Chapter 20: Chapter Poem 19 - Real and fake

How's it supposed to be real when it's all just in your head Sometimes I wonder how it would be like If I was dead Who will be there to heal my wounds And besides, people are mostly fake I know that I'm not like the others, The person I used to be is no longer me, And these wounds will take forever to heal How's it supposed to be real when it's all just in your head And I'm always slowly breaking inside Just stay and watch me die 'Cause I know my scars will never heal And you will never truly know how I feel, So stay and watch me break I don't know who I am and what am I supposed to be, Intrusive thoughts are breaking my sanity, How's it supposed to be real when it's all just in your head Cause I know my scars will never heal Couldn't stop getting attached, But now I've started by the scratch I hope these scars will heal Until it breaks my sanity What is reality, my shatters of sanity, you will never truly know how I feel, So stay and watch me break