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Chapter 14
I hated the way every thought of mine lingered back to Daniel; in all honesty I was starting to miss him.
Why couldn't for once someone love me?
The way my dad beat up my mum welled up tears in my ears, I broke down again feeling terrible but you know what, my mum was so faithful she never left the bastard because she loved me. She was the last person who had ever properly loved me.
I needed someone to hug, someone who could comfort me and love me unconditionally but in my fate that was never meant to be. I arose from the expensive, welcoming bed and got up recollecting the memories from last night.
I hated life, I hated everything and youâre probably thinking oh well here again she goes on about her messed up life but no, no one ever see the messed up life underneath the face. Itâs hidden, locked away staying right in my heart and Iâm tired of waiting with the weight on my shoulder.
I need someone to lift it off.
âHey,â a voice whispered, I turned around and the proximity enclosed on me he was very close to me.
I stepped back allowing myself some space, what had happened last night?
âItâs alright, I wonât hurt you,â he gave me a reassuring smile. Memories from last night flooded in when my heart bled, seeing Daniel with someone else hurt me more than it should have but hell it hurt like a mother fucking bitch.
âThanks for last night,â I looked down to the floor, watching his footsteps come closer I held my breath, his hand moved forward and I clenched my eyes shut then he tipped my chin upwards so I was facing him as he said,
âOpen your eyes,â I was met with his hazel eyes, instantly I melted in them they looked similar so familiar to me.
Daniel. Shaking my head I put my palm on his chest pushing him back, the cold air surround me as soon as I pushed him backwards. A look of pain crossed his face but the speed it had come was exactly the speed that it went away, he scratched the back of his head at the awkwardness in the room.
âThere are some clothes in the bag,â he spoke, âand the shower is through there, when youâre ready come downstairs,â with that he left the room.
On his way out, I admired his looks you could say. He would and probably is every girls dream, the way his hair fell in front of his eyes made you want to push it back so you could melt into his arms.
But not like Daniels, his eyes are insanely dark and draw you in.
You miss him, you want him and most of all you need him to fix you.
Your broken love.
Sighing I headed towards the bathroom, I didnât need Daniel because he left me remember he never wanted me in the first place.
I need to get over him; men like him arenât worth it. I spent ages in the shower, but when I did come out I made a decision.
I would not sit here moping around while Daniel has fun, I deserved to have a little fun but I needed to concentrate on my studies because my mother deserved justice. Making my way down the stairs, I felt different a new me, this was a new beginning for me. For now, my heart would need to heal while I recover approaching a different way to life.
âHey Victor,â I smiled to him; his shocked face at my different attitude disappeared quickly. I helped him in the kitchen; grabbing two plates he made pancakes for the two of us.
âSo...,â he trailed off, we didnât know much about ourselves but it was fine. We had time, the only thing that would run away is the memories but if we used this time wisely we could do whatever we wanted to.
âItâs Sidney,â I spoke, âSidney Parker,â he dropped his fork and stared wide eyed at me. Quirking up my brow in question he excused himself to regain composure.
Does he know me?
Do I know him?
âSorry about that,â he inched forward, in one swift motion he grabbed my waist and picked me up clamping a hand over my mouth.
âVic-,â I was cut off, as he threw me in the basement. My eyes widened as he pointed the gun at me, telling me to shut up I bit my tongue until I could taste the blood, swallowing it I shivered in fear.
The door slammed shut; struggling with the rope he tied me onto the chair. Kicking the chair back, my head collided against the back this is what Daniel did to me when I told him that Amy was going to kill him.
What was with me and danger? It followed me round a lost puppy, and whenever I uttered something it struck, striking me right in the heart. I whimpered as my head collided with the ground, tears leaked from my eyes and my breathing was coming out raggedly.
âIâm sorry,â his eyes hardened, his gun smacked me across the face and thatâs when the darkness took me not before a flashback.
I remembered my innocent mother, my bastard of a father who abused me, my husband who was supposed to love me and Victor the one I thought I could trust.
I was bad luck, karma was surely a bitch. My body gave way; I welcomed the pain with free will because after all I was a punching bag.
I needed to man up, I had to put a stop to this because my mothers words' echoed in my ear,
"You are who you want to be Sidney,"
The minutes I wake up, I will escape from this place. That was a promise too bad the darkness took me first.
Fucking perfect.
Danielâs POV
He punched the wall twice, thrice and many times until Nate grabbed him calming him down.
âWhere the fuck is she then?â he screamed at his trackers, they looked onto the floor in shame at the job they had failed to carry out.
âGo,â Nate ushered them out, Daniel grabbed the whiskey out from the draw and poured it into his glass. Anger filled in his eyes, he regretted everything from the day he took Sophie to the day he dragged Sidney to the altar.
âItâs my fault,â he cried, âtheyâre going to use her against me,â he kicked the table and the bottle of whiskey smashed onto the floor into pieced just like his life was.
âYou need to think straight ,â Nate told him, âyour digging yourself a hole, you need Sidney just as much as she needs you,â his words struck Daniel like a bucket of ice cold water.
Sidney needed him? Hell, he wouldnât be surprised if she hated him.
âSheâs beautiful Nate,â Daniel slurred with his words, âall I can see if her face, all I can think is how stupid I was to let her go, the guilt is eating me!â he roared, the walls shook at his ferocity.
âLeave it to me,â Nate informed him, âyou just sort yourself out,â he gave Nate a curt nod before dropping back onto the leather chair in his office.
Looking up onto the ceiling, memories flooded back. This very house was once a place full of joy, laughter and love but now, it had become a dreadful, ruthless place with a shameless name. His mother who was killed because of the things his father had done, admittedly his father was not a good man. He was in debt to several people, didnât do his job probably and consequently failed to keep up the demands of his boss so they killed his mum instead to teach him a lesson.
Not only did that destroy the Lockwood family, the beloved little sister was killed along with his mother. The two people he loved the most had been taken away from him just when I was eleven. Â He turned into a solid person, not showing any emotions and his brother took after him. Soon after losing his mother and sister he was still grieving but it only made things worse when his father one day was shot in front of them.
Daniel had made this gang from scratch, teaching everyone who ever disobeyed him a lesson. Revenging his family name by killing those who took his loved ones away but now that he owned the whole underworld he didnât have any purpose left to life.
Except Sidney.
Her perfect features shone bright when he closed his eyes, the ceiling was like a picture frame of all the times he saw her from the very day when she stepped out of the car with Luke to the moment he dragged her into the church.
He had no purpose, but others were determined to bring him down and they were going to do it by using Sidney against him. He knew the one person who knows him better than he knows himself, Victor would be the one behind all this along with his boss.
Grabbing his phone from the desk he called a long time friend, dialling his number he tapped his foot against the ground impatiently.
âBrandon,â he spoke, âIâve got a job for you, meet me outside my house in ten,â with that he hung up the phone.
If they were going to play dirty, so was he but he was going to do it the way he did best.
Kill anyone that came in his way.
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