Your walks makes you seem like you were going to see him, pin him to the wall and ask him why he left you just like that and why did not he fight for you. Not understanding how it's only you who's built a whole perspective of him thinking of you as you think of him. For all you know, he could really just be done after returning the favor by saving your life and not caring about what happens to you after that. You could be walking up there to have your heart either mend or break in an irreparable way. You aren't sure if he is going to react after seeing you but you know this is important for you, at least for the closure you never got to have.
As you reach upstairs and inside the house, you heartbeat starts to accelerate but your fists are packed tightly, jaw clenched gathering the courage backed by the aggression and rage.
You could see his room past the couple stairs to the hallway. You we're approaching it with your heels stomping against the hard wood floor. All of the courage, aggression and rage melts away the second you reach his room and stand still in front of his room's door, cold feet. Fists still ready to throw a punch at anyone.
This is it.
He is on the other side of the door.
All you have to do is knock and you'll see him in the next minute.
Unfortunately, the oppressed you chickens out and you fall weak in your fake confidence.
"I can't" you mumble to yourself and at the same time tears pool down your eyes, your lips start quivering while being on the verge of breaking down. The fingers are still together in a fist and your eyes wouldn't leave the sight of his door.
After staring at his door for a two straight minutes, you turn around and start making a haste towards the main door. Even before you could pass half way through the way, everything suddenly blackouts. Everything around you goes pitch black. Following the darkness comes a hostile groan from Jungkook's room. "FUCK"
You hear him yell responding the to blackout. Chills run up your skin all over. You didn't just hear him curse but you also just heard him for the very first time after these years and you immediately knew it was him.
You were just processing his voice when you hear the door for his room clink open. "For fuck's sake-" he suddenly stops at the sight of a stranger in his house.
You hear more from him when he steps out. "Who are you?" He asks be alerted and all ready to throw hands at the potential hostile stranger.
He sees you!
Your heart almost bursts out in a zillion pieces. Your eyes going left and right in the dark, freaking out, breathing hikes up knowing he is walking towards you slowly, close.
"What are you doing up here?"
The only reason he can gently see you is because of the soft moonlight glazing in the hallway, on you through on of the big windows in the open rooms besides you.
Your mouth is sealed shut knowing this is it. You both are going to be finally face to face after years. You were not ready. You were pressing your nails against your skin, tightening the fist out of anxiety.
"Are you one of those whores Taehyung sent to lure me into the party?"
"The fuck" you whisper to yourself. "Fuck no!" You suddenly turn around yelling, being extreme offended. That was literally out of pocket of him. The moment you let the words out and see his silhouette, you realize what you just did.
The moment you reveal yourself to him, he stops in tracks, frozen. You couldn't yet see his face.
"Y/N......" your name leaves his mouth in the most softest voice. "Is-is that you Y/N?"
"No! It's not. It's-it's not me-I mean it's not her, unm, I just got lost, I'll leave" you try to run away from him, turn around towards the door and start sprinting towards it.
"Y/N!" He yells in attempt to stop you but soon just decides to run to catch you.
You obviously forget you climbed a couple stairs to enter the hallway and therefore while on your way back in a rush, your dumbass trips on the stairs but before you could actually hit the ground hard, he luckily grabs your forearm and pulls you up to him. The momentum of him coming towards was high so when he catches you, he actually ends up shoving you and himself to the main door which was right past the stairs.
He lets out a loud whimper after one of his arm, which was wrapped around to you protect you from the impact, is crushed between him and the door. Meanwhile, you had subconsciously wrapped and clasped yourself against his chest, fearing you were going hit the door badly too.
The noise of the chaos and you breathing loudly out of fear slowly disappears, leaving back the realization.
He shortly collects himself while still clutching you to himself, not realizing it is now fine to let you go. You on the other hand realize, you are breathing against the bare skin on his neck, your hands intertwined around the same, rigidly.
You immediately brush yourself off of him and connect your back to the door, trying to maintain as much distance from him.
He takes notes of your moves before he makes his. He starts moving closer to you. It was dark but now that your eyes had adjusted to the darkness, you could see his features gently. That's when you realized how much you've missed him.
Before you could settle his image in, one of his hand rigidly grasps your arm and roughly turns you around, pinning your chest to the door. You let out a moan being startled. You feel like as if you are getting handcuffed by a cop.
"What are you-" before you could have completed your sentence, he takes your other hand and pins it up the door under his hands, while still twisting your other hand behind you. That scares you again. He does not let you think of it much as he brings his face closer, down to your ear and digs his nose right above it. He then presses himself onto you after unclasping your hands and pressing it between you two.
What he does next makes muscles all around your body go weak and you surrender yourself in his captivity. His hand is now on your naked waist, swiftly traveling to your stomach, making you gulp and press your eyes close. While he was making that move, his finger traced the bottom of your belly button and that made you lose the control over yourself more and more.
"Jungkook...." You moan.
You feel his hand crawling up you torso to the right and stopping right under your breast, touching the soft under part of it. He stops there and traces your scar gently. That's when you realize what he was doing. You snap your eyes open and turn your head towards him, making your noses brush with each other and connect. Your lips just a couple millimeters apart. You could feel his inconsistent breathing after realizing it's really you and now witness your breath syncing with his.
Just a few seconds after you looking at him, he spins you back towards him by your waist and at the same time, couples your other hand up with the one pinned. Now both of your wrists are in the submit of his single hand, pinning straight above your head.
"How is it that you're never scared of coming to me" Jungkook speaks in a husky voice, connecting his eyes with yours, bringing his face close yours and his fingers up your lips.
"Because you saved my life...." Him staring straight in your soul through your eyes makes you forget what you were going to say next for a second "....and people who save other people's life don't do it to hurt them" you answer back, nervous.
"Bet?" A soft smirk forms around his mouth
You eye his face not able to maintain the eye contact.
The second he says that, he throws your pinned hands behind his neck, pulling you to him and owning your lower lip in between his lips.
He kisses you like he has been waiting for this moment since he first saw you. He can't breathe but doesn't want to stop either. He keeps pushing you away because of how intensely he is going for it but keeps grabbing you by your elbows and dress, constantly making you keep coming back to him.
You on the other hand have started to match his passion and pace, giving all of yourself to him. You're hands are on top of each other gripping the back of his head, continuously going back and forth from cupping his face and brushing his ears.
His hand now travels behind you back, smoothly unzipping your dress, unclasping your bra in one movement and now one of his hand is all over your naked back, soon both of his hands sliding down your hips and further down behind your thighs, pushing them up, making you cross your legs around his waist and pushing your crotch against his, his hand now back to playing with the bare skin of your back.
He slowly starts making his way towards his bedroom, not breaking the kiss at all but at the same time, undressing you. You've already taken his shirt off and now dominating the kiss while his focus is shared in getting you naked.
He finally lands you on the bed and breaks the kiss, only to take a look at your beautiful body in a quick second, not wanting you to grow shy. His eyes are now matched to yours while you are under him. You suddenly feel the cold chain pendant he is wearing fall long on your chest, which makes you snap back into the reality and makes you realize that this is happening for real. You try to take one last look at him before he starts discovering your neck and the rest of your body with his lips and his fingers.
Not even an hour ago you knew you'll be seeing Jungkook for the first time in a long while and now you in his bed, with his lips on yours and his bare skin brushing against yours.
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