Chapter 17: EPISODE - 15

NEVER MEANT TO BE 💔Words: 7033

Flash back of Few hours back with namjinseok

THIRD PERSON'S POV

Jin hobi and namjoon were sitting on the couch waiting for Tae. It's already the time for Tae to come. They all are chit chatting and then they saw Tae came but in devastating state they were about to follow tae but yoongi stopped them saying let him calm down first and then they should go to him .

End of flashback

After good 30 mins which felt for them as 30 hours they all went inside as they knocked but didn't get any reply so they entered the room to see tae is sleeping peaceful. Some tears stained on his rosy cheeks and bruised Lips they felt terribly failed to protect their baby brother but for yoongi he is more disappointed that he couldn't able to save his baby .

Yoongi went near tae and sat beside the bed near his waist area and then held his red cheeks and said, " sorry baby meow meow is sorry, he couldn't able to fulfil his promise he made you suffer . I am really really sorry baby please forgive me if you can I can't see you like this .

Yoongi caressed tae's soft hand with one and another one is wiping tae's tears . "Tae, you can't even imagine how much you matters to us you know when you d-did t-the s-suicude attempt ask your hyungs how broken they were, when jin hyung saw you in life less state that night he passed out and namjoon he can't think straight even today after dropping you he continued to bugging me asking how were you , were you nervous sad Even after I assure still he's thinking about you . You know Tae hobi is a sunshine happiness hall but his charm also faded at some point of when you were broken ." Yoongi said.

Yoongi paused for a second and took a deep breath looked at Tae who looked at him with his glossy eyes that seems the whole galaxy to him, then he again started, " tae our life just around yours, about me what even I will tell, I feel my whole world collapsing seeing you so broken and being helpless can't help you is what hurts me the most . Tae I love you only you you are my world everything amd when I say thisni really meant it tae . Please let us be part of your sadness bother and all please let us ." Yoongi said and finally his tears gave up for the first time tae saw yoongi crying but it's the second time for others as the first time yoongi cried when Tae attempted suicide .

Tae can't hold it anymore he hugged yoongi like his life depends on him or yoongi will disappear. "P-please d-don't g-give u-up o-on m-me p-please n-never g-give u-up o-on m-me ." Tae said crying his heart out others smile at him a lil and did a group hug after 15 min tae calmed down and jin asked," want to share what happened?" Tae noded as yes and sat straight still in yoongi's embrace .

Tae just wiggled a lil to come out from yoongi's grip so yoongi loosened his arms around Tae and tae slowly sit up and pulled his pants up and hissed as the pants material crashed against his wounds . All gasped seeing tae's legs both are bruised alot burn mark and stoke Mars are visible and there all red mark and dry blood yoongi closed  his eyes tightly at the sight . He can't imagine how much in pain his love has been going through .

Everybody cried out seeing Tae in that . A person can't be this much heartless to do . Tae's legs are miserably wounded . He is hissing every passing second when cold wind is touching his fresh wounds . Bloods are started to flowing from some spots . The burn mark has peeled some of his skins and it for sure gonna leave the marks for ever .

JHOPE POV

when Tae pulled his parts up I was so shocked to see the bruises . How can someone is still calm while having this much worsened wounds . How can this pure soul is able to bear all this . I couldn't stand anymore I kneeled infront of tae and touched his legs softly as much as I can but still he hissed so I didn't touch further . I can't forgive who ever did this to my pure baby . How much our baby have to suffer . I let my tears rolled down i am so devasted and moreover the hissing sound of Tae is making me more weake .

END OF JHOPE POV

JIN POV

I can't see my baby brother like this . Oh God his legs are bruised terribly . How bad brother I am . I couldn't protect my baby I couldn't.  I failed as a brother I failed . Eomma appa I am sorry I am so sorry I am sorry . I could not able to protect my brother from all this . He is suffering but I can't even help him . I want to wipe his tears but every time it got replaced by new ones I am sorry Taetae . Hyung is sorry . I wanted to tell this to you how sorry I am but I can't I am sorry I am so sorry please forgive your hyungi please . It hurts to see you like this baby . God knows why he is putting you in situations like this . I am sorry once again baby I am sorry.  I think it all in my m

ind and cried my heart out .

END OF JIN POV

NAMJOON POV

My baby brother . Why he have to always go through all this pain.  Why God is being too harsh on this poor soul . How much he have to suffer more . His wounds are too painful to even see . God knows how he is bearing the pain . The burn, cut mark, stroke marks redneed skin, peeled skin bleeding oh God . How miserable it is I can't even think straight . I cried my heart out thinking how much my baby brother have to suffer in pain . Even though he isn't my real brother but he is more than that I am an orphan but when I got jin then I got a family and tae is the most important to me . Only I know how much it's hurting to see hin like this .I cried and cried until I calmed down.

END OF NAMJOON POV

YOONGI POV

I was speechless . There's nothing that came out of my mouth . My heart ached very bad seeing my love of my life in this much pain . If something I want from God is just kill me already . Seeing my love like this is the last thing I would ever want for .how can I failed to protect . I promised that I'll make him happy . Is this how I am making him happy . His pain is Clearly visible in his eyes . God he was suffering all the time and I had no fucking idea.   How idiot I am .

Please God if you want then give me every pain I'll not complain but please not to my love . He never did any bad then why God is being so unfair . God i can't see him like this . It hurts like someone is riping my heart. My love how much you're bearing . I am sorry I never had there when you needed . I am sorry I let you down . I broke my promise . I failed .I am so sorry baby so sorry . In my life I never cried infront of others but now I can't hold I am now the weakest person alive in this earth . I broke down with my love with others they are also crying  . I am crying so hard so hard . It hurts it really hurts bad .I am sorry my love I'll make it up to you and whoever is the reason I'll never leave the fucker .

END OF YOONGI POV

SO THIS IS IT FOR THE EPISODE AND I'LL TRY TO UPDATE NEXT EPISODE SOON . I AM METALLY TOO TIRED EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE HAS TO MAKE IT WORSE SO I AM JUST MINDING MYSELF AND I AM SORRY FOR MAKING YOU WAIT . I JUST HOPE YOU ALL LIKED IT , HAVE A GREAT DAY.

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