Isella returned to the banquet hall.
âI understand. But after this is over, I donât want to see you again.â
âYes.â
âNever at all.â
How would things turn out? If Carynne, as Zion had suggested, were to cleverly name Sir Raymond as her husband, would that make things go smoothly?
âIsella, but⦠is there something we need to be doing right now?â
âJust stay put, Sir Zion. I donât think Carynne will name Sir Raymond.â
âWhy not? If Carynne just names Sir Raymond, like her mother did with Lord Hare, it would all be over.â
âThereâs no way thatâll happen.â
Isella immediately dismissed Zionâs speculation.
It was impossible. No matter how much people criticized Raymond for being reckless and indulgent, his public value was still significant. He was a famous soldier admired by Prince Lewis, a war hero, and young and handsome to top it off.
âEven if Carynne requests it, thereâs no way Crown Prince Gueuze would allow it. It would only make him doubt Carynneâs true intentions.â
ââ¦Yes, I wasnât thinking straight. Then, what do you think, Miss Isella?â
âSir Raymond asked me for help because⦠I think Carynne is more likely to name you as her husband.â
ââ¦Me?â
Zion looked baffled as he pointed to himself. Why would Carynne choose him? Their relationship was not exactly goodâin fact, it leaned more toward the negative. So why would she name him as her husband?
âThatâs right. Itâs the position of a mistressâs husband, so they wouldnât let her choose a man sheâs close to or someone of high value. A man with little status, someone already interested in another woman, would be a better choice. They need someone Crown Prince Gueuze would approve of, and you fit the bill perfectly.â
Zion rubbed the back of his neck.
He understood. If Carynne was thinking strategically, she would never choose Raymond. From what Isella said, it was clear Carynne would think the same. Zion had been too narrow in his assumptions because of Raymond and Carynneâs relationship.
âHmm, I guess Iâd better prepare for a proposal thenâ¦. But why did Sir Raymond ask you instead of me? I wouldâve understood if heâd just told me. I donât see why he dragged you into this dangerous plan.â
As Zion grumbled, Isella covered her mouth with her fan and looked at him.
âBecause this plan obviously needed my approval.â
âAh. Um, yesâ¦â
âAre you unhappy with that?â
Of course not. Zion resigned himself to serving his master willingly. Having no choice was just part of the deal.
* * *
But Carynne didnât choose Zion. Nor did she choose Raymond.
With a gentle smile at Crown Prince Gueuze, Carynne calmly made her request for a husband.
âDullan Roid would be best, Your Highness.â
* * *
Dullan Roid had come to the capital for one purpose: to drug Carynne Hare.
When Carynne had been at the Hare estate, the manorâs servants or maids had regularly given her contraceptives in advance, but after she left the estate, according to Nancy and the lord, Carynne had likely stopped taking them.
Her becoming pregnant was not part of his plan.
[ There is a man I would like to introduce to you. ]
In the letter she had sent to the fief lord, she mentioned only that there was someone she wanted to introduce. She hadnât provided any names or descriptions.
Dullan wanted to see for himself. If this wasnât her first life, she wouldâve considered many variables in making her choice.
Which man had she chosen?
He was curious, but at the same time, he thought it didnât really matter. Whoever it was had nothing to do with him.
Carynne had lived long enough to have opportunities to catch any man she wanted. With her beauty, it wouldnât have been difficult. No matter whom she chose, the end result would be the same. A rich man, a handsome man, a famous manâit didnât matter.
It doesnât matter who it is.
Whatâs important is his own task. He would not let Carynne Hare become pregnant. Never.
There was no such thing as a beautiful ending. Endings, by their very nature, become dreadful. The story does not need a conclusion.
She does not need a child.
There is no need for an end.
* * *
Dullan had spent a long time at the abbey, and since he was a priest, staying at the grand cathedral wasnât difficult for him. When he arrived at the cathedral, the vicar greeted him warmly. Even the bishop himself summoned Dullan for a meeting.
âItâs a great help to have you here at such a time, Reverend Dullan.â
âI-Iâm just glad to be of service⦠even with my limited abilities.â
âYouâre really of great help. The capital is always short of hands. Truly⦠if any priest comes to assist, weâd be grateful, but to have someone from the Alburn Abbeyâwell, weâre deeply thankful.â
Doctors were welcomed everywhere. Private hospitals charged exorbitant fees for treatment and medicine, and the countryâs public hospitals were few and far between.
The royal family demanded that the cathedral carry out relief activities, but as in any era or country, the governmentâs budget was always lacking. Especially for medical services aimed at the poor, resources were even scarcerâthere werenât enough medicines, nor enough staff.
In such a situation, Dullanâs visit was a great relief for the people at the grand cathedral.
âHas the abbot of the Alburn Abbey been doing well?â
âY-Yes⦠He is well.â
âThe abbot mentioned that he was sorry to see you interrupt your studies. So, is your presence here for the medical symposium, to continue your studies for a while?â
âT-Thatâs right. Lord Hare is still in good health.â
The vicar had heard about Dullanâs academic dedication from the abbot and was secretly hoping that Dullan would continue down that path.
Though the lord of a small estate wasnât of much interest to the vicar, a priest who pursued the study of medicine was another matter. Moreover, Dullan had been a top student for nine consecutive years.
âYou can always inherit the estate when youâre older.â
âIâm still⦠considering it.â
As expected, Dullanâs habit of stammering and his inability to make eye contact seemed more suited to the life of a scholar than a ruler of an estate.
So, when Dullan had announced his decision to halt his studies, the abbot, the prior, and other priests had all shaken their heads in disappointment.
âI see. By the way, Lord Hareâs daughter is staying here, isnât she? Wasnât there talk of an engagement between you and Miss Carynne?â
ââ¦Yes.â
The vicar nodded knowingly.
âAh, butâ¦â
âItâs not that kind of broken engagement, I-I assure you. But if word got out⦠it would be uncomfortable, so please keep it a secret. I wish to remain unnoticed.â
Dullan didnât appreciate the way the vicar looked at him, as though he were some poor man who had been jilted. He hadnât seen Carynne since they were children. Was it four years ago when he last saw her? Back then, Carynne had been nothing more than a mad, raging child.
He wouldnât suddenly see her as a woman just because sheâd grown older. More than anything, Dullan had no desire for that.
âI am simply⦠doing my duty as a servant of God.â
Dullan found the vicarâs sympathetic gaze uncomfortable. The vicar seemed to think Dullan was a foolish man who couldnât forget Carynne, chasing after her even after she had rejected him. Dullan knew how the situation looked, but he couldnât deny it, so he remained silent.
Once he confirmed who Carynneâs partner was and administered the medicine at the right time, his task would be over.
All he wanted was to satisfy his curiosity.
Nothing more.
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