I'll never kiss you even when my heart aches,
Aches to feel you and embrace you,
When I glance on your face.
The look in your eyes is the temptation to my weakness,
Like a bullet it kills me.
It bruised my soul and crushed my existence,
I'll never kiss you even when you have that spark in your eyes,
When your laugh is like flowers blooming on the first day of spring.
I'll never kiss you even if it's a hundred years,
when your hair greys and your lips wrinkle
As you take your last breath I'll never kiss you,
Don't you dare look at me when you're drunk, when you're vulnerable, when you're at your lowest longing for love. Longing lips.
I'll never kiss you for it was made clear, your feelings
for me, it was only me who thought so.
*Love is a game. A silly game. We're not always winners.*