ANNA
As James lays out his rules, I can already sense things are about to go sideways. Mom and I have three more weeks until the twins arrive, and weâre hoping to keep them tucked away as long as we can.
âWeâve driven five hours to be here, donât you think itâs a bit much to impose these rules on us?â Ruby challenges James.
âNo, because we chose this location for a reason. And youâre aware of that reason.â
âOlivia could surely make another trip to Sun Peaks,â she suggests, rolling her eyes.
âNo, she canât, Ruby,â Mom snaps, barely containing her anger. I can feel it radiating in the room, and so can Ruby.
âWhy would you even suggest that? Have you seen Olivia at all in the past few months?â
Ruby shakes her head.
âSo how would you know what sheâs capable of?â Mom fires back. Dad wraps an arm around her, rubbing her shoulders in an attempt to soothe her.
âIâm doing it,â I tell James, and quickly text Jim and Lizzie. I donât care about appearances, Liv needs her rest. And this situation is already veering off course.
Anna
Theyâre here, weâve been talking for one minute and itâs already getting too heated. Can you come and pick her up?
âOkay,â James says. He takes my hand and gives it a reassuring squeeze.
Liz
Two minutes.
The tone of the message is clear. If Lizzie knew how to use emojis, Iâm sure sheâd be sending me all sorts of devilish ones.
~Itâs kind of funny, when you think about it.~
âAnd?â James asks.
âTwo minutes.â
A knock echoes at the door. I glance at James and start laughing. James joins in, fully aware that a storm is brewing.
James rises to let Lizzie in. Sheâs at the sink in a flash, washing her hands with an excessive amount of soap, scrubbing furiously.
I can tell sheâs fuming. I stand and walk over to the sink.
âLizzie, Iâm okay,â I assure her. I wrap my arms around her, resting my head on her shoulder. She returns the side-hug and takes a deep breath.
âI know you are, but they donât get to mess with Liv. Is she staying the night?â she asks, a hint of anger in her voice. But I know itâs not directed at me. Itâs the situation, or them. Letâs go with the situationâ¦
âIâm not sure. Iâll let you know. Iâll try to come and get her, though.â
âNo, no,â she says, shaking her head. âYou focus on yourself. Get that fresh start you deserve. Let me take care of my niece and granddaughter.â She sighs deeply, then turns and pulls me into a hug.
âIâm okay, and so is Liv. Sheâs sleeping. Mom is also okay. If anything happens, Iâll let you know, alright?â I promise her.
âAnything, okay? I want to know everything,â she insists.
I swallow the lump in my throat and nod. âYes, yes, Auntie,â I respond with a nervous laugh. You have to love this woman. Who else would do this for someone who isnât even related by blood?
Honestly, who does this for blood relatives? Not many, thatâs for sure.
âOkay, Iâll go fetch my little munchkin,â she says and walks away. âIâm taking some clothes and stuff!â she calls from the stairs, causing us all to laugh.
Well, everyone except Ruby and Peter. They just stare at us, clearly confused.
âLiz seems upset,â Mom observes with a chuckle.
âYeah, she is. You know how she gets when it comes to Olivia or me,â I confirm.
âSweetheart, itâs because of you,â Dad says knowingly. I shrug.
âWho is that?â Ruby finally asks, sounding bewildered.
I roll my eyes, not really wanting to answer. But Lizzie, with her impeccable timing, walks into the kitchen holding my daughter.
Livâs head is resting on Lizzieâs chest and her legs are wrapped around her.
âIâm the one who met Anna when she was homeless and six months pregnant. Iâm the one who took her in and cared for her like she was my own. So Iâm family.
âAnd Iâm the one whoâs taking my granddaughter out of here before you make her even sicker,â she declares.
I beam at Lizzie. âAuntie, weâre okay. Liv is sleeping,â I tell her, pointing at Liv, who is snoozing on her arm like a little roseâor more like a sack of potatoes thatâs hard to hold on to.
Lizzie lifts her up so Oliviaâs head rests on her shoulder.
âIâm not worried about Liv. I was never worried about Liv,â she says with a sigh.
âIâm okay, just take care of Liv for me. Iâll keep you updated.â
âMomma?â a sleepy little voice pipes up. Her voice has changed a bit during the treatment, and sheâs getting more and more tired.
James and I go over to Liv and give her a kiss. âYouâll be with Aunt Lizzie today, baby,â James tells her, kissing her cheek.
Her head jerks up. âHi, Lizzie,â she says, hugging her.
âHi, baby.â
Mom and Dad join us. âSleep tight, baby girl,â Mom says. A giggle fills the room as Dad kisses Oliviaâs forehead.
âPoppa. Gigi,â she says with a smile.
âSee you tomorrow, sweetheart,â Lizzie and Liv say before they leave.
We all settle back around the table, and Ruby clears her throat. âWhyâd you send her away?â she asks, her voice trembling.
âBecause I want her to rest, and I have a feeling this conversation isnât going to be a peaceful one. It was already heading that way,â I reply honestly.
âSo, this Lizzie woman. You trust her?â she questions me, her tone skeptical.
Mom rolls her eyes and Dad looks livid. âWhat are you implying, Ruby?â Dad snaps.
âIâm just asking if she trusts her,â she defends herself.
âOf course she trusts her. Lizzie took Anna in, gave her a job, and provided a home when you kicked her out.
âMeanwhile, instead of making Becca feel capable of caring for her own daughter, you threatened with damn lawyers.
âSo, yes. That woman is trustworthyâsheâs the one whoâs messed up the least out of all of us!â he shouts, slamming his hand on the table, making it shake.
âDad!â I cry out, my eyes pleading, but I can see heâs too far gone.
âHoney, stop it. Youâre scaring Anna,â Mom tells him.
That does it. He sits back down, running his hand through his hair.
âYes, I trust her,â I tell Ruby.
Peter looks at me, his eyes wide. âSo, is it time to address the elephant in the room?â he asks, trying to lighten the mood.
âI guess it is,â I reply, giving him a grateful look. I glance at James, and he knows what I need. He fills my cup with chamomile tea and gives me some sweets to go with it.
He places it in front of me and I take a sip. âGod, thatâs good.â
âSo, the elephant in the room is, do you want to be part of this family?â I ask, directing the question at Ruby.
I know Peter wants nothing more than to have me back. He understands why I couldnât let him back into my life, and honestly, Iâm still not sure if I want them in my life.
But I have to try and give them a second chance.
Ruby looks at me, uncertainty in her eyes. âI donât know,â she admits.
âThen why are you here?â Mom asks her.
âI wanted to see you,â Ruby says to Mom, and my heart aches. Dad looks at me and shakes his head in anger.
âYou couldâve visited me anytime. I live in Sun Peaks, five minutes away, Ruby. So why are you here?â Mom demands.
âI guess I wanted to see how Annaâs been doing these past few years. Like where she lives, how sheâs been, that kind of stuff,â she says, looking around our house.
âSo you didnât come here to talk things out? To see if you and Anna could move forward?â James asks her.
âMove forward? From what?â she asks him.
Seriously, what the hell? She abandoned me, accused me of God-knows-what, and now this? What the fuck?!
âMaybe from what you did to her?â Dad interjects.
I look at him and Mom. They both have the same stunned look on their faces. They probably canât believe what theyâre hearing.
She rolls her eyes. âAre we still harping on that? Itâs in the past. Besides, didnât it turn out well for you in the end? Look around you, Anna,â she says.
âItâ¦i-tâIt turned out well?â I shriek. âAre you fucking kidding me?â
âWhy do you keep bringing up the past? It happened, so what?â she argues.
âSo what? So what? Did you really just say that?!â I scream at her, throwing my cup of tea on the table, not caring about the consequences. It hits the floor in an instant, shattering into pieces.
But I donât give a damn.
âYou made me homeless! You called my child a sin! You didnât love me! You fucking hurt me!â I yell, slamming my hands on the table.
âBut it turned out well, didnât it?â she states proudly, as if all of my success was because of her.
âOut,â I hiss.
âWhat?â she asks. Peter looks at me with an apologetic smile.
âI said, out!â I gesture toward the door.
âAnnaââ she starts, but I shake my head.
â~No way~,â I think to myself.
âNo!â she yells back.
âWhy did you come, huh? Why did you give me that half-assed apology weeks ago, just to show up now and break my heart?â I turn her around and push her toward the door. âJames!â
James rushes over, knowing thereâs nothing he can do to change my mind. He opens the door and I push her out.
âAnd donât come back! You and I, and my family, are done if you canât apologize for what you did. A real apology, not just one Peter made you give. You donât deserve to be in my house! Have a nice life.â
I slam the door shut.
The door closes with a bang and a wave of pain surges through my body. Itâs just the stress, itâs just Braxton Hicks. I take a deep breath as the pain subsides.
But then another contraction hits me. I shake my head.
~No, no, no~
âItâs too early! No! It canât be!â I groan as my body contracts again. I double over as the contraction intensifies. âGod, not now.â A tear rolls down my cheek.
The pain, the fear, and all the emotions blend together. Iâm a fucking mess.
âA?â James asks.
âThe baby is coming. Call Jasmine, Lizzie, and Brittany,â I tell him, gasping for breath.