JACK
Yesterday was a whirlwind. It was like a ~thunderstorm~. From the moment Anna stepped into my classroom, to the moment Bec stood up to her sister, it was a rollercoaster.
I canât believe all of that happened in just one day. One crazy day.
As I run, I replay yesterdayâs events. The whole truth explosionâthe child, the grandchild, the cancer, the⦠everything. I canât help but feel a mix of sadness, anger, and guilt.
Guilt for not being there, for not questioning Beccaâs sudden disappearance back in high school.
I knew it was strange, but with the way we ended things, I thought she just moved away or something.
Now I know better. And I know I shouldâve questioned how I couldâve been there for Beccaâand for Anna.
Bec and I had a good talk after we left the hospital last night and I understand her reasons. She told me how she had never really thought about trying to win me back, she was just scared and alone.
She had no one, and her sister took her in. So she did what she thought was best, under a little bit of pressure, of course.
All things considered, Iâm happy with where my life is right now.
Iâm glad that Anna came to my classroom, and Iâm glad I have the chance to be there for her now. God, if I see her âparentsâ again, I donât know what Iâll do.
Just the thought of them makes my blood boil. I canât believe what they put her through. Just thinking about itâ¦damn it.
~Run faster, run off the anger. Anna needs you now more than ever.~
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I didnât get the feeling that they ever actually cared about her. And that breaks my heart.
That girl, my girl, deserved the world! But all she got was judgment and betrayal when she needed someone, and by someone, I mean her parents.
After talking with Anna, I understand that she had never planned on getting pregnant in high school. I mean, what high school student plans to get pregnant? None of them.
She didnât sleep around. You could tell that the instant you looked at James and Anna. The love between them never faded. Thatâs only possible with a love that is strongânot when you sleep around.
~It was like they were looking for a way out~â¦
If they had just talked to her, her life couldâve been a whole lot different.
But she didnât fit their image of the perfect Christian daughter, so they found a way out and jumped at the opportunity when it presented itself.
I hope sheâll never see them again. And if she does, I hope they arenât there just to hurt her again. Sheâs going through enough already. She doesnât need this.
And if they do hurt her again⦠Theyâll have me to answer to.
I might have just found out about her, but no one will hurt my baby girl. Not on my watch. Iâll be there whenever I can for the rest of my life.
~Beep Beep~
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My phone lets me know that I have a message. I check my smart watch and see that Bec has texted me.
Becca
Iâm at the hospital. She looks good. Sheâs eating. By eating I mean diving into her food. Itâs smeared all over her face.
~HAHA, that sounds right.~
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Becca
There are some people here. Jim and Liz? I donât know who they are, but Anna looks happy theyâre here.
That puts a smile on my face and the picture of a food-covered Olivia in my head.
I make my way home. I run to clear my head, and now, my head is clear. The game plan is set in my head, and Iâm ready to go.
I run up the driveway of my house. Itâs a simple three-bedroom wooden house near the woods. I go in and make my way to the bathroom.
I sigh as the memories come rushing back.
I was married once. After a couple of years, she told me she didnât want to have kids. She had lied to me about that originallyâwe had talked about it when we started dating.
Otherwise, I wouldnât have married her.
Kids were too important for me. Sheâs a pediatric doctorâoncologyâso I might run into her soon. And we didnât exactly part on good terms.
~Iâm not looking forward to that.~
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Now I have a kid and a grandkid. I might want more kids, but right now I have to be there for Anna. And if my ex-wife Jasmine can help her, then so be it.
Iâll put my feelings aside, even if I have to face them both in the same room.
Oliver and Jasmine had an affairâthey donât know that I know, and I never said anything about it. I didnât care anymore at that point. I was not in the right state of mind at that point.
I was just trying to take in her lie about wanting children, and then there was that. I shut down when I try to solve my feelings and straighten out my head.
I smile as I remember James saying that Anna does the same thing.
I could actually have lived with the cheating, but the lying was something else. Itâs weird, I know, but at that moment of my life, thatâs how I felt.
The affair was something I had known about for quite a while, but I had never said anything about it. I hated her for cheating, but I hated her more for lying about the most important wish I have in life.
Having kids.
After my shower, I drive to the hospital. When I arrive at the room, my girls are talking to a couple I donât recognize.
âYouâll never have to see them, sweetie.â I hear Becca say in a sweet voice.
~Thatâs the Becca that I remember. Sweet, caring, loving, but a tad dramatic.~
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I walk to the room. My girls are standing close to each other, and I canât help but smile at the sight of it.
~They wonât hurt either of you again, not on my watch.~
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âBetter not, or Iâll lose my temper,â I say out loud at the same time as James, making my girls roll their eyes.
âBoysâ¦â
âHey there, Jack,â Anna greets me, and I canât help but wonder if sheâll ever call me Dad. Itâs the role Iâve stepped into, and Iâm hopeful that one day Iâll earn that title. But I understand that Iâm a new addition to her life.
âHey, sweetheart,â I respond, earning an eye roll from her.
âIâm twenty-one,â she retorts, her tone stubborn.
âYouâre still my sweetheart,â I assure her, grinning.
âSo, youâre her biological father?â the man, Jim, inquires.
I nod in confirmation. âYes, Iâm Jack.â
âIâm Jim,â he introduces himself, shaking my hand with a grip thatâs just a bit too firm.
~Heâs sending a message.~
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âUncleâ¦,â Anna warns, her tone cautionary.
~Uncle?
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I meet his gaze, and the message is clear.
~âDonât hurt her.â
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I nod in understanding and mouth, âNever.â
His stern expression softens into a smile.
âJimâ¦,â the woman starts.
âItâs okay, I understand,â I assure them.
I move past Jim to greet my girls. I plant a kiss on Beccaâs cheek and one on Annaâs forehead.
âPoppa,â I hear Olivia chirp, reaching her hands up towards me.
I point to myself in surprise. âMe?â I question.
âYeah, sorry. Oliviaâs given you a nickname,â James apologizes.
âActually, I like it.â I donât want to dwell on how I became âPoppa,â but I know itâs a more contemporary term than grandpa. So, Iâm content. I scoop her up into my arms.
âHey there, little one.â
âPoppa,â she repeats, wrapping her arms around me.
~Now Iâm intrigued.~
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âOkay, now I need to know,â I announce, my gaze fixed on Anna.
âSheâs clever,â Anna shrugs. I give her a look that says, âyouâre not off the hook, missy.â
âWe were watching TV, and she asked who you were. I told her the truthâthat youâre my dad, just like James is hers. She asked, âLike grandpa?â referring to Jamesâs dad. And I said yes.
âShe had her thinking face on, like this,â she demonstrates, placing her finger under her chin, furrowing her brow, and pouting her lips.
âAnd just then on the TV, a little girl called her grandfather âPoppa.â So, yeah. Sorry.â
âIâm fine with it. Iâm too young to be called grandpa,â I declare, grinning.
âWhat about Becca?â I ask Olivia, who is now sporting her thinking face. Itâs the cutest thing Iâve ever seen. Annaâs imitation doesnât do it justice.
âMommyâs Mommy?â she questions, and I nod in confirmation.
âGigi!â she exclaims joyfully. Beccaâs mouth drops open in surprise.
âGigi?â we all echo.
âWhy Gigi?â Anna asks.
âBecause sheâs funny, and sheâs my grandma. So, Gigi. Itâs fun.â
Becca walks over to me and takes Olivia from my arms. âGigi it is, then. I kind of like it,â she admits, sticking out her tongue and making Olivia giggle.
âThis is all so real,â Anna murmurs, her voice choked with emotion.
âMommy, donât cry,â Liv pleads, wriggling out of Beccaâs embrace. She rushes over to her mom and wraps her arms around her legs.
Anna bends down to hug Liv.
âWeâre not going anywhere,â Becca reassures her.
âI know that now,â Anna replies. She stands up with Olivia in her arms and walks over to us.
âFamily hug!â Olivia shouts, making sure everyone is included in the group embrace.
We stand like that for a while, and when I hear someone enter, I choose to ignore it.
âOooh,â a familiar voice coos. We break the hug and turn to see whoâs arrived.
I look up and see Oliver, and trailing behind him, ~Jasmine.~