â´ï¸TRIGGER WARNING: blood n Gore and PTSDâ´ï¸
What do you want from me? Why don't you run from me?
Canada came bursting through your door, breaking it on the way in. You hid inside the closet in your room as you heard the footsteps come closer and closer, meanwhile Canada stood in the middle of the room near the door frame, the light making a door frame become longer. You had no other way to escape, you couldn't fight him, and you definitely couldn't run away, but the thing you were wondering, was wonder what he wanted.
What are you wondering? What do you know?
You wondered however you didn't know, you only knew that you were good friends with him but wondered why he would do this to you.
You panicked inside your head, every breath becoming shorter, sharper, quicker. Your heart pumping faster and faster, you curled up into a ball and waited while silently crying, trying desperately not to make a sound.
Why aren't you scared of me? Why do you care for me?
You were scared, you were beyond all other feelings , but you feared what you'd have to do to him to stop him. He was your closest friend, you cared for him, however in order to protect others, including yourself. You had no other choice, but to hurt him, even if you didn't want to.
When we all fall asleep, where do we go?
You accidentally fell asleep and immediately woke up to realize you were still in a cupboard, you then grabbed the hammer next to you and peeked through the crack to see Canada about to walk out, you assume that you were at least asleep for 5 minutes however the panic in you up.
Come here
You saw him turn around and walk away, you got up and found the courage to quietly ran up to him and hit him in the head and got on top of him. Canada was now bleeding, he grabbed your wrist and swapped positions, you started to panic even more. Canada smiled widely, he didn't look evil, sick or anything, just innocently and adorable " I'm so sorry " You said as tears form in your eyes.
Say it, spit it out, what is it exactly
You're payin'? Is the amount cleanin' you out, am I satisfactory?
Canada didn't say anything. However frowned a little " You were the one right? You killed Ame with a knife yesterday!!! Didn't you?! You're own brother... " You said as Canada smiled again and said softly " I did it for you y/n I love you, so much " He said as he held his axe up in the air " If you love me, you wouldn't hurt me, or anyone else that I love or you love "
Today, I'm thinkin' about, the things that are deadly
" Canada formed tears in his eyes and said " I giggled when I held that knife, and I stabbed him, again and again and again. I loved my bro, but he got too close to my beautiful figure made of glass, so fragile, so precious, he was bound to hurt you y/n I couldn't show him any weakness " Canada said
The way I'm drinkin' you down
Like I wanna drown, like I wanna end me
" Go ahead then, he's gone, and so is my Canada!! The one I fell in love with, you're not mine, so please, just go ahead " you turned your view and closed your eyes breathing calmly in and out. You heard Canada cry, you looked up at him " Run " He said as you immediately got up
Step on the glass, staple your tongue (ahh)
You ran down the hallways, you ran out the door and into the woods. You looked behind you for a second to see Canada holding the axe,
A dark red ora around his face. He held the axe
Up high and giggled, you gasped quietly in fear
Bury a friend, try to wake up (ah-ahh)
You ran again and eventually gave up because now you were exhausted, you heard footsteps behind you. Your heart racing again
Cannibal class, killing the son (ahh)
You felt your head spark from a sharp pain, you looked behind and saw Canada holding the axe and saying " Are you ready? " He smiled
Red eyes now consuming his normal colored ones. " Here I come " He laughed villainously.
Bury a friend, I wanna end me
He held the axe in the air and swung down. You luckily dodged it and went to the side, he smiled while laughing.
I wanna end me
( I wanna, I wanna, I wanna end me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna )
Tears came faster and fell down his eyes and a few from yours, but you were absolutely terrified you couldn't even cry or think straight but panic knowing he will kill you no matter what.
What do you want from me? Why don't you run from me?
You grabbed a stone near by and threw it at him however he baseball batted his axe and hit the rock as the rock split into halves and into pebbles and stones.
What are you wondering? What do you know?
He came closer and closer, walking up to you.
Why aren't you scared of me? Why do you care for me?
Canada threw his axe at you, as it hit the side
Of your waist, you screamed in pain and groaned. You walked backwards again and hit a tree,
When we all fall asleep, where do we go?
You slid down the tree and sat down onto the leafy ground and cried silently.
Listen
Canada came up to you and squatted. He went
Up to your ear and said " I love you "
Keep you in the dark, what had you expected?
You placed your blood covered arms around him as your head and rested your cheek in his shoulder and smelt him
Me to make you my art and make you a star
And get you connected?
He smelt like past shedded blood from others, mixed with the sweetness of maple syrup and who he used to be. The burning sweetness of sugar and the rusting iron smell from metal, mixed together, the smell perfectly and exactly aligned with who he is right now. But syrup is thicker, sweeter and sticker than blood.
I'll meet you in the park, I'll be calm and collected
He kissed your neck and slightly but it " You're now mine " He smiled and said in a happy voice.
But we knew right from the start that you'd fall apart
'Cause I'm too expensive
" Canada, come closer please " You whispered. He did so, you dipped your finger in your blood
And smoothed it on your lips as if it was lip balm.
It's probably somethin' that shouldn't be said out loud
" My blood is considered Rich, and if it's yours- " You said and kissed Canada's lips with the red paint all over your lips. He kissed back and smiled
Honestly, I thought that I would be dead by now (wow)
" It must be shared with the person who owns it, you, shared " You said as you pulled the axe out of your hip and stabbed Canada in the back. He stopped kissing and looked at you
With teary eyes " Y/n " He asked sadly
Calling security, keepin' my head held down
" All for you, all for you " You said and fell into Canada's chest.
Bury the hatchet or bury your friend right now
The axe fell off his back and onto the ground
" I love you as well " You smiled as Canada smiled.
The debt I owe, gotta sell my soul
'Cause I can't say no, no, I can't say no
" Thus if my blood leaks from the sharp hands
Of yours, the vein and favor, will be returned "
You smiled as Canada hugged you.
Then my limbs all froze and my eyes won't close
And I can't say no, I can't say no
You hugged back, you felt your eye sight
Drift away.....
Careful
Step on the glass, staple your tongue (ahh)
Canada felt the same.....
Bury a friend, try to wake up (ah-ahh)
You kissed his cheek and held him close.
You and Canada slowly felt your vision completely blur and turn into a white void
Cannibal class, killing the son (ahh)
Bury a friend,
And now it felt as if you were falling. Was this
An imagination of the experience of death, or
Was this the last moments of your consciousness and psychical liveness before it disappears and that now you can no longer be unconscious or conscious, but be subconscious.
I wanna end me
You and Canada both shut your eyes, and exhaled your last breathes as they were silent
and long.
I wanna end me
( I wanna, I wanna, I wanna end me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna )
The end of both, each other. Even though the sick nature of your emotions have overcame the person you were meant to be, part of both of you have had enough, the red thick mist in your inner self. The violent nature of the individual
What do you want from me? Why don't you run from me?
Has awoken.......
What are you wondering? What do you know?
And when it does......
Why aren't you scared of me? Why do you care for me?
It is literally impossible.....to keep control
When we all fall asleep, where do we go?
When you're already losing it all.........