âHave you arrived, Young Master?â
The butler bowed deeply as he greeted Raymond. There was a bruise on his temple.
â¦To beat James like this, who had served the family since their parentsâ generation.
Knowing Jamesâs lifespan, Raymond felt a pang of sorrow. The old butler would die of a stroke in a few years. Suddenly, too many people he hadnât thought about crowded his mind.
âWhere is my brother?â
âBaron Saytes is in the drawing room.â
âTell him Iâll go see him now. Iâm heading there right away.â
âUnderstood.â
A spark of resolve flashed in him.
âWhat about Xenon, Young Master? I thought he would come with you.â
âAs I gained experience, I found I needed Xenonâs help less and less. So, I asked him to do something else.â
âI see⦠To be honest, we werenât expecting you, so weâre a bit unprepared.â
Bits of damage were visible here and there around the manor. The servants looked gloomy, and the maintenance was clearly neglected. With an invalid as the master and no mistress, the state of things was not good. Seeing James ashamed, Raymond lightly patted his shoulder.
âDonât worry about it. This is my home.â
ââ¦Yes, sir.â
Raymond took a fresh look around his own house. Each part, he had once intended to clean and maintain himself, seemed not as vast as it once had with servants around. As Raymond headed to the drawing room, the people inside opened the door with tense expressions.
âBrother.â
âYouâre here, Raymond.â
Baron Saytes, holding a bottle of liquor, looked at Raymond entering the drawing room.
Raymond sat down in front of his brother.
âArenât you supposed to be in the army still? And whatâs wrong with your eye?â
ââ¦I got out early.â
âDidnât go blind, did you?â
âNot sure.â
It becomes easier with age. Knowing where to blow things up and whom to kill was the easiest part in war. The hardest part was saving people.
Killing his older brother became easy, too. The version of his brother during Raymondâs childhood might have been large, but now, a single knife in his hands could end him in minutes.
âBrother, I broke off my engagement with Isella Evans.â
ââ¦What?â
The massive body swayed. The baronâs face contorted.
âYou⦠crazy little⦠Who are you toâ What about Verdic Evans⦠Is it because of your eye?â
âThatâs not it.â
âThen why! Damn it, why?! I need to meet Verdic right now. This is insane⦠Even so, to break off the engagementâ¦â
âBrother.â
Raymond met the baronâs eyes as he spoke.
âIsella Evans and I simply arenât right for each other.â
A long silence followed.
But it was only a reprieve because the baron didnât understand what he meant. As he began to comprehend, his face grew redder and purpler.
âDid you⦠say this?â
âYes.â
âYou goddamn⦠idiot! You imbecile! You know nothing but how to shoot!â
It would be easier that way.
Raymond stood up as the baron approached him, his face red with rage.
âI absolutely cannot allow this! You fool⦠You need a beating to come to your sensesâ¦!â
âBrother.â
Subduing him was easy. Despite his size, with his body having grown lazy and corpulent from an indolent lifestyle, the baron was slow, and Raymondâunusually fit even amongst military menâno longer needed to seek his brotherâs permission.
* * *
Carynne looked up at Raymondâs side profile.
âWith the Baron⦠Did you resolve things well with your brother?â
âYes, I resolved it well.â
Carynne seemed concerned. She recalled something he said to her when he was 117.
He once told her that he couldnât trust what she said. That she knew nothing. That she didnât even know his brother would die. That she didnât even know herself⦠So, at the end of the day, these were reasons why he could love her.
After that, Carynne had been bothered that Raymond never mentioned anything about his family to her again.
âI sent my brother to a hospital.â
Carynneâs eyes widened in surprise.
âIsnât⦠Isnât that a bit too much?â
Most hospital wards were in deplorable conditions. Therefore, it was natural for families who could afford it to keep their loved ones at home and have a doctor visit them.
Perhaps she thought it didnât align with his past behavior of considering others.
But Carynne only knew one side of Raymond. Wishing for him to walk a better path, the method of simply bearing everyoneâs burdens was not a better path for Raymond at all.
âThis was the best way.â
If left unchecked, Baron Saytes would cause someoneâs demise. And the baron himself was going to die soon anyway. Raymond thought it would be more sinful to just leave him be.
There was no way for him and his brother to fully reconcile. The baron had lived too long in a haze of drugs and laziness. It was not better to let him keep his title of nobility intact.
âCarynne, maybe⦠becoming just friends isnât the better option. You said you have plenty of time, but realistically, itâs not that much. The overlapping of time really only happens between us two, and Miss Isella probably doesnât know much about you.â
* * *
âWhy did you say that?â
Zion scratched his head as he watched Raymond sit down dejectedly.
âWhatâs wrong with what I said?â
Raymond murmured gloomily, staring down at his drink in a dark tavern. Zion found it hard to adapt to the sudden change in Raymondâs demeanor and struggled to respond. He then asked him, while taking his share.
âAre you drunk?â
âNo.â
Raymond was known for his capacity to hold his liquor. Even when mischievous superiors made him drink crates at a time, his face remained unaltered. There was no way he was drunk after barely drinking a glass.
âIt would be better if he were drunk.â
Zion Electra found it uncomfortable watching Raymondâs gloomy state. He did not want to display the commendable friendship of consoling him.
âI need to meet Miss Isella quickly.â
The cause of Raymondâs gloom was Isella Evans, who Zion was earnestly trying to impress.
âUm⦠Sir Raymond, I should go nowâ¦â
âWhy does Miss Isella speak to Carynne like sheâs ordering around a platoon?â
ââ¦â¦â
It didnât seem like he would let it go.
Zion wanted to avoid Raymondâs lamenting grip but realized it was impossible. All he could do was sigh.
Raymond had been very gloomy lately.
âIâm going to become friends with Miss Isella.â
While Carynneâs efforts with Isella didnât please him, he tried to understand it. The reason she was acting this way was ultimately because of Raymond himself.
And thinking of his enduring connection with Isella Evans, he somewhat agreed with her desire to get along better.
âWhyâ¦â
However, Isellaâs obvious reluctance to become closer to Carynne saddened Raymond. While Carynne seemed only slightly dejected, watching her like this tore Raymondâs heart.
He was on the verge of begging at gatherings of distinguished ladies in high society to help Carynne make other friends.
Of course, he refrained, knowing Carynne would want to smash his head for such actions, but nevertheless, Raymond found Isellaâs recent treatment of Carynne utterly unreasonable.
âWhy does she do that when Iâm not around?â
Raymond could still remember the interactions between Isella and Carynne in the past.
Isella always had her claws out for Carynne. No matter how much Carynne tried to accommodate her and worked diligently, no matter how miserable she became, Isella never seemed satisfied.