Nagi suddenly asked me to stay over, and I panicked.z
âW-wait a minute. What do you mean you want to stayâah.â
While I was saying that, I remembered.
Nagi had her luggage with her when she went to school.
ââ¦â¦Yes, I have luggage for overnight stay too.â
âB0but, what about Soichiro san and the others?â
âI already told Mama. â¦â¦Or rather, Mama told me. [Are you going to stay overnight?ãIâll tell Papa. And Iâve already prepared the shampoo, toothbrush, and other things you usually use].â
ââ¦.That meansâ
âYes ! I just received a call from Mama ! Papa has granted me permission to stay here !â
Nagi showed a dazzling smile. She doesnât seem to have the slightest idea that Iâm going to refuseâ¦â¦.
In fact, there was no way I could refuse.
âOkay, thatâs fine.â
Come to think of it. Nagiâs face shone even brighter like a sunflower.
â¦â¦Itâs all right. Iâm sure it will be fine as long as I keep my reason. It should be fine.
âââ
âSouta kun.â
When I had finished cleaning up, Nagiâs cheeks were slightly red again. I guess she wanted to say something.
âT-the bath. Iâd like to borrow it. May I go in first?â
âHm? Oh, of course. Iâll boil it now, so please wait.â
After saying so, I stood up. Nagi called me [Souta kun] again.
âWell, uh, you know. â¦..I have one more favor to ask you.â
ââ¦â¦?â
While fidgeting. Nagi looked at me a little shyly. I waited for her next words, wondering if this was her real favor instead of the previous one.
âA-actually. I was scared of horror movies more than I thought I would be. And, you know. I heard a long time ago that watery places tend to attract spirits.â
ââ¦â¦Oh. Come to think of it, Iâve heard that too.â
I had a bad feeling, and cold sweat broke out on my back.
âI-if itâs possible. â¦â¦ while I am taking a bath. Iâd like you to be nearby to talk to me.â
I wasârelieved when she said that.
I thought for a moment that she would ask me to join her.
No, what was I thinking? No matter what, she would never say such a thingâ
âT-to be honest. Iâd like you to come in with me. A-as expected. â¦â¦Itâs a little embarrassing.â
â¦â¦Only a little, huh.
Ah, geez, not good. â¦..I hate myself for feeling a little disappointed.
Butâwell.
âIf itâs just that. Itâs totally fine.â
âR-really !â
âYeah. In that case, I will talk to you in the dressing room.â
âYes ! Please !â
It shouldnât be a problem to have someone to talk to.
I nodded and went to press the switch to heat the water again.
âââ
The sound of the clothes rubbing against each other is bad for my ears. â¦It makes my heart strangely nervous.
The sound of the rubbing of the robe ends. The door rattles open. This is because the entrance to the bathroom is a door that opens and closes on both sides.
âY-you can come in.â
Hearing that voice. After confirming that I heard the rattling sound of the door closing, I entered the dressing room.
ââ¦.Ah.â
I immediately turned away.
The glass is frosted. However, it was not completely invisible. I can faintly see the inside.
I could see the lines of Nagiâs body. â¦..Thatâs why I turned my back
I walk backwards little by little and come to the shelf next to the bathroom.
Oh no. My heart is noisy.
I closed my eyes and think of something elseâ
âSouta kun? Youâre here?â
âY-yeah. Iâm here.â
I couldnât do it. Thatâs right. The reason I came here was to talk with Nagi.
âU-um, letâs see. Then firstâ¦..Iâll wash my head. Um, Iâm sorry.
âIs it okay if I keep talking?â
âYes. â¦â¦Please.â
âRoger that.â
I exhale once to calm down. And spoke a little louder than usual to keep up with the sound of the shower.
âRight. â¦..Letâs talk about the future.â
Iâm not sure what to talk about. I said so.
About the future. Of course itâsâ
âMe. I have a lot of places I want to go with Nagi.â
Itâs going to be fun.
âLast time. I want to go back to the café where I went with Nagi when we had our first study session. If thereâs a performance where Nagi will appear, Iâd like to go there too. â¦.And others.â
Even though I was a little bit hesitant. I decided to talk about it.
âSomeday. Iâd like you to come with me to my houseâmy parentsâ house. Itâs in a rural place, but itâs not a bad place. My mother and father are good people. I know they probably know about you, but Iâd like to introduce Nagi to them properly.â
Once I started talking, the topics of conversation came up.
From what happened in my parentsâ house. â¦..And then about the old days. I didnât have many friends, but it was still fun.
Talking about themâNagi seems to have finished washing her head.
ââSouta kun.â
âAh, are you done?â
âYes. â¦..I have a question. Souta kun, how will you spend the end of the year? Do you go home?â
âRight. If I donât, my mother and father might come here.â
I replied. For a while, all I heard was the sound of the shower. I wondered if she was thinking about something.
But that was only for a few seconds. Nagi immediately started talking.
ââMay I accompany you?â
The voice is as loud as the sound of a shower. â¦â¦But Nagiâs words are clear and easy to hear, so of course I hear them.
Those words startled me.
âNo, butâ¦is it okay? What about Soichiro san and the others?â
âDonât worry. But, if possible. Next year, on the contrary, I want Souta kun to spend the end of the year at my house. And of course, your father and mother can be with us.â
â¦â¦Thatâs not bad.
What am I saying, Iâm only a high schooler. Iâm Nagiâs fiancée. I would like to get married in the future.
I also wanted to let my father and mother meet Soichiro san and the others once.
ââ¦..Okay.â
âReally !?â
âYeah. However, I need to consult Soichiro san and the others. Also, I want you to make time for your family from now on.â
âOf course ! I love Papa, Mama, and Suzaka san !â
Hearing those words, I couldnât help but smile. I continued.
Nagi washed herself as she was and soaked in the bathtub. After that, when we were talkingââ
I noticed something.
I noticed Nagiâs clothes carefully folded in the laundry basket.
On top of the carefully folded clothes, there was a pure whiteâ
âSouta kun? Whatâs wrong?â
Those words brought me back to consciousness.
âItâs nothing.â
My voice was a little hoarse. I closed my eyesâsomehow managing myself to calm downâbut I couldnât.
For the time being. I force myself to look away and take out a towel from the shelf.
I lay the towel on top of the laundry basket and hide it, trying not to look at it.
âT-thatâs right. Nagi, how do you usually spend your time during the New Year holidays?â
Then, while returning to the conversation with NagiâI.
I couldnât get it out of my head that I saw earlier. My heart was making a nasty noise all the time.
âââ
Somehow. Iâd like to think that Iâ¦.somehow managed to calm down.
No, think about it. Itâs going to be okay.
I waited outside for Nagi to get dressed. I shook my head to make my worries disappear again and again.
A little later, Nagi comes out. Her face was bright red.
âDid you see it?â
ââ¦.I tried not to look at it as much as possible.â
I donât want to lie.
Or rather, itâs because Iâm aware of it when sheâs wearing a towel.
Nagiâs face turned bright redâ¦she stared at me.
ââ¦â¦I see.â
She doesnât look angry. She looks embarrassed â¦â¦
Oh geez. My face is hot.
She looked at me, who couldnât hide my face.
Nagi, for a moment. I really saw a happy face for a momentâI felt it
I thought, donât think any more about it. Nagi didnât say anything, but turned her head to the side and started walking.
My heart skipped a beat when I heard the sweet, flowery scent of shampoo wafting gently from Nagi.