âFive years difference is not a small age gap. You know that, right?â
Billy led me behind him as if protecting me.
How dare you look over my lady! That attitude sent heat into my face.
âArgh! Iâm embarrassed!â
I unknowingly stamped my feet.
I was expecting something like this to happen to me someday.
Of course, if I were a Rofanâs heroine, the characters around me would take the initiative.
But I always received a uniquely distrustful stare.
Unexpectedly, no one believed me.
As a result, this was the first time I had encountered such a situation, and I felt unfamiliar with it.
âItâs nice, but it seems my hands and feet are twisted.â
Billyâs straight face made the man frown as if in bewilderment.
And he shook his head urgently.
âI didnât have bad intentions!â
He stretched out his head and waved his hand to deny it.
âItâs suspicious to give so many presents.â
Billyâs words turned the manâs face into tears.
I tugged at Billyâs hand with a pleading look.
âBilly, stop it. Itâs not really like that.â
âMy lady. Itâsâ¦.â
âItâs not like that. Canât you believe me?â
Billy didnât seem to believe me very much, though he didnât speak anymore.
Where did the person who just overprotected me go?
Why did you suddenly have such distrust!
But Billyâs skeptical eyes didnât diminish.
I didnât want to say this.
âLook closely, that man is not my type!â
ââ¦.â
The manâs expression darkened but there was no time to worry about it.
âAre you sure?â
Because Billy looked at me suspiciously.
âIâm sure, my taste is firm!â
Billy took a step back with a sigh as I blinked.
âItâs really your misunderstanding.â
Of course, I didnât forget to add a word.
It looked like Billy wouldnât question him any further, and the manâs face turned weird, neither crying nor smiling.
âAnyway, thank you for the gift. Iâll eat well and use it well.â
The man paused when I thanked him.
And said nervously.
âThereâs nothing to eat in there.â
When I listened to the man and peeked inside the bag, there seemed to be nothing to eat.
It was full of items such as hair ties, bracelets, earrings, and ornaments.
It was surprising that there was nothing to eat.
âThe easiest gift is cookies.â
The man added urgently as if he had read my thoughts.
âI couldnât meet you last month, so I had to throw away all the food. I didnât prepare it because I didnât know what would happen this time either. Should I get something to eat now?â
âNo. This is enough. I said that as a courtesy because I didnât know what was in it.â
I stopped him in a hurry because it was obvious that the man would really buy it.
âBut donât you want to eat something?â
No, you think Iâm obsessed with eating.
âItâs okay. Itâs really good enough. Anyway, Iâll thank you for the gift. So you donât have to worry too much about me.â
I thanked him and snatched Billy away.
It was a sign to leave.
I felt like I wouldnât be able to see good things if I stayed longer.
Every time I get involved with this guy, something embarrassing happens.
It was when Billy and I were about to leave.
âWould my gift and apology be accepted?â
The man asked urgently, then I paused and looked back hesitatingly.
He looked nervous.
It was pitiful to see him trembling.
He had been asked this question before.
I had already said Iâm fine many times, so I wasnât the subject of that question.
It must be the owner of another pile of gifts in the manâs arms.
âWas it the reason for those tears before?â
It was polite to accept an apology while receiving a gift on Apology Day unless it was an enemy.
âYour apology will be accepted.â
So I answered briefly.
It was more problematic if he dragged on and missed the moment to apologize.
Judging from his attitude, he wouldnât have thought of going to apologize unless I gave him a definite answer.
So I answered more firmly.
The manâs expression gleamed with hope for a moment.
But it soon became dull.
âCan I do that if I bring this?â
He hugged the bag tightly in his arms.
At a glance, it looked bigger than mine.
Wouldnât it be hard to keep getting angry when he hands over presents like that?
Then the conversation we had passed by.
âDo you have anything to eat there?â
âWhat? No, I donât.â
âIt would be nice to add something sweet.â
âSomething sweet?â
The man gave a shaky reaction.
âOf course. I think people get sensitive when they lack sweets. So, by making them eat sweets, it makes the other person feel better.â
This method worked even for Luciano, who was at the peak of his sensitivity.
Although the child has a sensitive personality, he was generous after feeding his full stomach and taking care of dessert.
âIs that soâ¦â
I gave him advice at best, but the man replied sullenly.
He looked like a puppy who was scolded a lot today.
âAh, itâs troublesome.â
Actually, I wasnât nosy.
I was indifferent to people who had nothing to do with me.
Why would I care for someone Iâm not even close to when Iâm busy taking care of the people around me?
From this time on, this man should have been left alone.
I was worried because he cried a lot in front of me.
It might be because of his strangely immature and naive behavior.
Or perhaps it was because of that brilliant blonde that reminds me of Luciano.
It just made me feel uncomfortable when he hung his shoulders down like that.
âOf course. You prepared a lot of gifts like that, so Iâm sure the other party will accept your apology.â
âThank you for your advice.â
The man who listened attentively bowed his back.
His was polite to the point only a round of his head was visible.
If you did this, your heart would be heavy.
âI donât know what you did wrong, but do it quickly if youâre going to apologize.â
The man lifted his head at my advice.
There was still hesitation in the manâs face.
âThe later the apology is, the worse the outcome will be. You still havenât apologized to him since you picked the apologies gift last time, right?â
Maybe it hit the nail on the head, but the manâs head turned to the floor.
âPlease apologize as soon as possible.â
Thatâs all I could say.
âWhat if my apology didnât be accepted?â
The man was looking at me with a really desperate gaze.
âI donât know why youâre doing this to me.â
At the same time, I wonder how big his mistake was.
âDid you make such a big mistake? To the extent the other person wonât accept the apology easily?â
âYes, I have committed a great sin.â
A manâs hoarse voice was heard.
He acknowledged it like this again.
âDo you really want to reconcile with the other person?â
âYes, I want to be forgiven.â
Did my words bring any hope to you?
The manâs expression was grim.
It seemed that he could do anything to be forgiven.
âThen itâs simple. You have to come back until you are forgiven.â
My brief remark left the manâs face blank.
âWell, itâs not that easy.â
And excuses for hesitating are futile.
âYouâre just scared now. You canât apologize because youâre afraid of hearing bad things from others.â
ââ¦.â
âYou really did something wrong, and you must work hard to be forgiven. You have to go and visit again until your apology is accepted.â
I wasnât simply saying it wasnât my job.
If I want to maintain a relationship even if my opponent refuses, I have to try.
The situation would never get better if I worried about it from afar.
âEven if the other person refuses?â
âYes, even if they refuse. You have to work as hard as you can.â
Of course, you give up if you canât do it even if you try so hard.
However, the manâs eyes shone so brightly with hope that I swallowed the last words.
* * *
May and Belleâs business was successful today as well.
âWow, itâs really sold out! Just like the last said.â
May smiled.
âWe prepared more than last time, but they were all sold out!â
Belle mumbled.
âGood job! You guys are the best!â
I complimented both of them with great enthusiasm.
I was delighted to see them shrugging their shoulders with confidence.
Now all we have to do is finish the storeâs interior decoration.
âYou have worked hard, so hurry up and go rest.â
âYes, you should also go in and rest.â
May and Belle closed the business excitedly.
After sending them, I bought some cookies for the nanny.
She was upset because of me today, so I have to apologize.
Nanny was all good, but she didnât understand why I was saving money.
âItâs all our familyâs actions to eat well and live well.â
âDid you buy them all?â
âYeah. Will the nanny like this enough?â
I wanted to buy what May and Belle were selling, but they were sold out while talking to the man.
âThe nanny likes everything the lady gives her.â
âRight. Nanny likes everything I give her. Thatâs why Iâm more concerned about choosing a gift.â
Knowing my nannyâs affection, Iâm acting even more foolish.
âThen, shall we go to the mansion?â
I thought about it for a while and said another destination.
âNo, letâs stop by the prince.â
Today was Lucianoâs first training day alone with Cale.
It had been a while since he trained, so he should eat well, but Iâm sure Luciano wouldnât eat.
âWho would take care of you if it wasnât me?â
Iâm also concerned about whether there were any problems with Cale.
After stopping by the market to buy plenty of meat and vegetables, she headed to the palace.
* * *
I brought my luggage to the kitchen and went out to find Luciano.
âLuci! Iâm here!â
I burst open the bedroom door.
I thought he was resting, but Luciano wasnât inside.
So I headed to the library where he was supposed to be next.
But Luciano wasnât there either.
So I searched for a place that seemed to be suitable.
At this time, I realized that Lucianoâs palace was empty.
This wouldnât have happened if there were decent servants.
I happened to arrive at the drawing room.
It was when I tried to open the door just in case.
âWho said you can come?â
Lucianoâs sharp voice was heard from the inside.
I paused and glued my ears to the door.
I was surprised to hear a mumble of someone answering.
âAre there any guests?â
No ârealâ guests have visited this palace since I became friends with Luciano.
Sometimes only Empress Isabelleâs messenger came.
Luciano didnât raise his voice to Empress Isabelleâs messenger.
Anyway, it was a big deal if there were guests.
âI donât know what kind of shame youâre here for. Get out!â
Lucianoâs voice poured out reproachfully over the door.