Chapter 5- Kidnapped and Confused

Violet's point of view-

Things started to get heated between me and William, he started kissing down my neck and I felt as he lightly bit and sucked on my neck, specifically where he would one day mark me.

Move! My subconscious yelled, but my wolf was quick to shut her up wanting to get marked.

I felt as William’s canines grew and lightly scraped at my skin, my eyes snapped open as my lust filled state quickly left me.

My wolf whined begging me not to push William and Hunter, his wolf, away.

Scarlet please understand, we can’t not right now.  I said to my wolf that whimpered and shut me out.

Using some added strength I pushed William away before he had the chance to sink his teeth into me.

“No, William you need to go,” I said as I walked away from him.

“Dammit Violet why don’t you want this!” he growled his eyes glowing with his red alpha eyes.

“I do want it, but not right now, I have things going on that I can’t stop just because I found my mate,” I explained.

“What, what are those supposed things that are more important than spending time with your mate?!” William shouted.

“Is it because of that fucker that I found you with last month?! Because I’ll gladly go find him and rip his fucking head off for taking what’s mine!” he snarled.

“No! He’s just a friend!” I shouted back but he just scoffed and crossed his arms, “I can’t exactly explain to you why I can’t tell you, but I will as soon as I finish what I started ok? Can you please try to understand that for me, please?” I begged and I watched as his eyes softened as they slowly started fading into his striking silver eyes.

William was quiet for a minute, deep in thought and I walked up to him and softly touched his arm making him snap out of his thoughts and look at me while I pulled the old puppy dog eyes on him.

“Fine,” my mate snapped and I smiled as I gave him a hug mentally high fiving myself for my cute plead.

That moment was short lived as I heard a snap to my right and William’s arms tightening around me. I looked over and saw William’s beta and third in command step out of the woods wearing only short with their hands behind their backs hiding something.

“Alpha,” they bowed.

As soon as I smelled what they had in their hands I started to struggle in William’s arms, but they just softly squeezed me tighter.

“I can’t have my mate away from me any longer; I need my Luna, my mate, my kitten…mine,” he softly growled in my ear as he grabbed the chloroform covered cloth and covered my mouth and nose. I clawed at William's hand as I stopped breathing and mind linked James sending him a mental picture and a quick find me quick.

“Breathe!” William commanded his alpha coming out.

I refused too and I knew my face was blue by now, William growled and the hand that was holding my waist traveled down and squeezed my bum, I gasped breathing in the fumes.

“That’s it kitten, breathe for me, soon you’ll wake up back home,” William purred and I couldn’t help but want to punch him in the face right now for calling me kitten for the umpteenth time now, god I hate that name.

“If you take me away, I’ll never forgive you for this,” I said groggily once he took the cloth off of my face.

“You will,” he said confidently and my anger spiked because he was being selfish right now, if those monsters find me, my people will be dead along with me, I can’t let that happen and William is getting in the way of it.

“No, I won’t and that’s a promise,” I whispered closing my eyes after seeing the slight worry in his eyes, letting the darkness take over.

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“IT’S BEEN TWO FUCKING DAYS!” I heard a roar in the distance.

“I’m sorry Alpha, but you made her breathe in too much chloroform, she’ll be up before you know it,” I heard another voice explain with a slight waver in his voice.

“Don’t blame me for this! You better hope she wakes up in the next few minutes or I’ll have your head!” the first voice shouted again.

My eyes slowly fluttered open, I was in a room, oh I knew this room all toro well even if I was only in here for a few hours and William will pay for betraying me!

He just wanted us back, my wolf whimpered.

You know we can’t be with him right now! We left for a reason! Stop being so selfish and think about what will happen if we stay here with him!  I yelled at her. She whimpered and whined before shutting me out. I admit I felt a twinge of guilt but pushed it aside knowing it was the only way to get her to understand that we can’t be here right now.

I stared blankly at my lap as I felt the anger surround me, I know William needs his mate, but he has to understand that I CAN’T BE HERE!

I heard someone open the door and by the slight shiver I felt ripple through me I knew it was William, but I didn’t look up not once. He has to know that I’m being serious.

“Hey you’re up,” he said as he sat down next to me.

“I told you not to take me away,” I said lowly.

“You have to understand that I need my mate!” he said with no emotion or regret in his voice.

I stayed quiet not sure what to say that will make him understand and not hurt his feelings at the same time although I think I may have already hurt him and I wanted to whimper for unintentionally hurting my mate.

I looked at my hands, “You should have respected my wishes, I would have eventually come back to you,” I said quietly.

“I don’t want you eventually, I want you now,” he said as he sat down at the edge of the bed.

“You know I’m not staying,” I said.

“If I have to chain you to the bed, I will,” he threatened.

“Never knew having a mate would mean becoming a prisoner,” I muttered lowly, but he heard.

Of course he would, he’s an Alpha, My wolf retorted.

I mentally rolled my eyes, “And I never knew having a mate would be so annoying and stupid,” he sneered.

My head snapped up as tears immediately filled my eyes as a flash of pain ripped through my heart.

“Then reject me! If I’m so annoying and stupid why put up with me huh?! Go find yourself a better and stronger Luna, find a mate who will stay by your side and be waiting for you hand and foot like a little bitch slave, because that certainly won’t be me!” I yelled as I ran to the door barely opening it before it was shut closed right in my face.

Arms wrapped around me as I tried to fight my way out of them trying to hold in my sobs of pain. William wouldn’t let me go, if anything he just held me tighter and I eventually stopped and cried out my pain as he kept muttering sorry in my ear. As I stopped I couldn’t help the permanent frown that stayed on my face as I got the sudden urge to cry again, but held it in as I realized something.

This isn’t me, I don’t cry over a boy, I don’t show emotions, I’m a fucking warrior trained to be neutral and ignore my surroundings to focus on my goals. I let things get in my way of everything. The fucking hunters, the people after me, the upcoming war…. This is not me! I’m acting like a damsel in distress needing a fucking knight in shining armor to save me, but I’ve been taught how to fight for survival, how to fight my own battles and how to make sacrifices for the ones I love…I want him, William, but is it worth the risk of exposing and losing my people?

I grew up with the saying that in order to save, there must be a sacrifice.

I looked at William furiously blinking away the tears and taking a couple deep breaths, locking eyes with grey ones that held, regret, anger, confusion, lust, admiration and love….

Am I ready to sacrifice my one chance at true love and happiness for the survival of my kind?

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