I wake up naturally.
That was a rare thing for me.
I always get woken up by the alarm when I go to school. â¦â¦Lately, Iâve often had Nagi wake me up.
I have to do the laundry and go shopping on my days off as well, so I rely on the alarm.
A sweet scent tickles my nose softly. I open my eyes.
Even with my sleepy eyes, I knew immediately what was in front of me.
Nagiâs face was there.
In my blurry vision, her blue eyes were staring at me.
âGood morning, Souta kun.â
ââ¦â¦Nagi?â
âYes, itâs me. Itâs Nagi, Souta kun.â
She replied with a smileâI hugged her. For no reason.
âS-Souta kun?â
ââ¦â¦Nagi.â
In my dim and cloudy thoughts, I hugged Nagi.
âFufu. Souta kun, youâre still sleepy, arenât you?
I nodded my head in response to her question. Nagiâs laughter was pleasant to my ears.
âI understand. Itâs still early. â¦..Shall we go for a second sleep?â
After being told thatâ¦â¦she hugged me tightly and strongly.
My whole body is warm and wrapped in something soft. From the bottom of my heart, I feel relieved.
âWell then. Good night, Souta kun.â
ââ¦â¦Good night, Nagi.â
Soon. My consciousness is dropped to the bottom of the sea.
ââ¦â¦I love you.â
âYes. I love you too.â
While leaving behind those words.
âââ
I woke up with a jump.
I feel like Iâve done something terribly embarrassing. â¦â¦No, I just did.
I was sleep talking, but I had the memory. What am I really doing, I thought.
My face was burningâI saw Nagi sleeping in my arms.
She was sleeping peacefully and comfortably. Her figure seems like a beautiful doll.
When I touched her hair, she wriggled. That figure isâ¦â¦adorable.
just a little. My mind is a little bit mischievous.
â¦She wonât wake up, right?
With that, I gently move my hand.
It touches her cheek.
Itâs very comfortable to touch. It is silky smooth andâ¦..plump.
Although I had the opportunity to touch it several times when she was awake. But this is the first time I have had the chance to touch them carefully.
I was poking it with my fingers and stroking it with the palm of my hand. I noticed something.
The corner of Nagiâs mouth was lifted.
ââ¦â¦Are you awake?â
I said soâ¦.and a smile broke out of Nagiâs mouth.
âFufu. Iâve been found out.â
âS-since whenâ¦â¦?â
âJust a moment ago.â
Nagiâs eyes are opened and her beautiful blue eyes, like jewels, peek out.
Her gentle eyes were staring at me.
âMy cheeks are so warm andâ¦it felt good. I just woke up.â
âI-Iâm sorry.â
I still stroked her cheek.
I tried to pull my hand awayâNagiâs hand stopped me.
She pressed my hand against her cheek. Nagi smiled.
âMore. Please touch me a lot.â
I felt a thrill. The words gently stroked my heart.
âI like being touched by Souta kun. It makes me warm, fuzzy, and fluffy. â¦..It makes me happy.â
Nagiâs hand caressed the back of my hand. It tickles a little.
âI love being touched on the cheek, stroked on the headâ¦â¦hugged and kissed. I love all of it.â
Nagiâs hand gently took mine and held it to her chest.
I was pressed against her, tightlyâI could feel the soft touch of her hand on my palm.
âN-Nagiâ¦.â
âItâs okay, if itâs Souta kunâ¦â¦I thought you would secretly touch me.â
I was a little stunned. Nagi murmured.
âI didnât think Souta kun would ever touch it. â¦.Itâs okay even if you were a little confused.â
While listening to those words. Blood rushes to my face. Even my ears are getting hot.
To the soft feeling transmitted from the palmââAnd then. My head was filled with a throbbing heartbeat.
âT-this is just a part of skinship. â¦â¦.I can only do it with Souta kun.â
Nagi was smiling while her face turned bright red.
âThereâs a part of you thatâs reserved from something like this, so I thought Iâdâ¦â¦tell you.â
âI see.â
âI have to get used to it little by littleâ¦â¦..because when it comes down to it, it will be difficult.â
Her heart begins to beat painfully loud. The heat was rising and even sweat was starting to be beaded on the forehead.
My phone vibrated.
I was startled, and my body gained strength.
âThe power has entered.
Nagiâs eyes widened in surpriseâ¦and she turned her gaze downwards.
His fingers were sunken.
â¦â¦If I were to compare it, it was like grabbing a piece of cotton candy or a pudding with your hand. It was such a feeling.
Even though I was thinking about such a ridiculous thing. I let go of her hand.
ââ¦â¦Iâm sorry. I was so surprised that I got so forceful.â
âI-itâs fineâ¦â¦.â
Nagiâs face turned bright red. Butâshe doesnât get angry.
âI-if itâs Souta kun, I donât mind it. â¦..It hurt just a little bit, but considering that Souta kun did it for meâ¦â¦I didnât mind it.â
On the contraryâshe smiles softly.
My head wobbled. My mind is shaken.
This isâdangerous.
Iâm afraid that if I make a mistake, I might end up depending on Nagi.
Iâm not sure if Iâll be able to live without Nagi.
â¦â¦Is it too late?
No, itâs not. It shouldnât be.
âM-more than this. I really canât take it anymore. â¦..my mom and dad are here, too, you know.â
ââ¦â¦Thatâs true.â
If I canât take it anymore, I will definitely lose all reason. I will forget that my parents are at home.
Nagi gave a small smile and came closer to me.
âIâm afraid Iâm going to be embarrassed if I keep this up. Please give me a hug just once.â
ââ¦Yeah.â
Nagi reached out her hand and I pulled it. I hugged her.
âLetâs enjoy today too, Souta kun.â
âYeah. â¦..Letâs have a lot of fun.
She hugged me strongly. I hugged her in return.
The two of us went to the living room together.
The feeling in the palm of my hand did not go away easily.
By the way, the notification I just received was from my mom and it said, [Answer me when you wake up. Iâll make you breakfast].
âââ
âThis is the route I took to school. When I was in elementary school.â
âHeeâ¦..so you used to walk through here every day.â
It was just a road, nothing new. Even though it should have been, Nagi looked around with amusement.
âI always had a driver to take me home when I was in elementary school. This kind of thing is new to me.â
âI see. â¦..Ah.â
At that moment.
A shadow jumped out from behind.
âWoof !â
âHaku !â
It was a big, white, fluffy dog. It was Haku.
ââ¦â¦Ah, Souta kun. Youâre back. No wonder Haku started running in the street.â
âLong time no see, Shiroyama san.â
And an old lady appeared from behind me. Itâs Shiroyama san. Iâm glad to see that sheâs doing well too.
ââ¦â¦E-erm. Hello.â
âYes, hello.â
Nagi was puzzled, so I patted Haku and introduced her.
âShiroyama san. She is my fiancée, Nagi.
âI-Iâm Shinonome Nagi. Please to meet you !â
âOh my !? Souta kun, did you get married?â
âOh, no. Iâm still engaged to my fiancéeâ¦..Iâm planning to get married, though.â
âOh, I see. Iâm so happy for you. To meet such a beautiful woman.â
Shiroyama san smiled smugly, and my cheeks relaxed.
âNagi, this is Shiroyama san. Hakuâ¦â¦this girl is named Haku. Sheâs been attached to me since a long time.â
âNice to meet you, Shiroyama san. Souta kun, you seem to play with Haku a lot.â
âI didnât realize that.â
Haku is a large Samoyed dog. But she is friendly and smiles a lot. she is cute.
âSouta kun, youâve grown up too. You used to be so small.â
âYes. â¦..But itâs only been two years since weâve met.â
I stroked Haku and she rubbed her face against me happily.
âHand.â
âWoofâ
âGood girl.â
Haku was so happy to be able to put her hand on my hand. When I stroked her fluffy fur again, Haku squinted her eyes and looked pleasantly surprised.
âM-me too. Can I pet her?â
âYes, please. Haku is very friendly. Donât worry, she wonât bite you.â
Nagi nodded at Shiroyama sanâs words and crouched down.
Then, she put her hand on Haku. Haku sniffed the palm of Nagiâs hand andâ¦â¦
She rubbed her face against the palm. She must have been given permission to pet her.
âE-excuse me !â
Nagi said politely and then patted Hakuâs head.
The next moment, Nagiâs eyes lit up.
âWow,â¦â¦itâs so fluffy.â
Nagi stroked Hakuâs head, patted her back andâ¦..squirmed.
A normal dog would have thought,[Donât touch too much] or something like that. Haku loves to be petted, so thereâs no problem. It has always been that way.
ââ¦â¦So adorable.â
âFufu, thank you.â
I was watching Nagi and Haku playing together. I suddenly thought of something.
âHey, Nagi. Can I take a picture of you?ãAs a souvenir.â
âYes, itâs okay. â¦..Ah. Let me take a picture of you later, too.â
âYeah. Got it.â
Nagi looked at me while petting Haku and smiled. Haku was also caught and looked at me andâ¦..her face was smiling.
I got a pretty good picture.
ââ¦â¦Can I use it as my wallpaper?â
âYes ! I was going to do that too !â
I got permission and looked at the photo again.
Not only Haku, but also Nagi was so cute that I thought I could do my best next year with just this one.
âââ
ââ¦â¦Oh. Are those two still flirting?â
âWhatâs wrong? Is it Minorin and Nagirin?
âYeah. Here, look.â
The moment he showed his phone to Kirika. She snatched the whole phone away from him.
âEhh ! How cute ! Whatâs with this doggy ! And Nagirin is so cute !â
âI think sheâs Samoyed, right? Look, Shinonomeâs icon is Souta.â
âSeriously ! Wow ! Minorin is having fun too !â
Minori seems to be having fun over there.
âYes, yes!ãLetâs go to the dog café, too!
âYes, we are!ãLetâs go!ãCan I invite Hikaru, too?
âOh!ãCall him, call him, call him!ãLetâs send their pictures to them!
Seriously, good for him. For a while I wondered what would happen.
But now heâs having fun like that.
ââ¦â¦Good for you, buddy.â
âHmm? What did you say?â
âNothing. I was talking to myself.â
âHmmâ¦â¦what a best friend.â
âYou heard me. Forget it.â
Kirika laughed more happily.
âEiji, you were cool too. At that time.â
ââ¦..Of course. Iâm Kirikaâs boyfriend.â
âYup yup ! You said it ! Thatâs right. Iâm proud of you.â
I looked at Kirika, who was laughing, and then looked at Soutaâs photo one last time.
[If you keep this up, Iâm going to mistake you for Shinonome when I get in touch with you.]
He sent this message. Soon after, their icon was changed to the sameâa picture of a Samoyed between them.