Triggered warning : contains self harming and others â ï¸ if you are not comfortable then kindly skip it .
THIRD PERSON POV
Everyone's sleeping beside one who is still in his thoughts that is none other than taehyung . He could not sleep after all try . Whenever he closed his eyes all the terrible memories flashed in his mind he couldn't help but to think and silent cry about those terrible things which happened few hours ago . He then looked at everyone and some tears left his eyes and flowed down to his cheeks .
Then he stood up and went to balcony which is almost 80 floors above and closed his eyes feeling the winds touching his face as if it was comforting him . He wiped his tears harshly and glanced at for one more time but this time he didn't pay more attention looking at everyone thoroughly. He slowly started to stand up in the railings while one hand is on the wall for support to stand while another one is on his chest near his heart . He hates hight but this time he couldn't help but to think about taking this steps .
TAEHYUNG POV
what a life ! Within some hours my life went up to down like nothing happened . Huh I thought after my hyungs there's someone who actually cares for me love me for who I am but I forgot that this world needs only money and money is everything even more than love .
(A/n : sorry to interrupt but I can't help but to say about something which happened exactly like this when I was on my high-school at 10th class my all friends just wanted my money they used me for bring them some chocolates and other stuffs daily and I did that just for true friends because I felt lonely but I forgot without any motive no one will gonna behave good with you and from then I hated the term friendship but by God grace i got my soulmate she's my instagram friend far better than friends near me . I love her so much love you my soulmate ð)
I never thought in my dreams that my kookie was just using me all the love care he showed was all fake he just played with my heart my love amd feelings . I'll never forgive him for what he did with me but I am so thankful for my hyungs they were and are still with me whenever I needed anything they never let me feel unloved. I love you hyungs sorry for leaving you without any words but I know it very well if I talk to you then I will surely broke down and can't do this so I am really really sorry please forgive me if you can . I love you my eomma and appa yes jin hyungie and namjoonie hyung is not less than my parents . I love you my sunshine hyungie and meow meow hyungi .
Don't know why I feel lil bit strange feelings when I am near meow hyungi but I love that strange feelings. Thanks for being with me and I am happy that I met you both after our school. I am sorry too . Me meow hyungie and hobi hyungi didn't get a chance to catch up I am really sorry but I can't take it anymore .
Whenever I close my eyes all those things happened with me started to flash lime a movie and I hate to being burden on you. I know you all will be more worried for me and I don't want that . I am so sorry I love you my hyungis . I am really sorry so sorry .please forgive me please.
I said and start to walk towards the end before i could jump I fell someone pulled me down . Before I could react I felt some sting pain in my cheeks when I look up I saw an angered yoongi hyung and also others also started to wake up .
END OF TAEHYUNG POV
YOONGI POV
I was sleeping but somehow I felt thirsty so I drank the water which was beside me on the small table and then take a look at my baby's bed but he was not there I panicked and looked at washroom but the lights are off still I checked but he's not there then I looked at balcony due to wind the curtains are flowing so I got a half look of someone standing there without wasting any second I went there and saw taehyung standing up on the railing .
My heart stopped beating just by seeing the view I felt numb my hands and legs started shaking but neverthless I moved and before taehyung can do anything stupid I dragged him down and before he can say I slapped him so hard . Yeah I did I don't want to but my anger took the best of me then he looked at me with teary eyes which broke my heart but I didn't showed then others came to us due to noise and bombarded me and tae with a lot of questions so i said them to come inside and we will talk so I dragged Tae and made him sit on the bed and others took sit near us .
END OF YOONGI POV
"What the hell happened here ?", said hobi with confusing look . "Ask him" said the still angry yoongi with his scary look making Tae cry hard . Jin started consoling Tae while namjoon asked yoongi but he didn't answered so they waited for Tae to calm down . Soon Tae calmed down the namjoon said," Hey bub, tell us what happened hmm ?" Tae looked away from them making his red cheeks flashed to them which made them shock except yoongi who had a blank expression but alot is happening inside his mind .
"What happened to your cheeks? Why's there finger marks Tae?" Jin asked being all serious and them Tae looked down and stated crying silently then yoongi reached his limit and banged his hand on the table and said, " he won't tell so I'll tell you what happened and about his cheeks I slapped him" he said earning gaspes and before anyone cut him off he gestured them to stop and told everything what happened .
Other's looked at Tae disappointed and then jin said, " Tae I never expected this from you" he said and others agreed then Tae looked at them with hurtful eyes pains can be clearly visible in his eyes and then laughed slightly and said, "disappoint huh? Do you guys even know what's going on in my mind I can't sleep whenever I close my eyes I saw them doing all t-those things with me. And all I could do is suffer I don't want to live in this pain . And it hurts I know I am being a burden to you all and I hate that .it's the only thing I think is right ."
He said and all had tears in their eyes seeing how much this little soul had suffered and they looked at each other and noded . Then yoongi approached Tae and made him look into his eyes and yoongumi bet he made a promise to not let any tears in his baby's eyes and then gently wiped those tears and kissed his eyes, then forehead and cheeks and lastly caressed the cheek he slapped which is still red by the impact of the hard slap . And he cursed himself for slapping his baby but he couldn't help himself when he saw Tae in that state . He thought he would loss his love his baby his world .
He looked at Tae with soft gaze and said, " I am really sorry Tae to slap you but i couldn't think right when I saw you like that I felt my soul left my body I never saw you this much broken vulnerable all i saw is you being happy cheerful and loud" he said and laughed a lilttle when he saw Tae smiled and others also smiled seeing Tae smile then he continued, " Tae you are too precious for us look at your hyungs will they be gonna happen if you would have jumped and what about me and hobi we met after a long and you are doing this .Tae I know what happened with you is unforgettable and I am not saying you to forget all now . I know this is something which you can never forget but Tae please live for us be happy for us . Seeing you smile make us smile you are so precious to us our treasure our baby . Please try to move on look we are here for you and your precious tears doesn't deserve to get wasted on some fuckers hmm ?" He said and tae noded with a small smile .
Then Tae hugged him tightly and others also joined the hug and did a group hug after sometimes being satisfied they pulled away and saw Tae is sleeping while hugging yoongi his head is rested on yoongi's chest and hands are wrapped around yoongi's waist to which all smiled
And jin suggested yoongi to sleep with Tae as he can't move from his baby tiger's grip .
And they all slept with some relief but yoongi is still awake seeing his baby he felt to kill those fuckers who made his baby cry and being this vulnerable but he somehow felt happy that jungkook is no more in his life and he can show Tae his love and made him fall for him too . He smiled and pecked tae's forehead and drifted to his dreamland still in his baby's thought .
TO BE CONTINUE.......!
SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING SOON BUT I GOT SOMETHING TO TAKE CARE OF URGENTLY SO I WASN'T ACTIVE ON PHONE THESE DAYS BUT I'LL UPDATE OTHER EPISODES SOON .AND DON'T TAKE ANY OIND OF STEP INCLUDING SELF HARM YOUR LIFE DOESN'T DRSERVE TO GET WASTED ON SOMETHING WHICH DOESN'T DESERVE YOUR TEARS . BE THERE FOR YOURSELF WHEN OTHERS TURNED THEIR BACK . NEVER LOSE YOUR HOPE ON YOURSELF . ONLY YOU CAN MAKE
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