"So..Riku,what are you gonna do right now?you already knew everything about what happen and know the situation more than me and the other..."Tenn ask.The twin actually laying at the outside watching the full moon today.Miyou only smile watching his sons are having fun with full moon up the sky.
"Sarah supposedly die on next month and at our birthday..on that day too,I will become weak and hard to do something because of them changing my fate with brain tumor.mom already know about that so I can't do anything.The future will always change until I completely gone from this world.Their plan was making me disappear and no one will remember me on the future.They want to do that...but only one thing I can do but this is might be last change to get back the future like before..."said Riku.
"What do you mean? Do you have other plan to do that?"Tenn ask.
"Well,I wasn't sure yet because I need to confirm it with something.But anyway Tenn-nii,only you can do that again but you have to stick the plan alone without me..."said Riku.
"What do you mean alone? Where will you go?"Tenn ask.
"Maybe..i...nevermind,I will tell you later about the plan,I need to tell the other too.Ahhh right...Tenn-nii should meet Kujou-san tomorrow.He will come to our theatre and make a scene in front of the guess.Before that happen,please talk with him at other place.Because I still can to protect mom and dad's business..Only that I want to change so they won't having hard time again because of me In the future."said Riku.
"I see..."said Tenn as he don't want to force Riku anymore."But Riku,can you do me a favor?..and you have to promise me you will do it..."said Tenn.Riku in clueless."I don't know if it working but since we are twin,I believe it will working if I try.."said Tenn.
"What do you want me to do?"Riku ask.Tenn grab Riku's hand and close his eyes.He try to use that 'things',to see everything that Riku been through before weather he with him or not.Riku can guess what Tenn want to do so he close his eyes to and use that 'things'.
Tenn was standing.He's around was Yaotome's Production Building.He saw the other him at the past just come out from office and saw Takanashi Tsumugi and Nikkaido Yamato.The other Tenn greet them.
"are you feel better?"Yamato ask.
"yes,anyways,I have 21 osama pudding.Please bring it before you leave"said other Tenn.
"Pudding?"Manager was blank and confuse with what they talking.
"who is she?"other Tenn ask.
"Oh she is our manager"said Yamato.
"Ohh,I am from Takanashi Production,Takanashi Tsumugi.."said Tsumugi.
"I know what I'm saying.."said Tenn alone when he heard the other him talking to Tsumugi on that day,
"you're Riku-san's brother,aren't you?"
"ah.....Nanase Tenn..."
"I'll send you tickets when Idolish7 debut.I hope you'll come to see Riku-san-.."
Tenn already close his eyes but not his ear because he want to hear what he say harsh toward Riku
"That day will never come."
Tenn feel guilty for what he say before.He always look down on Riku everytime Riku want to do better and want to be like him.Tenn only scare of Riku's death meanwhile Riku already be ready for what will happen to him in anytime.
"Riku has a fatal flaw.He can't survive in show business world."
Tenn's still want to keep hear how mean he be at Riku before.
"Tell Riku not to step into this world with such naïve resolve.He's just bothering people like us who are taking seriously."
Tenn only watch how the other Tenn leaving and how he say something harsh toward Riku from behind.Tenn can't believe he being so mean toward Riku before.He thought if he acting like that,Riku will obey Tenn but he was wrong because he realize,he can be idol because of Riku.Riku are his first fans that always support him before he was taken away from Kujou Takamasa.He even saw how Riku got throw away after he follow Kujou.He forgot to look his behind.He only look straight and don't want to regret leaving Riku like that but it useless if he want to regret now or later because he never be good brother toward Riku.
Tenn open his eyes and realize that Riku was hugging him.He didn't know his tears already fell through his cheeks.
"Riku..i-"
"Tenn-nii,I already knew about everything,about the reason you leave me.I don't care about that anymore.You don't have to feel regret or guilty at me because..if you hadn't go with Kujou-san,you won't see me standing there being idol just like you.You always be my number one best idol in my heart.You always made me want to keep ali-"suddenly Riku were coughing blood.Tenn were shock and immediately call his mother.
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Tenn holding Riku's hand in the same time,he was panic and worry about Riku.Riku's eyes about to close but Tenn keep talking with Riku not to close his eyes.He don't want Riku close eyes yet or it will be difficult for Riku when he arrive at the hospital.Nishi park his car in front of emergency door and immediately call doctor.The doctor were alert and saw Riku who was in serious condition.
"I am sorry Riku,I am sorry...I shouldn't do that to you..please Riku please..don't leave me yet...I still need you..i still..."Tenn repeat the same word as he was anxious saw Riku are like dying.Miyou hug Tenn to calm him down."Mom this is my fault,this is my fault.I shouldn't choose to leave Riku.This is my fault..everything from the start are my fault.It should be me...I'm the one who should be in Riku place,,"said Tenn and suddenly remember about what Riku told Tenn before about twin's day.(if you read please be honest,you should saw this conversation about Riku talking about twin's book)
"Tenn-nii,you know,while we in mom's womb,I help you to get born first with pushing you first and I should be your brother for helping you out first!!"
Tenn really remember those word and poured with guilty toward Riku.At first,mom didn't like Riku and almost kill Riku just because want to make Tenn perfect,then Riku got the illness that should be get the most attention on him.After that Tenn leaving Riku without sayinh anything.Even Riku been through this,he never blame anyone or saying that he hate them.He never feel weak because he always being stronger infront of them.Riku never show his weakness to be honest.
"Riku..never blame me for being stupid brother..."said Tenn.Miyou were smiling and hold Tenn's hand.
"you and Riku never hate us for what we had done before..."said Miyou.Tenn look at her mother.Tenn still remember,Riku the one who struggle in saving Miyou and Nishi after they got into accident.He didn't help Riku at all until his parent last breathe,Tenn never got to talk with them after choose to left them.Tenn didn't dare to look at them again and he was saying that he don't deserve everything.
"Mom..i did big mistake...I leave Riku before and didn't even give visit or asking how he's doing after all..i am bad brother."said Tenn.
"Tenn...my dear Nanase Tenn...you know..me and your dad are envy you..."said Miyou.Tenn was startle and look at Miyou."You know how to take care of Riku than us,you know how to entertain Riku..you always protecting Riku and you always made Riku happy until now.You always waiting Riku even he was gone for years...you want to close with him as you been with Riku for years...I really saw how much you love Riku from the day you both born until now.I really happy to get such perfect son like you Tenn...That's why,me and your dad give you two name..Heaven and Earth."said Miyou.Tenn realize one more thing,his parent never give up on them after the tragedy.
After a few hours waiting,doctor finally just came out from the emergency room.He immediately go to Nishi and about to talk with Nishi.
"Nanase-san,about your son...he didn't have much time,his tumor are spreading worst and his brain are lack of oxygen...he need to be in surgery when his tumor gotten big..please made decision...you have 1 week to decide and the cost are really...high.."said Doctor.Nishi's phone were fell from his hand as he didn't know what do after heard word of dying.Tenn and Miyou were speechless and didn't know what to do.Riku haven't told him about the plan yet."You can visit him now,but don't put him in pressure..."said Doctor.
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"Riku my dear...do-"
"I am sorry for making you worry mom,dad...I am fine now..i'm promise"said Riku while smiling.He was attach with so much tube and something at his body.Miyou hold herself from crying in front of Riku.She put smile at herself as she don't want make Riku worry.
"Riku,do you want eat something?we can go get it for you"said Miyou.
"can I have omurice!"said Riku while smile.Miyou about to cry but she still hold it and nodded.
"sure! I will cook it for you..please wait okay dear"said Miyou.Riku smile and nodded.
After a few minute,Miyou and Nishi go home to get what Riku need like clothe and things.Miyou told Tenn to stay with Riku until they come.Tenn only nodded and waiting for them to leave.After not to long,he go back to Riku's room.
"Riku,are sure you are perfectly fine?"Tenn ask.
"yes,they really want to get my soul...but this will be our last chance Tenn-nii...I will tell you about my plan but I can't guarantee that I can stay until the next word.."said Riku as he was serious.
"What..yo-"
"Tenn-nii...at those world,I really can't stay alive because I already dead..i already dead for many time...only Kira are can be trusted and I have to save him before the greatest come for my soul..so please...use this to protect yourself from the greatest.Ritsu will be with you for use those power to block their power.Only me and Kira can defeat them..."said Riku.
"Riku,I still don't understand..."said Tenn."please tell me honestly...".
Riku take a deep breathe and exhale."listen...please call them to come tomorrow..."said Riku with determine eyes.Tenn nodded.
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On next day,Tenn already call them like Riku told him to do.Tenn was waiting the other at the lobby.Seems like he saw Izumi's brother arrive first.
"Is Riku fine now?"Mitsuki ask.
"for while...yes,but doctor said he doesn't have much time...he need to be opretion..."said Tenn.
"Are you trying to avoid 'dying' word?"Iori ask and Tenn was silent as Iori was right.Then Nagi and Yamato arrive together and greet Mitsuki.After a few minute,Gaku,Ryuunosuke,Tamaki and Sougo come together.Now they are waiting for RE:VALE.While waiting,Miyou come and saw everyone was there.
"Oh you guys,come for visit Riku?"Miyou ask.
"yea..want to know how he's doing"said Tamaki.
"You guys are so kind,anyway here,please take this with you to eat together with Riku.."said Miyou.
"Mom where you want to go?"Tenn ask.
"Well,your dad has urgent at his office,I have to help him first and will be here after everything settle down"said Miyou while pat Tenn's head.
"Miyou-san! Good morning!"the familiar voice shout from lobby.
"Ah,Momo-kun,Yuki-kun..you guys come too?"Miyou ask.
"Ofcourse,Riku are my favourite kid after all.Thanks for letting us visit Riku today!"said Momo.Miyou smile.
"welcome.Well please made him happy..i really appreciate it if you guys do it for Riku.."said Miyou.Yukito can tell how broken Miyou was actually but he just pretend that he don't know that.
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Tenn open the door and saw Riku was coughing.Tenn immediately go to Riku and give Riku glass of water.
"are you okay Rikkun?"Tamaki ask as he was worried.
"don't worry,I am fine,I already ask nurse to turn of the AC for minute.It's made my throat hurt"said Riku.
"Nanase-san,how this can be happen?You already know about what will happen on the future,then how can you be dying like this?It shouldn't be like this right?"said Iori as he was really worry at Riku.
"It's hard to say,but they really after my souls.The reason I call you guys here to tell you my plan and this plan are last chance for us to get back which we should be."said Riku.
Everyone take their position to hear everything from Riku.
"For the first of all,let me tell you guys where are we right now..here,we are another dimension...short meaning,another weird world that were created by the greatest in order to messing our life.They can control our fate and change the future in return they have to get the souls for the example like this situation.All of us were trapped by them to get my souls and after that they will give back the future...but I am not there anymore."said Riku,they were startle when Riku said he will not there.
"So do we have any other choice to get out from here?"Iori ask.
"we actually have that but...it will be risk again..Ritsu need to gather his power to help Kira and defeat the greatest's power first..but I can't guarantee that I can go back to the present...because I already die.."said Riku.
"No! there's must something we can do to keep you alive!"said Tamaki.
"It's really hard because if I did,I will against the rules and will got punishment.."said Riku.
"Then...how can we go back to the present and make sure you come with us too??"Gaku ask.
"..Like I told you guys I can't guarantee but if I made it...maybe I will got some effect...I don't know but this is our last plan...I will put the power to Tenn-nii..so he can do that when it time come.Kira and Ritsu will be with me on my last day...and they should be fighting with the greatest..meanwhile,Tenn-nii and the other should work together...I will teach you guys the ritual..."said Riku.
"how about you?"Tenn ask.
"I don't know if I able to make it..."said Riku and he change the topic immediately."Well...I will have 5 days left...so use at the last day..to steal my souls from them..."said Riku.Riku tell them everything about his plan and made sure that everyone understand how the plan will be.Ritsu are trying his best to protect everyone and made sure that the greatest didn't notice.
"Then Sarah?"Tenn ask as he realize someone.
"She at vacation with her brother,in this world...don't worry about that,you guys will see what change soon."said Riku.
"But how about her.."Tenn ask.
"It's hard to say because Sarah-san that you see now actually not true...She is not her...she just a puppet that made by the greatest.."said Ritsu who suddenly appear from the window.
"Ritsu..."said Tenn then he look at Riku who are fighting for himself right now.He about to say something but Iori take the lead first.
"Nanase-san,is that you had any other choice to make you alive?because this is not fair..we came this far to save you here to made sure you feel alive again and comeback to us...but at the end,we only got nothing.."said Iori.Tenn were shock because that the things he want to say to Riku.
"I told you,I don't know if I able to do that..because right now me and Kira are gathering the power to defeat the greatest and made Ritsu take the crown back and banning this rules...turning to the past are dangerous...I told you guys many time especially you Tenn-nii,I did give you a warning about this...it's dangerous.Even any angels come and give offer like this.Never to do it!s"said Riku.
All of them nodded and agree with Riku said.They just can't accept how Riku's live end just like that.No one can save Riku in the end.
"Then what should we do?"Tamaki ask.
"....Remember this is only our..i mean you guys last chance to back to where you guys come...at my last day ..i might have to use with force to meet them..Ritsu and Kira will use their whole power that they are gathering now...then when Ritsu open the light,mean Tenn-nii you should get ready to use those things..."said Riku as he pointing at the small box inside the box.Tenn were curious about what inside but Riku told him not to open it yet."So when you guys saw the light there...Tenn-nii will open this box and please do the ritual that I will teach you guys later...and made sure don't ever let go the hands...Kira and Ritsu will use with force to defeat them..there's same goes to me.I will fight them first and follow you guys from behind...but like I say,I don't know if I able to be you guys at the future.."said Riku.All of them understand what Riku told them and Riku suddenly coughing again.
"Riku,you should take fully rest,don't force yourself right now..how you can you fight them...right?"said Mitsuki.
"That's right!I will do my best to made sure you will come with us again!!"said Nagi.
"You have to come with us Riku,non of us give up on you.We will made our best..no..we will definitely made it really happen.We have more time to spend together!"said Yamato.
"You have to be there Rikkun because without you we are not complete..."said Tamaki.
"Tamaki-kun were right,without you and with you are different..we won't be complete if you didn't be there with us.."said Sougo.
"..Everyone hasn't give up on it and still believing that you will...I mean we will back together as seven.No matter what happen,we will go through it together no matter how big problem we will face..our heart always connected to each other.So Nanase-san,you should have made sure the connection won't apart.."said Iori.
"You have long way to go Nanase,you haven't completely beat us at there!"said Gaku.
"I know,Riku-kun will be there soon.Everyone believe in you..you should think positive on yourself so you can believe in yourself"said Ryuunosuke.
"I don't want to lose another best friend I love..Riku-kun you know I always love you..i love everyone!"said Momose.
"Momo right,we will be by your side and help you when you really need."said Yukito
Riku were touch with their world.Riku know he need that word come out from them but he have to hide the truth,he had to do it because he still love them more than anything else.Those group made Riku feel alive and always feel so happy when he with them.He don't want to give up but he have to put those 'fake' in order to made them give up on him.Riku about to cry but he hold it until they gone.So he just smile and nodded at them.
"thank you very much everyone..i will made it out..and be together at the future..."said Riku while smile.Tenn and Iori notice that smile is not true smile from the real Nanase Riku.
"I am sorry everyone,I lie to you guys...I really..truly not there...it's not just there...but already not with you guys along time ago..."said Riku while grasp something at his hand that something always broken.
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When everyone already leaving because the visiting time is almost end,all of them say goodbye to Riku and will be here on tomorrow again.Riku wear his fake smile to them and waving them cheerfully even his inside already broken and made him want to let out everything.The nurse just enter the room and told Riku to have his medicine.
"Riku-kun,you should take your medicine.."said the nurse.
"Ahh..before that...my friend come to visit me since afternoon that made I don't have time to take some fresh air...I really want to take some fresh air...in the same time I don't want they wasting energy to see me...can I walk outside?I promise it won't take long.."said Riku as he begging to his nurse.
"Well,I should get permission from your doctor first"said Nurse.Riku smile and say thanks to her."You sure you love your friend especially your brother"the nurse add.
"Well,it only my time to spend my last life with them.."said Riku and the room seems turn to gloomy aura.
"Riku-kun,you shouldn't think that way,you should believe on yourself that you will have tomorrow..and tomorrow you will believe again."said nurse.Riku look at her and thought she was right but only Riku know the truth about his life soon.He had no future waiting for him.
At his real life,he died for 3 times already,that's why he don't have any chance to stay alive again.This world just fake to warn them about Riku's existence.This world just made for them to made memory with him.But Riku finally got his memories again and have to told them about this fake world only part of their fantasy.
While thinking about that,the nurse comeback and tell Riku that he got the permission.
"Doctor allows you but you can't be long with outside since your condition are sensitive."said Nurse.Riku smile and nod as understand.
"Thanks..."said Riku.
The nurse help Riku stand up and made sure Riku careful with his step."I will be back soon.i promise I will not take long.."said Riku.The nurse nodded.
"I will wait here.Please press the button if anything happen"said nurse.Riku nodded and leaving.
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At the beautiful garden,Riku take a seat there and staring at the orange sky which it almost dark soon.Riku still can feel the wind blowing his hair.He can see how beautiful cities turn on their light when the sky about to getting dark.Riku only want to be alone and remember so many memories that he create together with his parent and friend.Not to forget about his moment together with Tenn.He able to perform Zero's song together with Tenn.Incomplete Ruler.
"despair brought about by desire...paradise in the middle of the rubble~~.."Riku were humming some random song that he remember from his memories."this is beyond self-importance..".
Riku were humming some random song.He was smiling at the sky and the memories slowly come to him made him want to keep humming the song.
"I am paralyzed,expel the king...I can't go back tonight..A swaying,tarttered umbrella...conceals the darkening sky.."
So many memories that come to Riku made Riku about to cry.He really miss those memories,those time.To be honest,he really want to back together with them again.He want to be happy with them.He can't tell the other about his feeling want to stay with them.He want those love.He want to be spoiled like other did to him,he want to be loved by all people around,he still want to spread the love and tell the story to people about don't ever give up in life.He want to tell them he really want to.
"I want to go with them..i want to stay with them again..i want to do again.....i want to stay alive more longer so I can discover the love I need.I want to be with Tenn-nii,I want to be with all of them...why I am the one who got this...I don't want..i want that ordinary days like before...I want to stay.."said Riku as he was crying so hard.Suddenly the sky were change to cloudy and start raining.Riku didn't care about the rain anymore because he really want to cry as much as he want.
"I thought...we were different...then our eyes meet and...it's like they're the same shade even though..we're separate people.."
"why am I here...why I am here...I wish I were a king of the paradise..,laughing at yesterday's mistake,I crouch down my knees taste the dirt...I notice in the dark you left such an impression..."suddenly there's a person cover Riku with the umbrella made Riku saw the shadow and raise his head to see who is the person sing the song..
"that's my conceited heart hurt..."Riku continue.
"Incomplete Ruler"both of them sing in sync.
"even if we can't wait become one.."Riku sing at high pitch.
"we cannot be alone...",that person continue with low pitch.
"even when the moon is hidden in the darkness,there is love how for us,if there is the light left behind...'why do people get close to one another?'..."both of them in sync again and Riku sing the last..
"I ask...as the days roll around..."Riku close his eyes and got pulled to his embrace.Riku were crying so hard and let out everything that he can't say.
"...I know everything about you Riku since you were born...you can't never lie me...never.."said that person and that person is Tenn.He caress Riku and only listen everything Riku let it out everything...
"...honestly I don't want that things anymore..but you were right,world always this cruel for me to stay...I don't deserve anything from anyone's love...everything was my fault..i should let you alone and because of me you sacrifice everything for my sake.."said Riku and continue to cry more.