runs on wolf years, son and for the purpose of this investigation, the fact is youâre a big 14 year old.â He says.
âThen where are my parents?â I lift my eye to him.
âWhat?â His brows come together as he folds his hands on the table.
âJuvenile Justice Code 46 section 180 no person under the age of 17 years shall speak to authorities without parental permission and or legal representation to ensure all the rights of the minor are met under the law. Where are my parents?â I arch a brow.
âDo you really want to involve them, Quinten?â Dragger asks.
âNo, but if you refuse to recognize my biological maturity level, I have to have them here.â I stare him down then flick my eyes to the mirror. I can still feel her.
âOk. For this interview, I will recognize your Lycan age.â He relents.
âThank you.â I look back down.
âNow. Why did you do it?â He asks.
âDo what?â I ask back.
âKill them. Lycans donât kill, why did you?â He picks up a pen and prepares to write.
âI didnât.â I grit.
âDidnât what? Kill them?â Dragger says.
âI didnât do it.â
âBullshit. Why?â He drops his pen.
âItâs not bullshit.â I say.
âWe have you on video, Quinten. We have your eyes on video. We have statements from 3 women who claim they say blue eyes with a brown ring. Your fucking eyes! Why did you do it?!â He yells.
âI didnât do it!â I yell back.
âBULLSHIT! WHAT? YOU GET OFF ON BEATING THE SHIT OUT OF WOMEN?! KILLING THEM?! BASHING THEIR HEADS IN AFTER DRAINING THEM FUCKING DRY?!â He leans his hands on the table. He picks up something out of the file and slams pictures down. Pictures of women beaten so bad you barely recognize them. I couldnât look. âLOOK! LOOK AT THEM! GABBIE! RACHAEL! HEATHER! SARAH! ALL YOUNG! ALL STUDENTS AT YOUR SCHOOL! ALL LIVE AROUND YOUR HOUSE! THESE WERE SOMEONES CHILDREN, YOU PIECE OF SHIT! YOU KILLED THEM IN COLD FUCKING BLOOD! WHY?!â He yelled as he slammed his finger into the photos.
âIT WASNâT FUCKING ME!â I screamed back.
âThen where were you? At the time that Heather was killed. 12 and 2. Where were you?â He asks.
My eyes flick to the glass. I swallow. I have no choice. Iâm not dying for this. â5th and Drysdale. Northeast corner.â
He looks at me confused. âThe attack on Vivian Miller.â
âSamson and Spruce. Southwest corner.â
âFreda Collins.â
âHyde and 6th.â
âGloria Duncan.â
â15th and 3rd.â I eye him.
He looks me over. I can see him putting it together in his head. His face falls and he looks over his shoulder to the glass. He turns back to me. âYouâre the mind wiper.â
My eyes flick to the glass as I know Iâm looking Paisley straight in the eyes. I slowly nod.
He pulls out his phone. âTornbury.â A town outside of Phoenix.
I nod.
He reads more towns headed east. âCliff hill" He reads.
I nod again.
âWatertown.â
âSolomon.â
I look at him and nod.
âYouâve been wiping minds youâre whole life?â He asks.
âYes.â I bite my lip. âBut I never killed anyone. I just took the blood I needed and wiped any time I was there. I never hurt anyone outside from a bit shoulder. I was never around those women.â A tear wells in my eyes and I blink it out as I glance at the photos.
âWhy?â He asks.
I tick the corner of my mouth up. âIt's what an addict does.â My eyes meet his for a quick second then back down. âIâve had a blood addiction since I was 17. 7 to you. It got worse at 19. Truthfully, itâs gotten even worse the last year, but thatâs only because of the war thatâs coming.â
âYouâre not suppressed.â He states.
I sniff. âNo. I played my wolf. They tested me and my Lycan DNA hid itself.â
âThatâs impossible.â He says.
I shake my head. âItâs self preservation. The Lycan adapts to its environment, if thereâs a threat, it will protect itself on the genetic level if it needs to. To protect myself from being suppressed, I adapted and created a blood sample full of shifter DNA. Itâs just a matter of tapping into your genetic code. Which I can do with ease.â
âYou can change your DNA.â He says.
âNo. Not in the way that you think, but I can make one side of my hybrid more prominent than the other side. If I want to be a wolf 90 percent of the time, I just concentrate and Lycan genes essentially go dormant until itâs safe to be used again. Any one testing my blood will see but a blip of Lycan and assume Iâm not a threat.â
He shakes his head like heâs even more confused. âOk. You said a war is coming. What war?â He asks.
âThe Lycan war. A territory male challenge. Iâm being challenged for my territory and they're trying to frame me because they know they canât fight me.â I pick at the metal loop.
âWho? Whoâs challenging you?â
âDonât answer that.â
I look to the door that opened. âWes?â
âMr. Prestonâs parents have called me to stop this and make sure their son is taken care of. Now, unless Mr. Preston waves council, this interview is over.â He stands with a smug look on his face.
âWhat?â I look Wes over whoâs in a black suit and tie.
âQuinn. Do you accept Mrâ¦â Dragger eyes him.
âAndrews. Beta for Falcon Ridge.â Wes says as he drops a briefcase on the table.
Dragger thumbs to Wes. âThis guyâs your lawyer?â
âI guess?â I shrug.
Dragger closes his file. âFine. Weâll get him booked.â He stands and leaves.
I lean on the table. âWhat are you doing? Youâre not a lawyer.â
âI took 3 years of pre-law. I just never went for the bar because my fucking stalker is driving me insane. Just...Shut your mouth and trust me. Iâve seen the evidence and itâs circumstantial at best. They canât nail you on just eye color.â He sits down.
âI know. I already gave them my alibi.â I inform.
âYou what?â His brows go up.
âI told them what I was doing?â I sit back.
âWhat did you say, Quinn?â He leans on the table.
âI told them I was the mind wiper.â My eyes meet his gauging his reaction.
âWhat the fuck did you doâ¦wait, youâre the mind wiper?â His mouth goes small.
I nod.
He sighs and leans back in his chair.
I lean forward. âWes. I didnât kill anyone. I didnât physically touch anyone except to take blood. I would never hurt anyone like what this guy is doing. Iâm not going down for murder.â
âNo. They canât pin you for the murders, but youâre still looking at least 20 years, Quinn. Thatâs a lot of fucking assaults.â
âI know. But if I can stop Wade from killing more people, itâll be worth it.â
âWade?â
âWade Vinelli. Liamâs brother. Heâs the one doing the killing. Iâm sure of it.â
The door opens. âItâs not Wade.â
My face falls and I want to cry from seeing her stunning face even though it looks pissed. âPaisley.â I breathe.
She glances at me and looks at Wes. âWade Vinelli was just found dead. His throat was ripped out.â She looks at me. âBy another Lycan. Time of death puts him 4 hours before you were busted.â
I look at Wes.
He looks at me. âLooks like your back on the prime suspect list.â
I make a whiny face, hit the table and slump back in my chair.
****
The bar doors close with a loud, metal cluck. I rub my wrists and walk around my jail cell.
I pull at the collar made for Zetas and Super wolves.
I look out at the night sky. The moon is high and casting a white light into my cell.
I walk to the wall and lean my back on it. I rub my fingers together.
With Wade dead, I have nothing. No suspects. The evidence points to me. It may not be much, but Iâm sure the councils convicted for less. Iâm so screwed. My only hope right now, is that whoever is killing these women, kills while Iâm locked up. It wonât get me out of here, but I wonât be in here for a million fucking years.
I hear the holding area door open.
I roll my head to the door.
Her tropical flower scent wafted into my cell and hold my breath. I push off the wall as she walks in front of the bars.
Sheâs looking at me like Iâm a caged animal and sheâs nervous I'll try and hurt her.
My lips tick up quick. âHi.â I whisper.
âHi.â She squeaks.
I step toward the bars and she backs off. I raise a hand and slowly sit on the floor. I pull my knees up and wrap my arms around them.
She looks around and then slowly walks to the bars. She sits down and crosses her legs.
âThank you.â I say.
âFor what?â She tucks her gorgeous red hair behind her ear.
âFor seeing me. Itâs a nice surprise.â I give a little smile.
Her big, blue eyes meet mine. âYou really didnât hurt me?â
I tilt my head to her and shake my head no. âI could never. Baby, I promise you. Iâd kill myself first.â
She looks down the hall as I watch her cheeks heat and her eyes glass over. âBut you did hurt other girls.â
I lower my head and nod.
âFor the blood lust.â
I nod again. âI tried to not do it. I tried to quit so many times. Itâs just so strong, Paisley. I tried to survive on bagged blood from donors, but eventually it wasnât enough. Then Liam showed up and I knew it wouldnât be enough. I had to have fresh. I needed to be prepared to keep you safe.â
âDonât do that.â
âDo what?â
âMake this about me. Donât. You did this for you. You did this for some male macho showdown. You couldâve asked for help a thousand times, Quinn, but you didnât because you like the power too much.â She stares at me with contempt in her eyes.
I heave a breath. âOk. Youâre right. I liked, no, I loved the power. I couldnât get enough of it, but that was nothing compared to the thought of losing you to Liam if I lost his fight.â
I lock her eyes. âSparky. I know you donât believe me, but I love you and Iâd rather be dead than have anything happen to you. Paisley, I love you so much. I donât want to lose you.â I fight the words as I choke back my pain. I watch a tear fall down her cheek.
âI love you too.â She hitches.
I move to the bars and reach my hand through. âPlease. Please, baby. I canât do this without you. I wonât survive it. I need you in my corner.â
âQuinn, you hurt people. How am I supposed to deal with that?â She looks at my hand.
âI promise I wonât do it again. I promise. Please. Please, Paisley, don't hate me. Everyone else hates me. Not you too. I wonât hurt anyone else. Iâll give it up. Iâll give it all up, but I need you to believe me.â I reach out my hand to her.
She eyes me. âYou promise?â
I nod as I suck in a breath. âI promise.â
She slowly reaches her hand to mine and when her skin connected, my skin was flooded with electric warmth.
I slammed my forehead on the bars and started to let it all go.
She scooted close and put her forehead on mine.
I feel her hand slide to the back of my neck. My eyes are slits and full of tears when I tilt my head up. Her eyes meet mine and her thumb wipes my tears away. Her lips meet mine and it was like a fucking dream come true. As I kissed her through the bars, it felt like my nightmare was truly over. It didnât matter what anyone else thought of me, but Paisley hating me was too much to bare.
The feeling of her delicate lips, gave me the only freedom I needed. Iâll hang onto to this for all the time I have to spend in here. As long as I touch her for a little while. If I hear her say I love you, Iâll be the happiest inmate on the planet. My life is over if I lose her love.
She parts and rests her head on the bars. âI have to go.â
âOk.â I wipe my eyes and smile.
âIâll see you tomorrow ok?â She whispers.
âSure, Sparky.â I grin. She smiles back. Fuck I missed seeing that. âI love you, baby. With everything I have.â
âI love you too.â She kisses me again, parts and leaves the holding area.