(Chapter song âKiller In The Mirror' by Set It Off)
QUINN Well, this is a fine turn of events.
âFUCK!!â
I throw an old bottle against a wall of an old warehouse Iâm hiding in.
I had just heard of Paisleys attack when Jake came in from the university. I was about to leave when he told me Heather had been killed. Beaten to death on campus.
My head filled with shock and my heart filled with even more pain. I was going to go to the scene and Jake stopped me. He told me to let the Enforcers do their jobs. He could see that I was visibly in no shape to be going anywhere alone, so he told me to clean up and get ready and heâd go with me to Paisley.
Then the Enforcer showed up. At first I didnât get it. Then my brain calculated my situation.
Paisley.
Heather.
The University.
All of it spins with me in the center.
I look at Len. âSomeoneâs setting me up.â
He looks confused. âWhat?â
This had Liam written all over it. I wonât join him, so heâs taking my life away.
âI have to go.â
âQuinnâ¦â He starts.
I grab my back pack and run to my balcony. I throw myself off it and sprint out of the pack house driveway. I canât get arrested. I have to find Liam. Theyâll never believe me.
After I lost the Enforcer in the crowd, I wound up here. I canât leave the city, theyâll have the exit blocked. They monitor the walls and the desert, theyâll be on me before I get a mile.
I scrub a hand down my face. I have to get to Paisley. I have to tell her I didnât to this.
I canât go to my friends or the Alphas. I canât even trust my dad to not to turn me in. Liam has successfully cut me off from everyone. Iâm on my own out here. Just me and him. Iâm trapped in the ring with him and if it goes the way I think, it ends with one of us dead. The Lycan battle for power has begun.
I pace around the warehouse. I stop when I hear sirens outside. I have to get out of here.
I grab my bag and slip out the back. I pull my ball cap down and pull up my Hoodie.
I stick to the mountain wall and avoid all cameras. Sticking to shadows, I make my way to Phoenix General. She better be alright.
I try to not look at anyone as I walk casually through the halls. Itâs night so the itâs not that busy and the staff are too tired to notice me.
I waited for the nurse at the nurses station to leave and quickly looked for Paisleys room.
When I got to her floor, I was about to turn a corner when I saw two Enforcers outside her room. I pulled back to the wall and peeked around the corner.
Mia came out with a smile on her face. âIâm glad I could help. Get some rest.â She says. I can only assume she healed Paisley. Thank God.
She walked my way and I turned my back to her, pretending to play on my phone. She walked right by me.
I turn back and the door shuts. The Enforcers arenât moving.
Shit. Iâll have to get to her another way.
I walk back down the hall when I look up from under my brim. The Enforcer that chased me was walking toward me with two Enforcers behind him.
I tucked myself deeper into my sweater and walked by him. Iâm heated and nervous, but I play it as cool as I can.
I didnât think he made me until I got on the car. As the door closes, he runs into my view and our eyes lock. We both reach for buttons, and he tries to stop the door but he misses it.
I get off on the next floor and run for a fire exit. I run up to the roof and jump the buildings. I get down to the street and run for a bit more.
I stop in a doorway and slide down. I punch the door Iâm leaning against with a growl and hold my hair.
Heâs probably telling her Iâm the one killing people. Sheâs an Enforcer. Sheâll believe him. She has no reason to believe Iâm innocent. What the fuck am I going to do?
I pull out my phone and press a contact. I watch the entrance to the alley as it rings.
âQuinn?â
âYeah.â I mumble.
âWhere are you? Everyoneâs looking for you?â Wesâ voice sounds very concerned.
âI didnât do it, Wes.â I say as I take off my hat and rub my hair.
Silence on the other end.
âWes. I didnâtâ¦â I say again.
âOk. Why not come back and we can straighten thisâ¦â He says.
I thump my head on the door. âI canât. Thatâs what he wants.â
âWho? Liam?â Wes asks.
âYes, Liam. He wants me in jail. He wants me left with nothing so Iâll join him.â I say.
âQuinn, itâs not Liam. Jake told me Liamâs been sent to New York. They just did a check. Heâs still there. Now, whatâs going on?â He sounds really unsure of me now.
âWhat do you mean? Liamâs not in the city?â I drop my head and try to process what heâs telling me.
âNo, Quinnâ¦Justâ¦Turn yourself in man. This is only making things worse.â
I run the information through my brain. Liamâs not here, that can only meanâ¦
âWade.â I mutter.
âWhat?â Wes questions.
âWade, Liamâs brother. He must be helping Liam get to me. I have to go.â
âNoâ¦Quinnâ¦Come on. We can helpâ¦â
âBye, Wes. Thanks.â I hang up and stand.
I walk down the alley and toss my phone in a dumpster. Iâm sure they put out a GPS tracker on it.
I pull up my hood and join the night life. Iâll find a safe place to rest then start my hunt for Wade Vinelli.
****
I sit in the dark shadow and wait. I donât know how this is going to go. I just hope it goes the way I want because I donât think I can take it if it goes the other way.
The door opens and the light turns on.
âHey, Sparky.â My eyes meet hers and she screams.
I rush to her. âPaisley! Iâm sorryâ¦Iâmâ¦Donât screamâ¦.â I try to get her to calm down as I reach for her.
âNo. Stay back.â She warns and backs to her door.
âPaisley. I didnât do it. I swear. Please, justâ¦â I step closer and she throws up her hand. I stop. She's so fucking beautiful, Iâm so scared right now.
âI know what I saw, Quinten.â She scowls at me, but her fear of me is clear.
I back off. âSaw what?â
âThe eyes. Your eyesâ¦I saw your eyes before youâ¦â Her chin quivers as looks at me with terrified disgust.
âBaby, please. I wouldnât hurt you. I couldnât.â I plead with her.
âNo one has eyes like yours, Quinn. Donât lie to meâ¦â She starts to cry. âYou hurt me and you killed that girl.â
âNo! Paisley, I didnât! You have to believe me!â I beg.
âYOUâRE ON VIDEO, QUINN! YOUR EYES ARE ON VIDEO KILLING THAT POOR GIRL! YOU MURDERED HER!â She yells at me through tears.
âBaby, please. Iâm being set up! Itâs Liam. This is all Liam to take you away from me! Please. I canât do this without you.â I step closer to her.
âLiam didnât do anything, Quinn. You lost me when you put your hands on me.â She grits. Her face is so filled with pain and anger.
âYou really believe that, donât you?â I say quietly. âAfter everything.â
âEvidence doesnât lie. You fooled me, Quinten, but not anymore.â Her eyes looked at me like a monster.
My heart couldnât take her looking at me like that. I wanted to fall at her feet. I didnât want her to see me as a monster. My wolf and my Lycan wanted to force her to believe me, but I knew that was a horrible idea. Itâs now just another reason to get Wade.
I press my lips together and nod. âOk.â I sniff and look around her room. âI justâ¦Iâm sorry I hurt you. I didnât want you in the middle of my bullshit. I shouldnât have come to you. I know that now.â
Sirens filled the air from her open window. I looked to the sound and looked at Paisley.
She glared at me and tapped her temple.
My face fell. She linked the Enforcers.
I picked up my bag and ran to the open window. I took one last look at her. She started crying again, holding herself.
I swallow. âI love you.â I mumble and jump up to the top of her window. I call my claws and start to climb to her roof.
âSTOP!â
Gunfire starts and bullets ricochet around me.
I crawl over the edge and take off. I run from roof top to roof top. My heart smashing with every jump. My soul crushing agony fueling me. Paisleys hurt building my desire to rip Wade to shreds.
I just want to know how he did it first. How can I be somewhere I wasnât. Where was I?
I stop and catch my breath against a roof top doorway.
Where was I? Fucking hunting. Thatâs where I was.
Feeding my blood addiction while the love of my fucking life was getting broken by Wade. While my lab partner was being beaten to death. I may not have done the deed, but I failed them. I should have been with them. I should have been there to protect them instead of satisfying my blood lust. This fucking addiction has me by the balls and I canât shake it off.
If I canât shake it, Iâll feed it. Iâll feed it to a point Wade will never be identified.
I leave the rooftop and walk the streets. I know where I have to go.
****
The blood bank was slow tonight. I walk by the front window and Francis is drawing blood.
I walk around back and slip into the delivery door. I hear Francis talking with people and as long as he stays there, I can get in and out without him noticing until Iâm long gone.
I pull off my hood and slip to the back where the fridges are.
I walk into the walk-in fridge. My breath clouds in front of me and my cheeks redden at the cold in the room. On the walls, bags and bags of blood. I pull open my bag and walk to where the human blood is. I start throwing bags into my pack as fast as I can.
âQuinn?â
My head whips to Francis.
âWhat the hell?!â
I put my hand up. âFranâ¦â
He walks into the fridge. He tilts his head to me. âYou canât take that.â
âI need it.â I say low.
âI wonât let you.â He stares me down. His hands ball to fists.
I step to him and zip up my bag. âJust let me go, Fran.â
âNot happening.â He stands firm.
I try to remain calm as my wolf and Lycan go nuts. âI donât want to move you with force, ok. Please. Just let me go.â
âSorry, pretty boy. You want that blood, youâre going to have to go through me first.â He growls.
I lower my head and shake it. I hate doing this to a friend, but I have no choice.
I look up at him with my Lycan at the surface. With a demonic growl, I grab him and throw him over me. He flies to the back wall. He lands on the rows of bagged blood which all explode under his back. Him and a shit ton of blood hit the floor.
I see him start to rise up and I run out of the fridge.
Before I run out of the building, I grab an insulated medical bag and leave the bank.
I find an abandoned building and lock myself in it. I find the darkest, smallest room in the place and hide.
I pull off my hoodie and ball it on the floor. I transfer the blood to the insulated bag to try and keep them good for as long as I need to. It should be enough to bring down Wade.
I rip open eight bags and drink them down. I fill my stomach with the power. I try and drown my pain in it, but itâs not working. Bag after bag, I still feel it. Paisleys eyes are staring at me with absolute disgust. The fear I felt off her made me sick. Her beautiful face was twisted in such ugly anger. Tears staining her milky skin. I did that. I caused her that torture.
I lay my head on my sweater. Paisleys tears and face haunting me as I close my eyes. This is my punishment. This is my hell. My brain is my life sentence to serve. I will forever relive the day I broke her heart in a detail that will never fade until I die.
As she cries in my head, I cry with her. Curling myself up, wrapping my arms up around my head and letting go of everything. Praying itâs a nightmare Iâll wake up from, but knowing itâs the nightmare I live now. Knowing that everything I had is gone and no amount of genius will get me out of this.
Under all of thisâ¦a scared little kid who has absolutely no idea what to do next.