âH-hey. What are you talking about with that [Ice Princess]?â
âOh, Iâm curious too.â
It seemed like it would take a little longer to get back to normal.
The number of people has decreased compared to yesterday, and when it increases, Eiji is there to help, saying, [I donât care if you make the ice princess angry] so thereâs no problem.
And lunch.
ââ¦â¦When I think about it again, youâre awesome too. Youâre going to the other side too, just like yesterday.â
âI donât feel comfortable unless itâs Nagiâs bento for lunch.â
âShe sure grabbed your stomach properly. â¦.Well, I canât speak for others either.â
Eiji took out a blue lunch box. I was skeptical about that, which was unfamiliar to me.
âBento. Did she make it for you?â
âOh. It seems that she was inspired by you two. Iâm glad she could make it.â
âHee.Thatâs great.
But I have to remember to be grateful. What should I do on a regular basis? Think about it.
âSpeaking of which. School ends at the beginning of next week, right? Are you doing anything this weekend? No, Iâm not going to invite you out.â
ââ¦â¦Oh, Christmas.â
Iâve forgotten a lot lately, but it was already Christmas this weekend.
Iâve forgotten a lot lately, but it was already Christmas this weekend.
âHmm? From the looks of it, you havenât made any plans yet?
âThatâs right. I donât know if sheâll spend it with her family or me. Ah, yes. Iâll tell you first, but Iâll be going home for winter break. Together with Nagi.â
ââ¦â¦Thatâs a big event to pass off as a casualty. â
I chuckled at Eijiâs surprise.
âWell, itâs because Iâm your fiancée. â¦â¦Iâm also a pretty heavy guy. Iâm aware that I messed up Nagiâs life and I want to take responsibility for it.â
âThatâs fine. Iâm sure itâs a heavy thing for both of you. if youâre not dissatisfied with your life, thatâs fine for now. Marrying someone youâve dated since high school seems like a rare case, but Iâm sure there are others out there if you look for them.â
I nodded in agreement.
âThatâs true. By the way, Eiji, are you two going somewhere for Christmas?â
âAh. Iâm going to go to karaoke in the morning, and at night Iâm going to go out a little bit to see the illumination â¦â¦.And probably stay the night. I know Kirikaâs parents.â
ââ¦â¦I see.â
Thereâs also illumination. I wonder if Nagi and I have been there before. Thinking about the fact that itâs Christmas aloneâ¦â¦no, thatâs not going to happen.
Then Nagi would say, [Come to my house].
ââ¦â¦Ah.â
âWhatâs up?â
âChristmas present. I hadnât decided at all. I canât even talk to Eiji about it, as expected. Donât worry about it.â
âYeah. Everyone is happy to receive it. â¦â¦Hey, no matter what you give her, it will make her happy.â
ââ¦That may be true. I canât choose properly. Well, whatever. Should be fineâ
I thought of a few candidates. I should ask Nagi if there is anything she wants, too.
With that in mind, I brought the side dish of fried eggs to my mouth.
As usual, the bento was very tasty.
âââ
â~~â
Nagi was humming a tune in a good mood as she chopped vegetables on the cutting board. I was watching Nagi from the side.
Wearing an apron, Nagi looked very homely. Her hair was pulled back in a ponytail, and it swung fluffy whenever Nagi moved her body. As I stared at her, Nagi glanced at me.
Our gazes intertwined, and soft sunlight shone in her eyes. Nagi put down the knife and washed her hands. After wiping her hands with a towel, she approached me.
âI felt like doing it. The first time, please.â
Nagiâs hand was gently placed on my chest. Nagi stretched out her back naturally.
She put her soft lips on mine.
The sweet smell wafted through the air, and her silky hair was momentarily swept away.
Her hands, a little cool, catch my heartbeat. Nagiâs body warmth is transmitted from her lips.
Nagiâs blue eyes stare at me. Her eyes narrowed happily.
But it was only for a few seconds. Nagi parted her lips as if she was regretting her name, and stopped standing tall.
ââ¦â¦Souta kunâs heart. Itâs pounding so hard.â
âI-itâs not good for my heart if you do it suddenly. I have to prepare my heart a little moreââ
Iâm sure youâll be able to handle it. Iâll be fine.â
I thought of a few candidates. I should ask Nagi if there is anything she wants, too.
Thinking so, I put a side dish of omelet in my mouth.
As usual, the bento was very tasty.
âââ
â~~â
Nagi was humming a tune in a good mood as she chopped vegetables on the cutting board. I was watching Nagi from the side.
Wearing an apron, Nagi looked very homely. Her hair was pulled back in a ponytail, and it swung fluffy whenever Nagi moved her body. As I stared at her, Nagi glanced at me.
Our gazes entwined, and soft sunlight shone in her eyes. Nagi put down the knife and washed her hands. After wiping her hands with a towel, she approached me.
I felt like doing it. The first time, please.
Nagiâs hand was gently placed on my chest. Nagi stretched out her back naturally and put her soft lips on mine.
She put her soft lips on mine.
The sweet smell wafted through the air, and her silky hair was momentarily swept away.
Nagiâs blue eyes stare at me. Her eyes narrowed happily.
But it was only for a few seconds. Nagi parted her lips as if she was regretting her name, and stopped standing tall.
She said, ââ¦â¦ Souta-kunâs heart. Itâs pounding so hard.â
Iâm sorry, itâs not good for your heart. Iâm going to prepare my heart a little moreââ
The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what youâre looking for. I was so happy to see her. The place changes its shape.
âHey, Nagi,â¦â¦ what are you doing?â
Me too.â Iâm so thrilled, you know?â
Before I could say anything, Nagi took my hand. â¦â¦I pushed it to a place where I could feel the heartbeat. It changes shape.
âN-Nagiâ¦what are you doing?â
âIâm nervous too, you know?â
From the depths of that soft touch, I can definitely feel my heartbeat. butâ¦â¦
âNagi. This is, um. Not good.â
A place where you can feel the pulse. Naturally, itâs a place close to the heartâ¦
When I looked at Nagi while writhing at the soft touch of her hand, she smiled even though her face turned bright red.
âM-me tooâ¦â¦um, I like to feel Souta kunâs heartbeat. Weâre even.â
âE-even if you say thatâ¦..â
ââ¦Or.â
Nagi suddenly averted her gaze.
ââ¦.You donât like it?â
I couldnât help but close my eyes.
Otherwise, my head would be pretty much like that.
I shake my head to clear my mind. But they didnât go away.
âI-I donât hate it, you knowâ¦.because I canât stand it anymore.â
I managed to say that. Nagi finally let go of my hand. Then, with a slightly swollen face, she turned away.
ââ¦You donât have to hold back.â
She muttered softly.
My heart makes an unpleasant sound.â
Calm down. Calm down, me.
I put my hand on my chest. It was the hand that had just touched Nagiâ¦â¦and I couldnât help but feel my own heart beating in sync with hers that I had just felt. Her heart beats fast.
Thenâme and Nagi. It took us a few moments to calm down.
âââ
Somehow, by the time we ate dinner, things were back to normal. I think itâs a good thing that I found myself back to normal. No, Iâm embarrassed when I suddenly remember.
âHow was it?â
âYeah, itâs delicious. Very,â
Todayâs dinner was simmered fish, miso soup, and boiled spinach.
All of them are very delicious. When I firmly told Nagi so, she smiled happily.
âIâm glad !â
And so the two of us talked about many things over dinner.
From conversations with friends to casual matters in class. We never ran out of things to talk about.
After we finished eating, we cleared our plates and talked.
I decided to ask her something that had been bothering me for a while.
âNagi. I have a few questions, is that okay?â
âWhat is it?
Nagiâs expression became stiffened, as if she sensed my mood.
âItâs okay if you donât want to answer itâ¦..um. What happened with the presidentâs son that you were supposed to marry?â
If it was true that day, he was supposed to have a blind date with Nagiâif Iâm correct, his name is.
âYou mean Minamikawa san, right?â
âYeah, thatâs right. I donât mean to force you to talk about it.â
âNo, itâs all right. Papa made it all right.
Then Nagi told me what happened after that.
Soichiro san is highly skilled at his job, but I heard that his negotiation skills are outstanding among them.
He went to Minamikawa sanâs place and explained everything from one to ten. After admitting his own inadequacies, he negotiated and negotiated.
As a resultâ¦.there were various compensation payments and other exchanges, but the burden on the company run by Soichiro san was not that great.
ââ¦â¦But the thing with Papa. There may be things he hasnât told me.â
âItâs so that you donât feel responsible.â
âYes. But I donât expect Papa or Mama to talk to me right now, and some of the things we talk about may be difficult. I believe that someday, when the time is right, they will tell me.â
ââ¦â¦Yes. I think that would be good.â
Of course Iâm not irrelevant either. Iâm the one who ruined everything.
ââ¦..I should go to thank him again and apologize.â
âNo.â
But my words were stopped by Nagi.
âThis time, Souta kun got involved in my familyâs problems. Even so, Souta kun helped meâ¦â¦.helped us. So thereâs nothing to apologizeâ¦.If you want to thank Papa for clearing things up, thatâs fine. Apologizing is no good.â
I was surprised at first, but if Nagi says soâ¦.. it might be better.
âI understand. Iâll go say thank you. I wanted to meet and talk with Soichiro san and the others soon, even if it was just to deepen our friendship.â
âThey should be busy until the end of the year and the beginning of the new year. Iâm going to Souta kunâs house, so it doesnât matter much. I think it will be no problem after the winter vacation. Iâll talk to him.â
âThank you.â
And it was getting to be a good time to talk.
âWell thenâ¦â¦I would really like to stay over today. But since Mama and Papa are waiting for me in the living room these days, I think Iâll go home.â
âYeah, I understand. â¦â¦Nagi. Can I ask for two last things?â
âYes? What is it?â
I stopped Nagi from standing up and after a short pauseâ¦..I looked her in the eye.
âChristmas. What are you going to do, Nagi? â¦..What do you want to do?â
âIâll stay with Souta kun.â
Nagi replied without a momentâs pause. She just smiled and gave me a soft look.
âI want to be with Souta kun.â
âI-I see.â
I was frozen for a moment by those words that hit me like a straight ball.
And Nagi stared at me. I looked at her with a serious expression.
âOn Christmas. I have a place I want to go. Is it okay?â
ââ¦..What is it? I havenât decided yet, and any place is fine.â
Even though I replied, Nagi suddenly became silent.
Her eyes, which should have been staring at me, went down. Her hand was tightly clenched.
âNagi.â
I called out to Nagi and approached her.
I took her hand, unclenched her fist and squeezed it.
âNagi.â
I called her name again. Nagi finally looked up.
Her face was terribly tenseâ¦and I could feel an emotion akin to fright.
âSay anything. Iâll accept it all.â
When I said that, Nagi nodded slightly.
âI want to start over. What happened at that amusement park.â
Thatâs what she said.