I imagined, if life ended
Would they miss me?
Drowning in my thoughts,
Drowning in a sand covered box,
Who would actually take a flower to put on top,
Watch as they carry on with their lives,
I should be happy....
I should be happy....
I am happy.... I imagined.
I imagined, if life ended
Would they miss me ?
Would they grieve me,
Confess to me bearing new flowers,
Visiting every Sunday afternoon,
Longing conversations,
A trick of my heart and a lie to my soul,
They love and care for me I imagined.
I imagined, if life ended
Would they miss me ?
Lonely as a dessert covered with wilted flowers,
Dirty headstone,
Silence.
They didn't care.
Reality hits and I'd be alone,
Here and now true friendship unfolds.