"I wish I took a picture of her face, oh my God" Hyeyeon is laying on the bed, talking about the incident earlier and still having good laughs.
You just smile at her talking, actually feeling bad for the girl. She was being too possessive but you were sure it was because Jungkook gave her severe trust issues and knew she is just another victim of his games.
"Hey, do you girls want to come and join us for some beers?" Jimin walks into his room where you and HyeYeon were hanging out.
"Sure! I'm up, what about you, Y/N?" Hyeyeon steps out of the bed as she talks.
"Yeah, sure. Let's go"
***
As you walk into the huge garden balcony, you see Taehyung, Yoongi and J-hope already there. You look around but you don't find Jungkook. A little disappointed but understanding, you calm yourself down. You figure, after the chaos you caused today, he is trying to calm things down with his girlfriend.
"Here" Taehyung passes you one of the beers while giving one out to everyone.
"Thanks"
After analyzing the seating, you find place besides Taehyung on one of the four cushioned benches which were adjacent to each other, squared around the fireplace. He smiles at you as you approach him and sit besides him. You smile back.
You guys were just settling in when you all hear someone open the glass door to the balcony that Jimin had closed behind him.
"There he is" Yoongi raises his beer pointing towards Jungkook who just stormed in.
As soon as he enters, he does not even read the room or takes a look around, instead he straight up reaches to the beer cart and grabs two.
"How did it go with Raeyeon" Jimin asks before taking a sip of his beer, trying to get the gossip started.
"Dumped her" Jungkook answers sounding slightly furious and tensed, hinting the room that he isn't in the mood to make a conversation. He then starts violently hitting the beer bottles open on the balcony's reeling.
Those words of him immediately disturb your mind but then you read the room and no one really seems even surprised at his words, not even HyeYeon. You start contemplating whether you did that and whether you were the reason for the breakup. Now you start feeling just too bad for Raeyeon. Too much was going on in these twenty four hours.
For some reason, you couldn't stop watching him do that and go in for a bottoms up with his first beer. The veins on his neck as he looks up hard, the beer slightly leaking and sliding down his mouth while he chugs it, the grip on the bottle, eyes pressed close.....you don't take your eyes off of him until he gulps his first beer down, leaving everyone stunned with the intensity.
"Whoa, slow down there" Taehyung turns at Jungkook being a little concerned.
Ignoring him, Jungkook goes in for his second bottle and finishes it in next few seconds. After chugging the whole thing down, he exhales loudly and suddenly glances at you, over his shoulder. That takes you off guard and you immediately look away. His sharp yet subtle stare through this hair at you was a little too intimidating for you.
He then walks up from behind you and reaches for his third beer, standing closing to you and leaning over you. You are suddenly facing his bare neck, noticing his white gold necklace fall out of shirt, hanging down his tanned neck as he leans down to grab the drink. You could literally smell his body scent. That does something to you, making you cross your legs tighter and feel your stomach tightening. He then surprisingly takes a seat besides HyeYeon, adjacent to you.
Watching him seat right next to you on the other bench, you look away towards Taehyung's shoulder. Taehyung looks at you and watches you get awkward with Jungkook not sitting that far from you.
"You still haven't started with your drink" Taehyung speaks only loud enough for you to hear.
You shift your gaze to his and match your eyes with him. You feel him grab the beer from your hand and bust it open for you, putting it back swiftly in your hands.
"Thank you"
He just winks at you saying "you're always welcome".
"Can I ask you something?" You ask, now sitting with your back mostly faced towards Jungkook, trying to face Taehyung as much as you can.
He nods his head looking at you, chugging his beer.
"How come almost everyone here has a girlfriend or a fiancé and you don't"
Listening to that, he scoffs. "Why do you think I should have one?"
"No I didn't mean that you had to have one but you.....look great, have a nice personality and do not seem like a playboy to me, which a lot of boys are at this age especially with so much power, money and face like that" you smirk.
He gazes at you for a long second before breaking the eye contact. "I lost the love of my life because of the same power and money you are talking about....." he says it in the most heartless tone looking at the sky "....and just so you know, I do fuck around all the time" he starts chugging his beer making you realize that you stepped on one of his weakest nerves.
"I'm sorry, I should have asked you that" you sit back straight feeling guilty.
"It's okay. She's not dead. She's just married to someone else and.......she's a mother now" he leans back too and keeping looking up at the sky.
"Dead or not......lost her forever anyways. I know how that feels" you speak silently looking at the beer in your hands realizing you thought out loud.
At that, he switches his stare at you and shortly glances at Jungkook, who has closed his eyes and leaned back all relaxed, emptying his head out.
Falling in love is tough but controlling your feelings is tougher, especially when they getting in your way of wanting to move on.
"You love him?" Taehyung asks as you watch his shift his eyes from Jungkook to you.
You look back at your beer, "I think so".
Listening to that, he sighs and leans in front, staring at the fire and starts swirling his beer slowly.
"Is that why you don't have a boyfriend?" he asks.
"I guess..." you answer.
You're answer brings over silence which he could relate to. Before you guys could continue your conversation, you keep the bottle of beer that you're sipping on the table and excuse yourself to go the restroom.
***
Washing your hands, you stare at your reflection in the mirror and recall Taehyung's questions. Not after too long you be on your way back. Just then, your phone in the back of your jeans, goes off.
"Yeonhan-na!"
You lean on a wall in the hallway to the balcony and speak to your brother for a few minutes before hanging it up. After talking to him, you feel light as a feather, forgetting all the stress you had and all the thoughts that took your mind hostage. Although, that does not last long. Just when you were putting your phone away, it went off again.
Thinking it was Yeonhan again, you answer it without even looking at the phone screen.
"What do you want now?" You chuckle while making your way to the balcony.
"You"
Your heart drops heavy in your stomach, stealing the smile on your face and you freeze in your tracks, soon getting goosebumps all over your body. You realize it's the anonymous caller.
"I heard about you having some fun last night" you feel the man on the other side of the line smiling but wasn't amused at the same time. The hoarse and deep voice was a very unsettling one.
"Talk to me, Y/N" his voice raises a little, making you terrified of this person more and more. You immediately sneak into the kitchen not wanting anyone to hear you.
"What do you mean?" You dare to speak but the moment you say that, you regret walking into the kitchen as Jungkook enters, not even a minute later with his beer in his hand, slightly tipsy yet alert. You both end up having an eye contact and something about your eyes and expressions make him look at you usually longer, with a light frown on his face. You doubt he sensed the fear in your energy since you concealed your expressions. He then looks at the refrigerator as he reaches for it, ignoring you.
"Well you very well know what I am talking about especially after you broadcasting in public today"
His words instantly remind you of your little scene that Raeyeon caused in the local market and what all you said in the public setting. You think of it all while keeping your eyes on Jungkook.
"Why do you even care about it?" You were being careful of your words, trying not to let Jungkook get suspicious but the expressions on your face were starting to give you away.
"Because I care about what belongs to me. You belong to me and I hate it when someone else touches my things"
That sends a shiver down your body, leaving you petrified. You did not want that to be obvious in case Jungkook looks at you so you turn around, facing the cabinets. In a few seconds, as you process that, you remember all the caller has been doing is barking and has never bitten. It's just all talk. He seems nothing more than a psychopath. That brings back a little confidence back and you decide to put him in his place too.
"I don't know if you're following me or stalking me to be able know all that about me but I sure know that you're just a loser whose hiding behind his phone thinking you can make me afraid of you"
As soon as you say that, you hear a loud thud of the refrigerator door slamming shut. It startles you and as a reflex action, you turn around at it. When you do that, you're revealed to Jungkook looking at you with a deeper frown. That's when you realize that you just talked out too loud.
Listening to your response, the man on the phone leaves a agitated scoff which is soon followed by a chuckle.
"I think you're underestimating for who I am" he scoffs again. "Well, I guess I'll just have to show you myself and my capabilities to you. Anyways, say hi to Yeonhan if he calls again today. See you soon" at that note, he hangs up on you, making your body go cold instantly. A creeping fear rises up your skin and that is all you could think about now.
You widen your eyes listening to Yeonhan's name and that fact that he knew Yeonhan just called you. Your breath hitches for a second as you regret saying what you just said to him.
Jungkook on the other hand is watching you having an internal meltdown. He starts taking steps towards you, still scanning your face and taking notes of change in the emotions in your eyes. As he walks closer to you, your knees suddenly go weak, overthinking if this man would do something to Yeonhan.
"Yah" Jungkook immediately holds you by your elbow and prevents you from loosing your control.
"What's wrong? Who was on the phone?" He asks being slightly worried but more curious. You shake your hand off of his grip and push him back by his chest, at which his faces immediately changes colors and now he seems irritated.
"Yeon-" you start hyperventilating a bit. "Nothing" you starts shaking your head and immediately start to leave, but before you could, Jungkook takes grab of your arm and brings you back to your place.
"What's wrong, Y/N? Did you just say Yeonhan? What about him? Was it him on the call? Is he okay?" He does not let go of your arm, wanting you to stay at your place.
"No, it's nothing. It's none of your business"
"I'm just wasting my time trying to talk to you" saying that, he snatches your phone from your hand and starts going through it to see who called.
"Jungkook, give me my phone back" you make every attempt to get your phone back, even start hitting his arm but he does not even budge. He was holding you away all by his one hand, nonchalantly. At this point he had dialed back the phone number but it did not go through as it's a private number.
"Y/N!" Being pissed as to not being able to find out who it was, he starts getting aggressive with you. He pulls you towards him, making you look at him. He now knows it wasn't at least Yeonhan but that just makes him more concerned.
"I don't give a shit about your private life at all but we have a history together and thanks to you, after today a lot of people know about it and now that the word about us has gotten out, any of those people can try to use you against me so if there's anything I should know, you HAVE to tell me? You understand?!" He yells the last two words, clasping your wrist tighter and pulling you towards him more, his eyes scowling at you deeper.
You start breathing faster being petrified of him more than the anonymous caller now. You physically are not able to speak anything being all terrorized.
"When I left Seoul, I left the old Jungkook back there, only and only because I was exhausted from watching all the people I cared about being harmed because of what I did. I don't want you to end up like my mom. I will not do the same mistake as my fucking father did! So tell me who this was and what did they say to you for you to loose your shit like this" he continued yelling in a deep silence that suddenly took place. Even the voices from the balcony stopped coming in. They knew something was up.
"End up like your mother?" Tears start pooling down your eyes but you still hold your eye contact with Jungkook.
"Dead, Y/N. Dead! Murdered! In front of my fucking eyes!" "What else you want to know before you'd finally tell me what's going on" his eyes get more and more furious but start to get damp at the same time.
Those words of him make you press your eyes closed, making the tears roll down your cheeks. You couldn't even imagine what Jungkook had went through and for some reason, you could feel his pain, which was tearing your heart up.
"I'm sorry" you try to get out of his grip deciding not to tell him anything for now, seeing how his anger is through the roof being overwhelmed because of the alcohol. For all you know, it could be just a man playing with you on the phone, so you wanted to wait to tell anything about it's confirmed.
"Y/N" he tries to scream. "I'll let you go if you tell me who that was" he tries to speak much nicer than before for you not be so scared of him and tell him everything, his actions speaking the opposite.
"It was my crazy ex boyfriend trying to emotionally twist me to get back with me" "HAPPY?" You look at him fiercely with tears in your eyes.
Listening to that, he immediately loosens his grip and let's you go in the next seconds. Staring at you with his damp yet enraged eyes for a couple seconds, he turns around leaves you behind, soaked up in tears.
A few seconds after he leaves, Taehyung walks in to check on you because as of now, everyone heard Jungkook yelling at you. He takes shorter and slower steps not sure of how to console you but he didn't have to worry about it much as you literally went and took him into a hug, sobbing into his chest the next second. "It's hurts so much" you cry louder and heavier.
All he could do was wrap his arms around you tightest and make you feel secure. It was obvious on his face as to how bad he felt for you as well as Jungkook.
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