Chapter 157:  realization // 🇩🇪Germany🇩🇪 //

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(Old) He smacked you across the face. You fell to the floor and started to cry when he grabbed you by your arm and dragged you to the shared bedroom, you screamed and kicked but it was no use, he was too strong and he could easily hurt you

He threw you on the ground as you grunted while holding your hip " again.........Why. Were. You. Home. Late? " He asked strictly as you looked away now holding your swollen red cheek " I was with America, finishing work- " you couldn't say anything

When he grabbed you by your collar and held you up in the air " Lies..... " He said deeply as he started to choke you, you felt your head become tighter, blood rushing through your skull and flowed around as you started to become blue, you had a headache and felt dizzy, you could no longer see anything besides static electricity. Germany let go and once again you fell on the floor, " Fine.. Clean yourself up, I'll be joining you in bed soon, don't try cut yourself again or I'll give you the cuts myself.

" he said as he slammed the door and locked it. You got up and started to clean yourself up, there was 2 cupboards, a shelf full of books, two night stands, a desk with other shelves up above and a picture of you and Germany, and a bathroom right across the room. You changed into a silky flower patterned night gown and brushed your hair and teeth and headed to bed, you slept on the window side as the moon shined bright and layed it's soft light ontop of you. You curled into a ball and slept.

After minutes or a few hours had gone by it was still night and Germany quietly unlocked and opened the door to see you fast asleep, he smirk to himself as he closed the door and locked it again. He changed clothes, he wore a shirt black shirt witg grey striped pants, he hopped into bed and looked over at you. He saw the many bruises and scratch marks he had given you and smiled, he kissed your lips and stroked your hair before turning the other way and falling asleep.

After when you woke up and the night had passed you saw Germany was gone and probably went downstairs into his office, you sighed and stayed in your night gown and went downstairs to cook him breakfast, it took only a few minutes and you were done. It was Germany's favorite, you went to go see him when you realized the door was open and there was no one inside his office, you hesitantly stepped in and looked around and placed his meal on his desk and looked around more. You saw picture of him, his brother and his father in a picture smiling.

You gasped when you saw his father, and that's when you heard a cough behind you, you stood there in fear and turned around " What, the fuck, are you. Doing in my room?!?!?!? " He yelled as tears fell down your eyes " G-Germany, I came to give you your breakfast and I thought you were in here, I'm so sorry- " He punched you in the gut as you fell to your knees " I told you yesterday to never, ever under any circumstances to go in my office. And I see you have disobeyed.... I think you need to be- " He was now talking calmer and looked at you

With a calm smile, lust and blush, " Punished~ " He said as you he smiled widely showing his teeth, you gasped and got up and tried to run past him when he grabbed your wrist and pulled you in close. Tears fell down your eyes as he grinned and wrapped his arms around your waist, your noses both touching as he grips your arm tighter. He picks you up bridal style, and starts walking slowly upstairs as he drops you on the bed then closes and locks the door. You panicked and felt your heart race,

You saw him unbutton his shirt and unbuckles his belt then unzips fly. You couldn't help but blush and gulp as you felt your downstairs leak, a lot as Germany gets on top of you and snakes his fingers to stroke under your night gown " My my~ y/n I can't believe how wet you are already " he said as you blushed but knew he'd pound you without any mercy, any minute. Just as he pulled his fingers away and licked them, you turned to your side when he all of a sudden, tears your night gown into 2 halves

And shoved his massive dick inside your dripping pussy, you did a small scream that told him you were in pain and that he should wait. But he disobeyed, he shoved in and out of your small hole as you started crying, not moaning, crying and screaming. You gripped the bed sheets and closed your eyes, it felt like a cold hard bat beating up your insides and tearing apart your cavern. You gasped for more air as you felt him go faster, he wrapped his tie around your neck and pulled your neck up as you saliva and

Blush fluttered your face when you felt him hit a sensitive spot, you moan allowed as he stopped for a second before thrusting and abusing into the same spot driving you crazy " Ah stop please Germany!!!~ " you yelled as he grunted " Please!!~ It hurts so badly!!~ It's too much!~ " your tone mixed into pleasure and pain, mostly pain. He flipped you over now facing the bed, he shoved your face into sheets as you looked to your side so you wouldn't be smuggled to death and you could breathe. It felt awful, you have always dreamt of him pounding you but

In a way that he still loved and cared for you, you closed your eyes and sobbed as he continued to thrust " G-Germany...please stop!!~ I thought you never wanted to hurt me!!!~ AH~ why aren't you listening to me?!?! " you yelped as he grabs your hips as his thrusts were now deeper and frequent " N-No!! Germany stop!! I'm begging you!!~ it hurts so much!!~ please stop hurting me!!~ " you said as he mumbled under his breath " So tight~ warm~ Ah~ wet~ " he said as you blushed and thought inside your head ' I guess you really did want to hurt me... ' you both felt your climaxes

Build up, after you were silent and made a few occasional screams, he flipped you over again like a pancake and puts your legs over his shoulder and grips your thighs and continued his pounding. After he had finally came inside you, you yelped at the feeling, he noticed you haven't cumed and sits down, his legs over the edge of the bed as he pulls you to sit on his lap, his dick still inside you. As he bounces you up and down, he went a lot slower and became more gentle,

He lifted up one of your legs for a better slide in and out, as the other he squeezed your thigh " AH~ Germany!~ stop~ Ah~ it's too much~ " you said as he laughed at you, him blushing and smiling. You blushed hard and felt him bite your neck sending you over the bridge, you pushed his face away as you came all over his cock, he pushed you on the bed, tear stains visible on your cheeks, your lips quivering. He held his hand against your throat as you looked away, your legs wide open laying on his waist as he kneeled down and moved closer. He looked at how gorgeous you were,

So delicate and soft, it felt like he was satisfied with his work and felt like delighted wolf after he has achieved killing and brutally ravaging on his prey, a bunny. You gasped for more air, your throat becoming tighter, he goes down and licks and sucks the rest of the fluid that leaked out, you blushed hard as he flicked his tongue around and plays with your clit, you tighten up as more of your cum squirts out and onto his face " s-sorry " Was all you could say as he happily drinks and sucks up the rest and

Went back on top of you and played with your breasts. You moaned quietly as he squeezed each one at different times, in different ways. He sucks on one like a little baby as you sigh in delight and relaxation, while on the other he fiddled your nipple, you lazily wrapped your legs around his waist, he then swapped and sucks on the other and fiddled with your hard bud. As you looked up to the ceiling and waited for him to be done, he pulled away, his saliva coating your soft and squishy mounts.

He glided his hands on your waist and went over to your thighs and lightly squished them. He lifted on his shoulder and bit your inner thigh as you gasped, he but hard and sucked hard, that when he pulled away there were teeth marks and bruises on the thigh he bit. He went over to the side of your waist and bit it slowly, he bit your belly, he came closer and bit both sides of your neck and shoulder. You moaned in pleasure as he stood up off the bed, looking down at his praised work, his most valuable presence. His treasure and work of art.

He did not kiss your lips, he did not kiss your cheeks or forehead liked you hoped, he did not say things like " You did so well " or " I'm so proud and happy of you " or even " I love you... " He just took off the tie that was around your neck and left while buttoning his shirt and pulling his dick back in, and buckled his belt and zipped his fly. You sigh in disappoint and decided to take a quick shower and after go to the pharmacy, you were done washing and putting on

your clothes, you realized you were walking slower and you limped to your side. You felt really tired and sick after that session, but you had no other choice, ya as if Germany would gladly help you. Meanwhile Germany worked in his office downstairs, but he couldn't start, he saw the fresh steamed food that never became cold, it was his favorite meal. Omelette mixed with a bunch of hurbs and tuna, lettuce,mayo sandwiches, tomatoes on the side with a few carrots and cucumbers. He gasped and remembered what he had done to you,

He just left you, all of a sudden it felt like he was floating in the galaxy. A halo appeared upabove his head as he frowned " You aren't as bad as you knew you were " a voice said " Was ist das? Where am I? " He asked " I'm your guilty consciousness, Look Germany, you're here because you out yourself here " It said " If I'm here because I knew what I did was wrong, why do i have a halo? " He asked and

frowned " because you know how to fix your mistakes, even the ones you left behind, your accepting the fact she might not ever forgive you, or love you in the same way. But you couldn't care less as long as she's happy " It said " But, I don't deserve her, she's too good for me and I really did hurt her " Germany said as a tear fell down " And since you hurt her,

you want to heal her, make it up to her, love her properly, and that's heya makes you feel better and enough to at least see her smile again " It said as Germany side and puts his hands on his face covering his tears. " you know what to do " It said " Well- what if I do? what if it isn't good enough, what she never smiles at me again, what if I lose her " he sobbed " Then you must wait for her trust and love you to slowly come back " It said as Germany felt himself float from the air and back to his seat, the voice leaving him, no longer in space.

You sighed and begun to limp walk your way out when

You heard crying from downstairs, you assumed it was in Germany's office, you walked over to his slightly open door and saw him finishing his food while crying, facing away from the door. You sighed and quietly walked up near him as you heard him say " It's my fault!! It's all my fault!! She'll hate me forever, she won't ever smile at me, she won't love me!! B-but I understand why " He cried as you raised your eyebrow. But then your eyes widened when you heard him whisper " I love her so much, but I hurt her. I still can't believe she

Wants to be with me, I'm such a god damn idiot!!!! " He yelled as you walked to the side of him and slowly placed your arms around him, he gasped and looked at you in shock as you closed your eyes and kept your arms around him,the stopped crying and returned the favor and hugged back, his large arms and hands wrapped around your small frame as you said " I love you " And kissed his lips, forehead and cheeks, you did what he never gave to you. You pulled away and smiled as he hesitantly smiled back, you walked out and down stairs,

He was almost finished eating his last sandwich when he heard the front door open and shut. He shoved the sandwich in his mouth and swallowed the sandwich and opened the front door and saw you down the road limping, he slammed the door then and ran after you. You crossed the street as you felt someone pull your collar, you turned around and saw him " G-Germany? What are you doing here? " You asked " Where are YOU going!? " He asked as you then replied " To the pharmacy, I was gonna just get some painkillers " You said as

Germany looked down to the ground " But- why didn't you tell me? You were leaving.... " You looked away and sobbed as he noticed and hugged you tight. You hugged back and felt your whole body fall to the ground, all you saw was flashes of him, screaming and him picking you up, and asked if you were alive constantly, all you you did was nod. You had fallen asleep in his touch, Germany lifted you and walked back home where he layed you in bed and tucked you in. After a few hours you woke up to see Germany

Laying down on the side of the bed, you immediately shook him until he woke up " Y/n?! " He asked " Germany? What happened? " You asked calmly " Well, I assumed you were very...Hurt.Ill so you fainted, I carried you home, I left to get the painkillers and some other medicine, but you have to eat your soup and bread first " He said and pointed at the bowl next to you. You smiled then looked away " Thank you Germany " You moved away a little, he noticed and sighed and touched your hand and lifted it up to kiss the back of

You hand. You looked over and blushed but tried to pull away " Y/n, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry " He said as you turned to your side and looked away, tears falling down your face, you tried hard to not have a melt down, you gripped the sheets, you accidentally couldn't hold it in and sobbed it really loud. Germany heard and scooted closer and looked over you, you closed your eyes and sobbed quietly " Y/n i-i I'm so sorry, please, I want you to know how much I regret doing that to you, I know I hurt you and I understand that you don't want to

Talk to me or forgive me, but I want to make it up to you. I love you so much, and it's hard for you to believe that since I never really showed you it, I hurt you. Multiple times and I'm sorry, I cant fix the wounds I gave you, but I want to try make you happier, I want you to feel better, I want to help you, I want to rebuild the trust and love I broke. I'm undeserving of you, you're too good but I promise I'll never hurt you again, and I hope I'm still some sort of value to you, even if it's little " he said as you turned around and wrapped your

body around his waist, he sat on the edge of the bed, his legs touching the sides of the bed and his feet on the floor. You blushed and hugged him " ich liebe dich " You said as he smiled widely, tears fell down his cheeks as he hugged you tight not letting go " Thank you y/n, I'm so happy, I love you too, so much " He said as you looked up at him and sat up,he touched your shoulders and deeply kissed your lips as you kissed back, you wrapped your arms around his neck as he slammed you into the bedframe him devouring your sweet soft lips, he kissed you all over your face and neck. Afterwards you both cuddle for the rest of the day.