"are you calm down now Riku?"Tenn ask while rubbing around Riku's back.Tenn just finish changing Riku's wet clothe so Riku in high fever because he stayed under rain for to long.Tenn didn't stop because the rain are helping Riku cover his tears from falling,
"thank you Tenn-nii..but I never thought you would comeback..."said Riku.
"Riku,I told you,you can't lie to me when it comes about feeling...like you too,you know how I am feeling when the day I cried at the stage in front of my fans.You are to honest..but now you hold everything from the truth just because you the one give up everything,I know that.I can read your heart.Our heart are always connect."said Tenn.
"...I know I being lost myself..but it's true Tenn-nii,I died 3 times...one my first are from the day mom did change my heart to you..for saving your life but the angel give me another chance to keep alive because people become not fair in choosing other life..on second time,on the day I was coma because of my illness...doctor said I don't have time and will die soon because I didn't get enough treatment well..that day mom and dad was frustrated because of me.They working hard to find some money to save me..but the angel give another chance again to stay alive.Everyone were thought it was miracle...but it's not...and the last time I died, the day before you almost got shoot by haters...you don't remember that because the memories immediately get out from yours...that's why i..give up everything..i already learn myself about accepting the thing that already happen to me.I don't want to be people who use this advantage that other people don't have.Sometime I ask myself why would I got chosen when I didn't do anything..."said Riku.
Tenn being silent and didn't want to say anything.Riku already be this strong.Accept the fate he faced before.Tenn were thinking about "Riku..really ready for this?.."
"Riku...you..can't..i don't know what I want to say...but everything is my mind and my heart was made sure you have happy life...save...I don't care if if I have to sell my body to save you..all I want is you save and happy,I always pray that you will always stay alive and thinking that you will not forgive me anymore...but seeing you becoming what I become it's made me mad at myself and thought 'why he become idol?is that because of me?'..i keep asking myself what will happen if you become part of idol?...'what if something unexpected happen toward him?',I can't throw my negative thought about you because I was worry about you..you can't handle more people that give you the support because you can't stand the weight...you are special kid that always thought me about happiness...no matter what,you always admiring me more.You always give me a positive compliment that made me want to do more again and again.I thought I can but honestly I admit that I'm the one who was weak at everything.Seeing you perform happily..i really saying that you are the stronger one..."said Tenn as his tears were fell.
"Tenn-nii...an-"Riku suddenly coughing again but this time are worst.Tenn were panic and push the emergency button to call doctor.The doctor and a few nurse come immediately.Nurse told Tenn to wait outside because he was not allowed to be there.
After a few hours later,doctor said Riku need to be rest for tonight,so Tenn was heading home and will come tomorrow again.He was glad that he was fine.Miyou know how Tenn's feel right now so she let Tenn have his space for while.
Tenn throw his body on his bed and heard something fell from Riku's bookshelf.Tenn stand up and pick that book that fell from the bookshelf.When Tenn open it,it was Riku's diary book but it was write 'Dear to my love one?'.Tenn open it and read the first page..
MONDAY XX/XX/XXXX
I don't know what should I write because this is my book that soon Tenn-nii will read it...but I have to made my own private space right?Uh I don't know,this is my first time writing this since I got narcolepsy.Well to be honest,I always got the same dream about being someone that I don't really know but sometime I feel it's reality but actually only dream..I don't know...but yeah...sometime I got the weird dream about Tenn-nii leaving me because of my illness get worse?but I hope it not really happen..but I still disappointed at myself because I been missing my time already.I never thought I will be gone for 3 years more and made Tenn-nii alone.I hope I can do something for Tenn-nii...
"..Riku..."Tenn mumbling alone and skip another page and keep writing.
FRIDAY XX/XX/XXXX
I meet a friend that no one can see him,he told me something weird and made me scare to meet him again..he talking about Uenoyami Yaitako about plan to hurt me? I don't understand..but everything was real so I tried to avoid it in the same time,Tenn-nii and the other always warn me.Futaka keep protecting me and told me not to there and not to here...there's go same like Tenn-nii.So I have to follow them to avoid making them worry at me.But in the same time,I can see,Tako didn't mean to do this because he did this just want to get his parent attention? But that 'friend' told me that he is not the real son from Uenoyami family..he was Ushio..but according by him,they just taking care of Tako because they feel guilty at him because they did some big mistake that made them can't forget about that until now.
"So..Riku actually know everything early than us...".Tenn skip another page and found something that caught his attention.
TUESDAY XX/XX/XXXX
"If there was a world where we had never met",I meet Ritsu at my dream and...all my memories come flooding back to me and I just can't stop thinking curious.Those memories...I remember something..and I finally realize...who am i...I am..died already...
"Riku..found out..everything and it must be hard for him that making him trauma and almost lost control more..."said Tenn alone and when he about to put back the diary there's a paper fell from the book.Tenn pick up and saw 'to Tenn-nii from the future..'.Tenn was curious so he open it and read the paper.
Dear my beloved brother,Nanase Tenn
Dear my brother that I love named Nanase Tenn..no I mean Kujou Tenn,I don't know if I can give this letter early or not I don't know but yeahh...I hope...hmm..hahahahahahaha I don't know.
well,Kujou Tenn,I know your name is Kujou Tenn..not Nanase Tenn anymore.You leave me without saying anything and left me more question.I almost hate you for the rest of my life for leaving me but I completely got my memories back.So I understand the reason you left me.I know the reason why you didn't reply on me when our parent are fighting for their life in incident,I know why you being mean to me..i know everything.i should the one who don't deserve this live for many chance.You did the right thing,I always the one get fully attention and made you feel lonely.You are the one who always sacrifice everything to protect me but in the same thing,I am being selfish and didn't think about how you feeling after sacrifice yourself to Kujou-san because of me.This is my fault for being useless person in this life and everything I got actually not for me because I don't deserve.I was stubborn so stubborn.I thought if I become like you,I can sing with you together like we dreamed before but honestly I was hurting you more and more.I was ungrateful person.Hahahahaha.After learn everything,I only have power to save them and send back to the were they belong meanwhile I have to stay because I have no more live chance anymore.So I need to do this for save them.But before then,I should spend my time together before I go.I will not be there anymore,so please keep everything on forward because it's better without me.So no one can't hold anyone back again like I did.I know I am not good at lying but if you read this letter you know my heart truly saying right?..
Ofcourse I want to stay with you guys but my fate are not belong there...I have to leave everything at the world and heading to something that I already be prepared.I can't really join you at those world anymore because I wasn't there anymore.I experience it more.The time keep repeating and always made me realize everything...You guys were hurt because of me,you were trapped because of me...you guys suffer here because of me..This world only place for me saying goodbye properly.I know,I can't change the fate and I already accept my fate,my destiny.Tenn-nnii,please don't stop me this because I really mean it when I say I don't much time because I been meet death many time.This is not fair for other people who need this chance right.I already were given 3 times.So I don't want it again even my heart saying opposite.I really happy that I have good time with everyone and thanks Tenn-nii for being my temporary brother.I really apprieciate..your kindness...
Thank you very much Tenn-nii,you always been good brother to me.I will never had brother like you...I'm sorry for my weakness that made you hate me a lot before.Please enjoy your life and be happy with your dream..
Tear were fell without stop as that can't be stopped anymore.Those word are really touching heart and made everything was over.Even he was his related brother,he can't do anything for his younger brother.I didn't have special power like his little brother did.The memories between the elder brother and younger brother are playing at the brother's mind.He saw how big smile that his younger brother give him.How happy he is when they were together.No matter the younger feel down,he would cheer him up and accompany him without give any complaint about his younger brother are sick.He only want to be best brother for the younger.His tears still can't stop falling and keep blaming himself for being mean before.
"Riku,I am sorry,you deserve better live..you the one should be on the stage with good health.You did sacrifice for me once of my life that me stay alive until these day.I am the one who steal perfection from you when we were born.I shouldn't be the one who complaining about your illness.You never blame me,you never blame mom and dad..you always say thank you to me and everyone.It;s breaks my heart more and thought this is not fair for you...how can you endure this...I don't know if it was me...but you are special kid..i don't know.."said Tenn alone while knees down as he was defeated by sadness.
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"Good morning Riku! You look like you sleep well"said Mitsuki and put the fruit on the table.
"oh yeah..i just got fever yesterday,today I still feel dizzy but I am better now.."said Riku.Tamaki immediately feel Riku's forehead and can feel it still hot.
"Rikkun you still burning,are you sure we are not bothering you?"Tamaki ask.
"Hahahhahaha it's fine,I will be better soon,I have to teach you guys about the ritual..."said Riku.
"take your time Riku-kun,here I brought you a green tea,you should have it."said Sougo while pour it for Riku.
"Thank you sougo-san.."said Riku.He drink the green tea and always taste like before when he at other world.
The member keep entertaining Riku in the same time he teaching them about the ritual then TRIGGER and REVALE come too for learn the ritual too.Good time Ritsu were there and teach them about the ritual.Riku are still suffering with fever.Tenn hide his face and only learn the ritual too since he had something with him that given by Riku.
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Miyou and Nishi just come inside and saw Riku was having fun together with them.The parent were smiling when he saw Riku was smiling a lot even he know his time are not enough but Riku still look like he stay calm as he was ready for everything.Sometime,Miyou can't stand it and about to cry when he saw how happy Riiku was even he was dying.Miyou were pretending smile at Riku and leaving the room for while because she about to crying.
"my poor Riku..."
Tenn saw Miyou were crying.No matter,which world he was,he will only saw his mother crying for Riku who was struggling in live.Riku only smile and keep smiling even he don't accept the fate but he have no choice.Everyone were having fun together as it was no tomorrow.
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Day by day,Riku's body getting weak and he know it almost his time.He only have 2 days more and didn't want to show his weak state right now even Tenn.He was struggling at himself and it's really hurt him a lot.Ritsu only watch Riku because Ritsu know he can't do anything about it.
"Ri-chan..should I call Tenn?"Ritsu ask.
"No need,I don't want to show this...I want to stay happy in front of them..i want..to..made this last time that they can't regret it anymore.I don't want they sad or feel down because of me.I don't want Tenn-nii regret for what he did.Everyone did has their own reason.No one can't blame their own...I always love everyone and want to say thanks to them for brighten my day everyday..."said Riku while his breathing are not stable.
"Ri-chan..."
Doctor were put Riku in sleep for while to calm down his asthma first.The other are not allowed to visit Riku yet because doctor want Riku get enough rest for whole day today since he was over his limit being fun together with other.
Meanwhile Ritsu go meet the angel that name Mellisa who was taking care of Riku's life before.Ritsu was loved by Mellisa.She was the power full angel but for now,the greatest took her power and made her powerless.Only Kira and Ritsu can return their power again and made banning turn the past.
"Oh dear Ritsu,what are doing here,the greatest will.."
"don't worry Mellisa-san,he won't notice at this time because he was focus on Riku right now.."said Ritsu.
"..i see..then why you here..you know I can't do anything right now.."said Mellisa.
"...Riku made plan to defeat the greatest...using his last power to send them back to their present world..."said Ritsu.
"But Riku-san can't do that,his body won't stand it with that condition...this is really riskin-"
"He already prepare everything and accept his fate..he already give up and all he want is send them back to their real present world..Riku will defeat the greatest on his last day because those day,the greatest come to take his souls..."said Ritsu.
"..my poor kid...I'm not sure if the greatest can be defeat so easy...Riku ,you or Kira-san won't able to handle their power since they have our power..."said Mellisa.
"..no..Riku will win..he will made it better...I believe in him.That was his real power,it's not from how he spreading his voice but his heart was to strong enough to defeat them.Riku's heart was the most powerful in this world and the greatest won't able to fight it...he will return you power back Mellisa-san..i believe he can since he sacrifice himself for the ritual sending them back..."said Ritsu.Mellisa can see how determine Ritsu believe in Riku.
"Then what is your wish my dear.."Mellisa ask.
"...please give me one more life...I will do anything for made it come true..."
Mellisa only silent and look up the sky,
"I'm sorry,I really can't do that again..."
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On the day suppose to be Riku's last day,everyone come early to made the ritual as the plan.They help Riku prepare himself and go to the place that have hidden door under's the greatest area.Ryuunosuke drive as fast as he can in the same time with safely.Riku was about to coughing again but he hold it until they arrive there.After not long later,they arrive and start taking their position like they already practiced before.Ritsu come and help them complete the ritual.Riku were coughing but he still can do it.Tenn was worry and hold Riku before they start the ritual.
"Riku wait..."said Tann as he grab Riku's hand.Everyone were watching them.
"Tenn-nii?..what's wrong?"Riku ask as he smile and pretending.
"please have this word at your mind."said Tenn.The other were confuse with Tenn's word.Tenn whisper at Riku.
"made sure to come together with us"Tenn whisper.Riku's eyes were widen open and smile at Tenn.
"I will Tenn-nii..."Riku's lies.
All of them start their ritual but suddenly something unexpected happen.The greatest was coming and giving a big clap to them.
"Riku riku,you are so smart...I never know you can caught this plan again! I should have kill you from the start..."said the greatest.
Iori were notice about the greatest.The greatest was the hunter who hurt Tako and Nao.Everyone can see it and keep standing at their position like Riku told them never leave the position.
"..you know I still have something powerful that you can't even defeat me"said Riku.
"I know that,you already know that I can't even touch you..but at least,the heaven angel couldn't do anything anymore because I am the most powerful in this world,and everyone should low your head on me!!"shout the greatest.
"*cough* hahahaahah that was good acting your highness,but you still look so weak..."said Riku as he tried to mocking the greatest.The greatest got pissed and grab Riku's hair with force.Tenn about to help Riku but Ritsu grab Tenn's hand and shaking himself.
"don't leave the place..it almost done,Riku almost done observe the power..."said Ritsu.Tenn was tsk his tongue and hoping Riku will be fine.All of them get ready to get the signal from Ritsu.Riku almost done observing the greatest power and didn't realize his nose were bleed.Riku try hard and harder to get more power meanwhile Kira taking everything to spread back to the angel back.
"You should give up Nanase Riku!you should accept your fate that you have no more life anymore.Your life already not fair for everyone.How can you forget something important?"said The greatest.Riku still struggling observing meanwhile Tenn waiting for the order.
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4
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3
2....
1....
"TENN-NII OPEN THE BOX NOW!!"shout Riku.
Tenn open the box and it was,bracelet that Riku give him on their birthday.Tenn wasn't expecting inside those box was that bracelet.The bracelate shinning and all of them except Riku are glowing.
"You were right the greatest,I already give up on my life a long time ago..but I never gave up on the love.The love I receive from everyone that I love.My friend and my parent.I already accept my fate...and you should the one who have to stay at those place forever!"said Riku.
Kira use his power and attack the greatest until he fell down.Riku were coughing and he get worst.Tenn about to help Riku but..
"Tenn-nii I told you not to move from you position...you guys will be back soon..."said Riku.
"How about you Riku!!???"Mitsuki shout as his body were glowing.
"..i am sorry I lie you guys..."said Riku.
All of them were speechless and hear it clear from Riku's mouth about lying them.
"..I don't have much time to stay alive anymore because I really don't have chance to follow you guys..i lie,my life end here and hope you guys do better without me...."said Riku
They about leave their position but Kira use his power and they disappear in one blink.Tenn was the last person who saw Riku smile at him and saw Riku say something but Tenn can't hear the word so he watch his lips moving.
"I am sorry...I love you..Tenn-nii...please be happy..."