Just after midnight, Phillip wakes me up like he has for as long as I can remember. When we were young, heâd sneak out of his house and come bounce on my bed. Heâs thrown confetti at me. Water balloons. Silk butterflies. Skittles. Rubber ducks. Every year is something different.
âHappy birthday, Princess,â he yells, flipping on the light as baby booties shower over me.
âOhmigosh! Look at all these!â I screech, holding a little pink crocheted bootie with a fluffy white pom-pom in one hand and a furry leopard one in the other. Our bed is full of booties of every size and color. I hold up each one and imagine putting them on our baby. Tears well up in my eyes. âTheyâre so adorable, Phillip. So teeny. I love them.â
He sits down next to me, wraps his arm around me, and asks me the same old question, âSo, do you feel older?â
âShould I answer that the way I used to or how I feel now?â
âHmm, how you feel now.â
âIâll always be younger than you.â
âOh, meanie,â he says, giving me another kiss. âWhen we were younger, you always told me you did.â
âI was lying. I never really felt older. I will admit though, this year feels different.â
âHow so?â
âIâm so happy, Phillip. I donât think Iâve ever been happier in my whole life. Itâs because of you.â
His smile is genuine. âWhy me?â
âIâm living my dream life. Iâm married to my sexy best friend. We bought an amazing house. I got to design a building, and now, Iâm watching it be built from the ground up. And Iâm having your baby. Really, the only thing that is missing from this perfect picture is my parents, but I guess Iâve come to terms with it. Theyâd want me to be happy. Sometimes, it scares me though, like our life is too good to be true.â
He flops across the bed, half on top of me, and brushes the hair off my face. âYou shouldnât be scared. You and I can face whatever life throws at us. As long as weâre together.â
I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him.
And kiss him.
âHang on,â he says. âI have something else for you.â
âI can wait to open the rest of my presents until morning.â
âI think youâre going to want this now.â He hops off the bed, grabs my hand, and leads me into our bathroom, which is glowing with candlelight.
âItâs so pretty, Phillip.â
âClose your eyes,â he says.
I shut my eyes and try not to peek.
âOkay, open!â
When I open my eyes, Phillip is standing in front of me with a plate of cupcakes, each with a birthday candle blazing atop it.
âCupcakes, huh?â I say.
âYou should make a wish,â he replies, taking a little chocolate frosting, smudging it across my neck, and then licking it off.
âI wish youâd do more than that,â I say, blowing out the candles.
âIs cupcake sex really what you wished for?â he asks me later.
âNo, I was pretty sure that was already going to happen.â
âSo, what did you wish for?â
âThat you and I would always be together.â