Chapter 29: 💐🌥 A Heavy Truth🪁🧃

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It was cold. Cold enough for you to not be able to sleep, you got out of bed and begun to walk down the hallway. It was dark, however you decide not to turn on the light because you didn't want to disturb Australia. Instead you sat on the couch near the fireplace and tucked your legs up and rested your head on

The shoulder of the sofa. You looked out the window, it was dark and gloomy, the only you could see was the moon. You didn't have enough trust to wake Australia up and ask for another blanket or a hug. You felt hopeless, being so lonely and thinking too much. You met Australia at night as you were

Being attacked by 2 countries who tried to kidnap you, you punched them and ran away, however you ran to a dead end. You prepared or you last words until you saw the 2 men fall down to the ground, the tall country standing with a bat. You were terrified but he gave you a hand helping you back up.

The way his smile shined and his eyes glimmers made you blush. You stopped night dream and went to sleep. You were then suddenly woken up by Australia nudging your shoulder. You groan as you opened your eyes slowly, you saw Australia looking worried and concerned as ever " Aussie? What's the matter? " You ask calmly then smiling.

He tries to remain and calm and says " What's the matter? Why are you sleeping here? Were you hear the whole night? IT'S FREEZING " He obviously failed at that as you frown and apologize " I'm sorry! It was cold in my room, I couldn't sleep " you said as his eyebrows furrowed into an expression of shock

Or some sort of emotion that represented he was pissed but mostly concerned. " Why didn't you wake me up?? Why didn't you tell me?! " You sit ups swiftly " I'm sorry ok! I just didn't want to disturb you " you said a little louder as you hoed your legs close and hid your face into

them. " Oh Cupcake I'm so sorry i yelled. I didn't mean it " He says as he taps your knee, you look up a he puts his hands on your cheeks as you smiled and blushed. He pulled you close and kisses your head, you then jumped on him while hugging. You both stood up, but it took a

few seconds for him to realize that you were hugging him. He puts his arms around you gently as he lifts you up in the air with ease, you giggled as he was flustered to how cute and adorable you looked as you said " wow!! I'm so so high now, I could reach a tall tree " You

Said with a soft and cute voice. He groans while you spoke as he pressed his head against your stomach, while his arms held your waist supporting you so you don't fall. After you spoke you noticed and looked at Australia, as his head was pressed against your stomach.

You felt shy as your head exploded with red. You ask while being able to not stutter " Aussie are you alright " You aka looking down. He slowly lifts his head looking at you, as his chin was now pressed against your belly. He looked sad or shameful.

He puts you down as he walks away. He walks as you gasped and said " Wait! Aussie don't leave me! " He heard as he frowned harder and walked to his room as he sits on his bed. You saw that the door was open as you see him siting while looking down. You saw him

holding a picture frame. You stood there in the door way concerned but confused. He starts to cry, you heard sounds of pain as you run over to his side and hugged him. " Aussie please talk to me. I want to help you " you said as your voice choked. He looks at you and grabs you as

As you say on his lap

while facing him, your legs resting besides his. He holds you close as his face was down on your chest as he cried. You hugged him by his back and said " Sshh it's ok, I'm here, I'm always here " He looks up and says " Sorry, a memory flushed through me " He

Said frowning as he looks at the picture. Before you could fully examine who it was, he opens the drawer besides his bed that was connected to a night table and puts the picture frame inside as he slams it shut. He looks at you as he said " I'm sorry for being like Cupcake,

I don't mean to keep myself from you. I'm just scared of losing you or seeing you get hurt " He says gulping down his relief. You sighed and smiled as you lean closer he backs up as blush waved over his face, you place your slim finger on his lip and said " Aussie, I care for you. And I hope you

Know how much I do " As he falls back on the bed with you on top. You slowly got off him and walked out, he was shocked but ignored the sadness he felt as he ran and followed to where you were going. You were outside, as you sat on the grass, the beautiful lake shined

Form the sunlight. The garden's trees making light shades, and the flowers that were colorful and welcoming. He looks at you confused as he walked over and down next to you, you looked away, he noticed and said " Hey what's wrong? Let me see your pretty face " He says as he

Turns your face calmly to see tears that had fallen down the most beautiful eyes as you looked like you were in extreme pain but desperately trying to be happy and put on a big smile but the tears that flowed down good a different story. He stroked your tears away as

he asks " Cupcake why are you crying? " You giggles as you kept on smiling. " Stop it! This isn't funny, tell me what's the matter!! " He asks sharply as you stopped laughing as you smiled while looking at him with tearful eyes. " Aussie, if something bad happens to me, I want

you to move on with life and move forward " You said while sobs overcame your sentence. The reason you said something so out of the blue was that, you had a power that would give you strokes of the future and what would happen to you. But it only came when you

Were in danger or near danger. Australia had a power by having wings which weren't regular as they could be used as a shield and could be hidden if you chided, and fire balls that could explode something than would be already lit in flames. He pushed you against the grass

As he says " Be quiet! Shut up! I will not lose you! I can't lose someone dear to me again! I can't! Don't ever say that!! " He yells as you looked at him while crying. " A-Aussie " You cried. " Cupcake? " He asked while looking deeply in your eyes. " I'm sorry " You said as he got off you and lifted you up bridal style and

Started to walk inside with you in his arms. He sets you done in the chair, as you saw him go to the door " I'll be back soon " You ran up to him as you tried to give him a hug but he flew away already. You sighed regretting what you said, but you had to because he had to know

Before you leave. You started to walk to your room, however you remembered something as you walked over to Australia's bedroom. You were curious at the photo. You carefully opened the drawer and saw the photo, you picked it up and examined it. You saw a girl kissing his cheek, she was

Beautiful..

Gorgeous in fact.....

She had blue eyes and red curly hair. Your heart hurt a bit due to knowing that he already had someone, however you said in your mind ' never mind that, he deserves the best doesn't he? ' You sobbed as a few tears fell down your cheek. You gasped

At putting the correct pieces together as you learnt ' This girl is dead, no wonder he's secretly sad all the time, his room is so dirty he probably didn't want to wash away the he memories he had with her, he even said a memory had flashed back at him. It's her '

You looked in the drawer again, to see an old necklace. It must be his, from her. You placed the photo back in as you heard something flutter outside, you panicked and closed the drawer and ran outside the bedroom and contained to walk the rest the way down

Because you didn't want to look suspicious. You saw him close the door as you smiled not owing what to say. He looks at you with tear joyful eyes and runs over to you and hugs you " I'm sorry, for not giving you that hug and ignoring you, today " You sighed as it's as sharp. " It's ok, I understand why " You said

As he excitedly gave you flowers. He bends down on one knee while saying " My Cupcake I dearly cafe for you very deeply and I hope you know that " He says as he held your hand. He stood up as he held your hand and kissed it. You blushed but said " That's so sweet of you Aussie, thank you so much!! " You said jumping

In his arms as he hugged you tight. But deep down, you knew you would do anything to make sure he is happy, as he was already so miserable and hurt. He sets you down as you grabbed his arms and made him sit on the chair. That was near the kitchen, he was

Confused but finally got that you were preparing to cook " May I help you Cupcake? " He asked " Oh no its okay, I promise. I can do this for you " You said as you grabbed the flowers and put them in a jar and set them on the counter. You started to cook as he was a little worried, due to the fact you were rushing

Or panicking " Cupcake? " He asked worried " Oh! Everything's fine, trust me? " You asked. He nods as you continued to cook, after 20 minutes you set the meal on the table for him. " Awwww Cupcake. My favorite! " He said as he smelt the minced pie. You smiled as he

Took a first bite and looked amazed but didn't last as he asked " Cupcake, where's yours? " He pointed using the finger guns. You laughed and said " Oh! I-I'm not hungry " He wasn't please with this answer as he stood up and said " That's no excuse Cupcake, I'm making you food

right now " You watched as he begun making you food. You sighed then sat down on the chair waiting. After few 10 minutes or more you rested your head on your hand as you slowly drifted, however you were pulled out of your trance as you looked at the food. It was cookies fish he noticed you were confused

As he says " It's Barramundi Fish " He says smiling as he sits down and eats his pie. You taste the pie, it was like amazing, it tasted like pure gold, so treasuring and delicious, yet so fragile. Australia notices and asks " Cupcake are you alright? " He asks touching your hand

" It's delicious, I love it " You say smiling, he scoots his chair closer to you and says " Thank you, Aussie " You said blushing. He looked away blushing hard and says " Let's Finnish up " He says looking back at you. After half an hour it you both finished the meals, you stood up and grabbed the plates and forks.

You walked to the sink and started washing until you heard Australia say " Cupcake don't do that, I'll do it " You smiled as you continued washing the dishes as you finally said something " It's ok, Aussie, you can go to bed " You said calmly as he stood there as he said "Cupcake..... " He said seriously. You gulped

" I'm almost done " You said going quicker, after drying the plates and forks, and putting them away. He picks you up Bridal style, as he says " You're coming to bed with me~" He smirks as you moved around trying to get down, but the more you struggled the tighter he

Held you. " Aussie!! " You squealed as he replied with " Don't worry~ " He said " Aussie you missed my bedroom. " You said holding your hands tight together. He doesn't say anything as he walked through the bedroom frame. " Ah~ " You exclaimed as he set you down on the bed, which was cold.

He crawled next to you as he holds you close, you we're hesitant to hug him back but you did so anyway, it felt nice, warm, and very safe. He held goes lower as he puts his head near your chest, as he puts a leg  over your waist, you did the same as you no longer mind as you softly rubbed his head. You slowly fall asleep as you

Hear him calmly breathe in and felt his grasp soften up. In the morning you saw Australia was gone, you assumed he was doing work. You gots up and went to the bathroom and washed your face. You brushed your hair and changed your clothes, you now wore

Black high waisted jean shorts, and a patterned like singlet. You walked to the kitchen and saw a note and stacked pancakes with honey,whip cream and berries. You we're delighted as you read the notes

' Good morning Cupcake, I am doing work today, I won't come home for a while, eat the food I made you, I hope you like it. See you soon my dear '

You blushed and ate your pancakes in joy. After, you sat on the sofa, you were bored as the memory of the photo started to

Haunt you

You saw yourself

Falling....

into the abyss of nothing....

You fell

And fell

You landed on back job the sofa and saw the the photo frame everywhere, " Make him happy make him happy Make him happy make him happy Make him happy make him happy Make him happy make him happy " You started to throw up blood and flowers formed

On your arms, as you fell through the abyss of nothing, again.

Australia's View:

After doing work he went to the flower store. He went around at the town that was near the forest and grass lands. He felt her, come into his memories again. Australia didn't feel so good, he couldn't get her out of his mind. He felt guilty for not telling you about her, and he feared how you would feel about her.

Back to original View

You remembered that you were not allowed to go outside, however you had to, for him. You went outside to the nearest store and bought some stuff. It was fine, you went home in a rush and did some.... Things.

" Cupcake I'm home! " He yelled as all he saw was a woman, with red curly hair, she turned turned around to show her blue eyes. She then said " Australia, your back home " She smiled " Y/N What did you do to yourself??!! " He yelled. " Aren't you happy? Don't you miss her? I thought this would make you happy?? You. Loved. Her " You frowned.

Australia gasped as you started to tear up, you dived as blood dropped from your mouth, and your arms grew flowers. You started to cough and cough, blood and more and more " Cupcake are you alright?!?!" He asked getting closer to you. You ran away into the garden.

and You fell to your knees as you cried,

you didn't get as you felt him pick you up as he wiped the blood away " MY LOVE?! " He yelled as he held you tight. The sun had set as he yelled " CUPCAKE?! DON'T LEAVE ME PLEASE " He pleases begging you to respond. You cough as you lean closer to his face and

said " Help me " As you slept on his lap trying to breathe. He leaned closer and kissed you deeply on your lips, it felt so like magic as the whole world felt like you were flying as the world spun fast and never came to a halt.

He pulls away as he saw the flowers bloom away as the petals flow off onto the ground. The blood soaks in your skin, as the headache faded away. You sat up right and asked " Thank you Aussie " You said smiling. He was still shocked as you frown and said " I'm sorry for

Everything. I should leave now, I just wanted to be her, to make you happy. Because that was the only thing that made me happy " You said as you got up and walked through the door. You started to pack your bags as Australia runs to your bedroom and shouts

" I LOVE YOU " He smiles with tears in his eyes. You place hand on your mouth and begun to weep. " Aussie, I'm not her " You said as he pulled you in for a hug and said " I don't care, I love you, I only want you to be you for me. Yes I may miss her, but I don't

Want you to be her. She is a person who's already gone, you can't make her up as she already existed and as life goes, she can't comeback " He frowned. You pulled away as

You said " But you don't understand. I don't like me, I only want to be whoever you

Want me to be, and I know deep down inside you, you still miss her and love her. Isn't she the most important person to you??!! " You yelled. He was shocked as he then realized what you were saying, what you were trying to do, and why you acted differently. He pushed

You against the wall as he held you tight, he looked at you and said " You are just as important to me " He said as you whispered " I'm not " He grabs your arms tightening his grip and yells " YES YOU ARE!! You are one o the most dearest people to me!! I rarely

Have dearest people I care about. I know you're trying to be her because you think that's what I want you to be, you think that you could just recreate her and forget about you??!! " He yells. You drop on the floor as you tucked your knees in and sighed trying not to choke.

" Australia. I never thought this would happen, but I why won't you just let me do this for you?! " you yelled. " Because I care for you!! " He was interrupted by you saying " No! I'm not your cupcake anymore. I am who you've missed for a longtime, I'm not as good as her

Ok, I have no quality in being a dear person to you. I'm not something Aussie, i should just be who you want me to be, and you should just forget about cupcake now, she should just, leave " You whispered, he puts an arm across your side as he lifted up your chin.

" Is that how you feel? Feeling that you are not good enough to comparing yourself to a person you've never met, you don't want to be you. But I do, I just want the real you back, that's all I could ever ask for. I don't want Charolette, I want my y/n, Cupcake " you sighed looked away Saying

" I'm going to die Aussie. And when I do, I hope you find someone better, someone new. I always want you to be happy, I try to stay strong and not cry at the fact you are most happy, when I am not there. I wished I could make you as happy like Charlotte did.

That's why I wanted to be her, so I could be good enough. So I'd have a purpose, and that I wouldn't be a some hilarious mistake. And that you would, love me for that. But I'll be gone soon, well. I do hope you make new.... good friends " You said as you calmly laid down on the floor crying yourself silently to sleep.

He silently cried as well, knowing the truth. He picked you up bridal style, as he brings you to his room. He sets you down gently, and puts the covers over you, as he sits next to the bed waiting for you to wake up. He didn't sleep, he had spent the whole night making sure you

Were safe and ok. As you groaned and sat up rubbing your head as you yawn and looked at Aussie, who looked tried but mostly upset " good morning Aussie? " You said as he smiled and said " Nice to see you were ok, Cupcake " He said while giving a small giggle.

" Aussie, I'm fine. Why didn't you go to bed, you're so tired. Lay down in bed, let me take fare of you " You smiled " NO " He yelled causing you to gasp quietly in shock. " I'm sorry, sorry. Cupcake, don't cry. I'm just

Scared of losing you, you are my whole world

And I don't want you to fade away " You replied with " I didn't want you to know or feel the way I am inside " you gasped. He touched your hand and said " But i wanna understand, so i can love you properly " He smiles as you kiss his cheek. " the truth is, I'm terrified, being

Rejected,Abandoned,forgotten, replaced, being alone, not being. Loved " You said coming down to a whisper. He looks at you as he notices you try not to cry, " My love " He says as he frowned. " I'm scared of you, doing any of those things to me. It wouldn't feel so bad if you just simply told me

If you needed to reject me instead of ignoring it. Telling me your leaving instead of a abandoning the situation. Telling me you wanted to move on instead of leaving me with no answer. Telling me you wanted to me new people instead of hiding the fact you already

have someone else. Telling me where your going so I know when your coming back. Telling me you love me, instead of giving me everything you thought I needed and not just giving me meaningless smiles " You sigh again " I'd rather you be honest with me. So I know

When your going to hurt me. It doesn't feel as bad, i know In clingy, but I just- " You cried again as Australia hugged you and said " I understand, but I'll never want to hurt you, your my one and only love. And there's no one that can replace that " He said as he kisses your lips again " Really? What about her? "

He laughs "She was my amazing best friend. You are my girlfriend, your different to me, and I can do more things with you than I could do with a friend, even a best friend " He blushed " I actually always had feelings for you, I'm just good at hiding them " He said as you grinned.

You pulled him in as he was on top of you as you both laughed " Cupcake, can you please go change into your original self, who I love " You nodded as you went in the bathroom. He waited on the bed as you changed your hair back to normal, you took off your eye contacts as you threw them in the bin. You

Walked to Australia's bedroom as he looked so happy. You were nervous as you blushed and sat down shyly. " My cupcake!!! " He yelled hugging you. You laugh as you kissed his cheek, both of you decided to sit outside and fly some kites, a sit was perfect beautiful day. He hands you a juice box as you both

Drank while looking at the kites dance around the sky. As it was cloudier than usual, however you both didn't mind as it didn't hurt your skin too much.  He then diced to make something " Aussie whatacha doing? " You asked. " wait a second " He says in melody. As he gets up and says " Wait here I have something for you.

He runs back inside and swiftly comes back, as you ask " what is it? " He grins as he said " Not yet " You giggle as he finished the flower crown and sets it on your head. You smiled saying thank you as he blushed at your voice tone, you grab a bunch of flower and made a flower necklace. You set it around Australia's neck

As he smiled and said thank you. You smiled again as he moved closer to you while saying " I hope you like it " He said giving you a gold as it had a heart on it. You smiled as tear formed in your eyes as you put it on, you grab his hand and put a silver bracelet with a star on it and

put it around his wrist. He smiled as you both kiss once again, you were just happy that he loved you, just the way you were. As he was happy that you never gave up on him, all though at times he clung to you like a child. But you couldn't help that it was adorable. He loved you so much, and you loved him.

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