âAnd that meansââ
In the morning, I was being taught again. But Shinonomeâs expression seemed to be stiffer than usual.
I knew it, I made her angry yesterday. Do Iâ¦..apologize? No, repeating apologies more than necessary will only cause the other person to suffer.
Itâs not good. I have too few friends to know what to do.
ââ¦â¦Is there something wrong?â
Perhaps noticing me, Shinonome looked into my face. Sheâs pretty as usual.
âN-no. Nothing.â
I shook my head. I remembered something.
Something Iâd been meaning to ask, but hadnât been able. After all, I had forgotten to ask.
âBy the way, Shinonome. Are you going to be okay on your way home? If you donât mind, I can go home with you.â âIs it okay !?â
Shinonome was biting at my words, o-or rather.
âC-calm down. Youâre too close.â
Her face came right in front of me. â¦.And her chest was also hitting my arms.
The softest feeling Iâve ever felt. My heart made a strange sound.
âAh, I-Iâm sorry.â
Luckily, Shinonome immediately noticed and moved her body away. Even if she moved away, thereâs a lot of people on the train, so itâs only a distance where our shoulders barely touch each other.
ââ¦â¦ No. Letâs get back to the story. I thought about it yesterday, but youâre taking the train home too, right? Was everything okay until now?â
Shinonome trembled when I asked her that.
ââ¦â¦S-somehow. I went to the place with lots of women.â
âLuckily, you found such a place.â
âYes. I knew someday that I wouldnât be able to do that. Iâll figure it out then.â
ââ¦..Youâre pretty clumsy sometimes.â
Itâs really far from her image when I first saw her. â¦â¦ Well, itâs a human-like gap. I canât help but think itâs adorable.
âHmâ¦â¦I canât deny it.â
âLet me tell you. I donât mean that in a bad way.â
I told her as her cheeks puffed and smiled bitterly. â¦..If anything, Iâm glad to see that her expression has come back.
âBut, I donât know what time youâre getting in. Can you just tell me?â
âAh, yes. Iâll be on the train at exactly 4:30.â
âGot it. Iâll be there at that time too.â
Saying that, Shinonome looked at me and lightly lowered her head.
ââ¦..Thank you very much.â
âDonât worry about it. Iâm basically free after school.â
Actually, I have a lot of free time these days. I only hang out with Eiji and others from time to time and spend the rest of the time on my hobbies and studies.
I live alone, so I donât have a curfew.
âLook, itâs about time.â
âOh, right. Iâll see you on my way home.â
âYeah. See you later.â
Shinonome waved her hand a little, and I also waved back.
â¦..As expected. It doesnât look like she was angry.
I patted my chest and headed to school.
âââ
âHey. Please teach me !â
âItâs still morning, whatâs wrong with you? â¦..Is it that bad?â
Eiji had been slumped over since this morning. I was worried about Eiji who was down on his desk, so I asked. Then he got up.
âItâs more than bad. Iâm going to get a red mark too if this keeps up.â
ââ¦â¦.That bad, huh.â
I still indebted to Eiji. About clothes and all of that.
â¦Or rather, Eijiâs sister. By the looks of it, I guess Eiji didnât tell her. Iâm sure he was scared of her.
âWeekend. One of my schedules is full, but I think I can help with the other day.â
âReally !?â
âToo close.â
I pushed Eiji away as he came close to my face.
âWell, â¦â¦just like I said, I still donât know which one will be open between Saturday or Sunday.â
âItâs fine ! Itâs a study session anyway ! Youâre a lifesaver ! Seriously !â
âY-yeahâ¦â¦thatâs good then?â
With that, both of my days off were unusually full. Iâll ask Shinonome later.
âI mean, the test is next week. We donât have much time.â
âWellâ¦..I can only say good luck. Iâll see how much I can teach you on that day.â
âOh, Iâm counting on you !â
The expectations are very heavy, butâ¦â¦Iâll try my best. It would be nice if Shinonome can teach him.
We continued to chat after that. â¦Suddenly, Eiji began to fidget.
âWhatâs wrong? Toilet?â
N-no, I just remembered somethingâ¦.I wonât tell. Absolutely. Youâll be 100% depressed.â
He shook his head when I askedâ¦.itâs making me more uneasy if you say it like that.
âM-my bad. Forget what I just said.â
âEven if you say so. Iâm not angry with you, and I might find out at another time. anyway, Iâd like you to tell me now anyway.â
When I pleaded with him,â¦â¦,he let out a sigh and looked at me.
ââ¦..The Ice Princess next door. There are rumors that she has a boyfriend.â
At those wordsâmy heart was shaken.
However, a question immediately grew in my mind.
If itâs her. I was sure she would report back to me if she had a boyfriend. â¦.If she found a boyfriend, she wouldnât need my presence.
Could it be.
âFor now, the reason. Can you tell me the reason where the rumors came from?â
I had a bad feeling about this, but I asked him. Eiji told me,
âWhatever it is, it was yesterday. The Ice Princess was in this area yesterday. In front of the station. And at that time. I heard thatâ¦..she was with a guy. Moreover, he went to our high school.
ââ¦â¦Donât you know who he is?â
âI donât know at this point. There are rumors that he was a freshman because there were a lot of seniors, but Iâm not sure.â
âI-I see.â
That. That might be me, I guess. When he said it was in front of the station yesterday, thereâs no doubt about itâ¦â¦Iâm sure.
âHm? â¦..What the hell. Are you not that shocked?â
âN-noâ¦â¦well. You see, I told you before, right? Those idols and actresses you see on TV.â
âOh, yeah, thatâs right. So I guess you donât have to worry about it.â
âYeah. Iâm fine.â
Iâm glad he didnât find out. I was relieved to hear that.
â¦â¦I felt uneasy wondering if Shinonome was being teased for the same thing.
âââ
âShinonome chan, is it true that you were with your boyfriend yesterday?â
At school. The first time Iâve been approached out of the blue.
The person who spoke to me was â Hayama san. Hayama Hikaru san.
The schoolâs newest student is a blonde, which is rare in this school. â¦..More or less, our school allowed students to dye their hair. Few of them actually do it.
Hayama san isâa cheerful person who gets along with everyone. You could say sheâs the complete opposite of me.
having someone like that talk to meâmade me flustered. Hayama san clasped her hands together and made an apologetic face.
âAh, Iâm sorry for talking to you out of the blue,â she said. But I heard about you from a friend and I was really curious.â
ââ¦â¦ No, itâs okay. Iâm fine. No need to apologize.â
For now. I think about how I should respond. No, thereâs no need to think.
âHe was a friend of mine yesterday. Nothing more, nothing less.â
âEh? But I heard that you were close, or rather, you had an expression on your face that I had never seen before.â
At those words. I couldnât help but keep silent.
Hayama san, who looked at me like that, let out a voice.
âSorry, sorry. I donât want to be prying too much into your relationship. Itâs okay.â
ââ¦.Yes. But itâs true that heâs my friend.â
âOkay. If someone asked, should I deny it like that?â
I ponder again for a few moments. Hayama san is a highly influential person. If she said so, the words would spread quickly.
âPlease.â
âOkay, okay. See you later.â
It was the first time I had ever heard anyone other than him say the words âsee you later.â
â¦.Iâm a little happy.
âAh, thatâs right. Shinonome chan.â
âY-yes. What is it?â
Just when I thought it was over, she suddenly called my name and I panicked. Hayama san smiled at me and saidâ¦â¦
âDuring class. Sometimes, I wonder if youâre thinking about something else because your face is loosened. You should be careful, okay?â
âWhaâ¦â¦:
âWell, personally, I would prefer that way. Well then.â
Hayama san said so, and left. I could feel that my face was getting hotter and hotterâ¦â¦.
In the end, until the next class started. The burning sensation on my face didnât disappear.