âCome on, letâs go.â
I spun around so quickly it made me dizzy, a shriek falling from my lips. Standing in the doorway of my room was Nikolai, arms folded across his chest and a hard look on his face.
My hand flew to my heart. âJesus Christ, you scared the shit out of me.â I hadnât even heard him open the door. Iâd been standing near the window, gazing longingly outside, completely lost in my own thoughts when heâd suddenly appeared, as if out of thin air.
His words zinged through my brain and I frowned. âWait, what? Go where?â
He didnât answer. Just spun on the balls of his feet and walked away, leaving the door wide open.
I eyed it suspiciously. What was going on? And where was Aleksandr?
I hadnât seen him since the attack yesterday. Which, if I was being honest, I kind of expected. I knew he would be busy dealing with the fallout from what happened and the fact that his father had been kidnapped.
I wasnât sure what that meant for him. Was he now in charge? Or had they somehow managed to find their father?
I had decided to give him the night because like I said before, I knew he had a lot to deal with, but that was all I was willing to give.
I wanted answers. I wanted to know what happened. Mostly, I wanted to know if he was okay.
Daytonâs death had hit him hard. I was worried about him. Worried he was blaming himself and letting grief and guilt consume him. Worriedâ
âHey!â I jumped at Nikolaiâs rough voice. He was back in the doorway, staring at me like I was some sort of freaking idiot. âI said letâs go.â
âAnd I said, go where?â I barked back, staring him down. I wasnât going to let him intimidate me. I didnât know him. I didnât trust him.
He narrowed his eyes at me and then snorted, shaking his head. âNo wonder my brother likes you,â he mumbled.
I didnât know what he meant by that, so I said nothing.
âHurry up. I donât have all goddamn day.â He left again, and I had a feeling that this time he wouldnât be coming back.
I bit my lip, hesitating for all of two seconds before I hurried after him. I was a curious person by nature, so even though I didnât trust him, I wanted to know what was going on. Especially if there was a small chance he could be taking me to Aleksandr.
I caught up to Nikolai at the top of the stairs and we walked down together. He didnât say anything to me and I didnât say anything to him, both of us content to walk in complete silence.
At least, I thought we were.
When we stepped off the stairs and into the foyer he held his arm out, stopping me from taking another step.
âWhy didnât you run?â
I frowned at his question.
âDuring the attack,â he clarified. Ah. âYou had the perfect opportunity to do so. Aleksandr told me he gave you this address and told you to contact your brother, to tell him to come get you. But you didnât. Instead you put your life in danger and fought alongside my brother. You helped us. Why?â
âBecause I love him.â Duh.
After Aleksandr left me in that safe room, walking away without a second look back, a panic unlike anything Iâd ever experienced exploded inside me. I knew I had to do whatever I could to help him. That I couldnât just leave him to walk into danger alone.
Iâd only just managed to stop the bedroom door from shutting when he left. I had to dive, sticking my hand in the doorway to catch it. That door locked every time it was closed. I knew if I didnât stop it, Iâd be stuck in that room with no way to help him.
Once I had placed something in the doorway to keep it open, I had quickly run back to the safe room and loaded up with as many guns and knives as I could carry.
I didnât bother calling my brother, like Aleksandr told me too. I didnât want to waste the time. Every second was crucial.
It had been a brutal fight getting to him. I was terrified that I wouldnât reach him in time. That Iâd find him dead on the floor, the light drained from his magnetic blue eyes. Iâd fought harder than I ever had before, determined to get to him before the worst happened.
âThere was no way I was going to abandon him when he needed me the most,â I finished, staring Nikolai down.
âEven though he kidnapped you?â
I laughed halfheartedly. âOh, weâre way past that now. Yeah, in the beginning I was pretty ticked off. Heâd kidnapped me and killed my men. Who wouldnât be angry about that? But my men had kidnapped your sister first. Which, by the way is something I never would have allowed if I wasnât chained up in Neroâs bed. Everything that happened after that was fair and justified in my opinion, and Iâm not looking to retaliate. In fact, in your position, I probably would have done the same thing.â
He studied me closely, trying to figure out if he could believe any word that was coming out of my mouth. âAleksandrâs not marrying Anya Tarasov. Lukyan will be.â He walked across the foyer and out the front door without looking back.
I had the distinct urge to shove a finger in my ear and clean it out to make sure Iâd heard him correctly.
âHey! Wait!â I jogged after him, running out the door and down the porch steps. âWhat do you mean heâs not getting married? Did something happen? Where is he? I want to see him.â
Nikolai didnât answer me. He marched towards the yellow cab parked in the driveway and opened the passenger side door. He pulled out a wad of $100 bills, handing it to the driver. âTake her wherever she wants to go.â And then he was gone, walking back into the house.
Confusion wracked me. I stared at his retreating back, my mouth dropping open. What the fuck was going on right now? He was letting me go? Aleksandr was letting me go? I was positive he had to know about this, because I donât think anything happened in this house without his approval.
My gaze swivelled back to the open car door, to the driver looking at me with patient eyes, waiting for me to get inside. Iâd been demanding for days for Aleksandr to let me go and here it was, the opportunity to finally leave right at my fingertips.
So why was I hesitating? Why wasnât I jumping at the chance to finally go home?
That was a stupid question. I knew why. I didnât want to leave. And if he wasnât going to go through with this arranged marriage, why should I?
I wasnât sure how long I stood there for, just staring at the inside of the cab as I tried to sort through the chaotic thoughts going through my head. The sound of someone walking up the gravel driveway snapped me out of my daze. I looked up, a thunderstorm of anger rolling through me.
What. The. Fuck.
Long legs in a short, skin-tight dress. High, hooker heels. Thick, dark flowing hair. Mila strutted towards me with that air of superiority surrounding her, nose up in the air and an evil, vindictive smile on her lips. âI told you heâd get bored with you,â she said smugly as she walked past me and up the stairs. The two guards standing at the door opened it for her, allowing her entry.
Dark jealousy exploded inside of me and my feet moved, following after her.
Oh, hell fucking no.
I turned away from the window when Nik opened the passenger side door, holding it open for Drea. I didnât want to watch her leave, didnât want to watch her get in that cab and never come back.
I had been standing in my office on the second floor, peering out the window like some creeper, anxiously waiting for her to appear. Desperate for one final glimpse of her before she left.
God, I missed her already. How was that possible? It had been only one night and I missed her so much it hurt. I missed her laugh. I missed her smile. I missed the way her nose would scrunch up when something she didnât like happened on whatever ridiculous television show she was watching.
I knew I should have been the one to do it, to put her in the car and say goodbye, but I had to be honest with myself. Iâd barely been able to stop from marching down there and bringing her back. From throwing her over my shoulder like the first time weâd met and dragging her back to my room, where she belonged.
There was no way I could handle watching her go when I was barely in control of myself.
It was the reason why I sent Nik instead of me.
I had it all planned out. Iâd let her go. Give her space and time to think. And if she didnât come back on her own, Iâd drag her back.
Knock. Knock.
I exhaled heavily, moving to stand behind my desk. A range of emotions hit me all at once.
Anger. Frustration. Excitement.
âCome,â I called out, cracking my neck.
The door opened, and Mila walked in. The sultry look she threw my way told me she thought she was here for a good reason, a fun time.
How wrong she was.
âAlek,â she breathed, biting her lip. She went to close the door.
âLeave it open.â
She frowned, and then shrugged her shoulders, stepping further into the room. Her gaze wandered around idly, taking everything in. âThis is nice.â
I could tell she didnât mean it, that she was just saying it because she thought it was what I wanted to hear.
âI didnât know you had an office.â
Thatâs because I never used it. Never had the need. But with Father gone, I needed somewhere to work, and it didnât feel right using his. I had put it back exactly the way it was before the attack, and planned to leave it undisturbed until he came home.
When I still hadnât engaged her in conversation, she began to fidget uncomfortably.
Good. I wanted her to be uncomfortable.
She reached for the zipper that ran down the front of her dress, probably hoping to use sex as some sort of distraction tactic, but I held a hand up, stopping her.
âThatâs not what youâre here for, Mila.â
Her unease grew tenfold. She knew that if I didnât call her here for sex, it meant something bad. Iâd told her enough times I wasnât interested in anything other than sex from her.
âDid you really think youâd get away with it?â I asked, my voice dropping low.
She swallowed, visibly nervous. âGet away with what?â
I wasnât in the mood to play games. I was tired, still in pain from the stab wound in my fucking shoulder, and pissed off I wasnât balls deep in the woman I loved right now.
Whoa, loved?
I thought about it for a moment and then internally shrugged. Sounded about right.
I turned the laptop on my desk to face her and pushed play. When her eyes darted down to the screen, her face dropped.
The surveillance footage from the night of the attack played out over the laptop. It showed Mila entering the guardhouse at the front gate and giving a plate of cupcakes to the two soldiers on duty. Not even thirty seconds later, they both vomited up blood and fell to a heap on the floor.
Mila then ran to the controls and opened the gate, allowing four blue vans to drive onto the propertyâthe vans that held the MC army Dominik had sent to take us out.
When Nik had first shown me, Iâd been stunned into silence. Out of all the possible scenarios Iâd envisioned, Mila being the one to betray us hadnât once entered my mind. I had watched it over and over again to make sure I was seeing what I was actually seeing. She had been the one to let them in.
Mila slammed the lid of the laptop down, her unease shifting to anger. âWhat did you expect?â she hissed, her face turning red. âYou think you can just throw me aside and start fucking that Spanish suka with zero consequences? That I was just going to sit by and let that happen? I was meant to be Queen, Alek. Me! Not her. Iâm the one that deserves it. I loved you! I would have made a great wife! But you never gave me the chance to be anything more than aâwhat did you call it? âA warm body for you to stick your cock intoâ.â
Amusement shot through me and I couldnât hold back my laugh even if I tried. Mila was so shocked she took a step back, her eyes bugging out of her head. Sheâd never heard me laugh before.
âThatâs because thereâs no substance to you, Mila. There never has been. I had no interest in getting to know you because thereâs nothing about you worth knowing.â
Her face grew another shade of red in embarrassment.
âWhat I want to know is, what was your plan exactly? Did you think helping my uncle overthrow us would get you the position youâre so desperate for? That attention you crave so much?â
âI do not crave attention.â
In the background I could hear what sounded like loud, angry footsteps. Someone was stomping around the house, doors being opened and slammed shut.
âYouâre a power hungry whore. All of you crave attention.â
Her hands curled into fists at her side. âI donât have to stand here and listen to this.â She turned to leave, but my next words stopped her in her tracks.
âI donât know why you showed up here in the first place. We didnât think youâd be that stupid. You betrayed us and yet you still came running when I called. Why?â
She spun. âBecause I thoughtââ her mouth clamped shut.
âThought what? That I was finally going to choose you? Did you think we wouldnât find out what you did? That we didnât have security cameras in the guardhouse?â
She averted her eyes.
âOh, you didnât,â I chuckled softly. âYou see Mila, thatâs where you went wrong. Thinking you were smart enough to pull something like this off.â
âI did pull it off!â she yelled, stomping back to the desk. âI killed those guards and let those men in. If theyâd done their fucking job, I would be Queen!â
âIs that what Dominik promised you if you helped him?â
âI went to him! I offered to help him and he agreed to marry me when he became Pakhan.â
âAnd when that plan failed, you thought youâd still try your luck with me?â I shook my head. âItâs unfathomable to me how someone could be that fucking stupid.â
Behind Mila, I saw Drea walk up the stairs through the open door, her chest heaving and eyes darting around frantically.
I frowned. What was she still doing here? I thought sheâd left.
Her head swung our way and her gaze locked on Mila. Fury overcame her and she marched towards us with single-minded focus, each step full of determination. Her brows were lowered in an angry frown and her jaw clenched so hard I was afraid sheâd shatter her teeth.
Mila was in front of me saying something else, something I hadnât heard because I stopped listening. All of my attention was on Drea as she pushed my office door open wider and went right up to Mila. She grabbed a fistful of Milaâs hair from behind and slammed her face into my desk.
Mila screamed, her arms flailing. Drea didnât stop. She slammed Milaâs head down over and over again, her face completely consumed with rage.
I arched an eyebrow in amusement, watching her with a pleasant mixture of surprise and eagerness.
Blood splattered over the desk. Something cracked. Possibly Milaâs nose. I wasnât sure.
Slam!
Slam!
Slam!
Drea released her grip and Mila crumbled to the floor with a pain-filled groan.
But Drea wasnât done. Not by a long shot. She began kicking her, stomping on her with the heel of her foot while she swore at her in Spanish.
âPuta estúpida,â You stupid bitch
Kick.
âTe voy a matar,â Iâll fucking kill you.
Stomp.
âZorra sucia y podrida,â Dirty, rotten whore.
Drea grabbed the antique letter opener on the desk and stabbed Mila in the chest, twisting it slowly before yanking it out and stabbing her again. She then straightened, blowing out a breath as she pushed a strand of hair out of her face. Her eyes cut to me, the anger increasing all over again, her lips curling up into a snarl.
âYou couldnât even wait for me to leave before you called in your whore, huh?â
I frowned. âI didnât call her here for that.â
âNo?â Drea jumped up on my desk, staring down at me. It was the first time sheâd ever been in the position to do so, and I didnât particularly mind it. She was looking at me with that angry glare I loved so much.
âNo. I brought her here to kill her. Sheâs the one that opened the gates yesterday. The one that made sure the alarm wasnât raised when the raid started.â
Her eyes narrowed, like she was trying to figure out whether to believe me or not. She must have decided she did because she let the subject drop. She placed a foot in the centre of my chest and pushed, forcing me down into my seat.
My brows shot up in surprise, but I didnât fight her.
âYou sent your brother to let me go.â She said it with an accusatory glint in her eyes, her voice taking on a threatening tone.
âI did. Because if I did it myself, I wouldnât have let you get in the car.â
âReally? Whyâs that?â
âYou know why.â
âTell me anyway.â
I ran my eyes over every detail of her face. Those soft, feminine features. Beautiful caramel skin. Mesmerising amber eyes. That warm, fuzzy feeling I always got when I thought about her bloomed in my chest, coated in a thick, dark possessiveness that almost choked me. âBecause I love you.â
Her breath hitched.
âI love you so much it hurts. It physically hurts to be without you, to not see you. To not speak to you. To think of you gone. Youâve managed to burn yourself into my mind, my soul. Branded yourself in my heart. So, now you own it.â
Drea smiled, but it was still steeped in anger. âGood. Because I love you too.â Relief filled me at her declaration. âBut that doesnât change that Iâm pissed at you.â
I arched an eyebrow. âFor what?â
âFor thinking you can just send me away without even bothering to say goodbye.â
I was about to say that it wouldnât have been goodbye. That I would have tracked her down and brought her back if she didnât come back on her own, but the words died in my throat when she snapped the button of her jeans open and pulled them down, kicking them away.
My heart pounded in my chest, my mouth going dry. She was so goddamn beautiful. I ran my eyes over her curvy hips, those strong, tattooed legs, staring at her in worship. I wanted to lick every inch of her, to trace all those tattoos with my tongue.
She was still standing on my desk, glaring down at me like she wanted to punish me. She hooked her fingers into her underwear and tugged them down. My cock throbbed in my pants as she lowered herself to sit on the edge of the desk, spreading her legs wide, her feet resting on the arms of my chair.
Fire burned in my veins. I couldnât take my eyes off her. That pretty pink pussy, glistening wet. Her little pierced clit, just begging to be sucked into my mouth. I had a front row seat to the best goddamn show on Earth.
God, I needed her, and I needed her now.
âYouâre going to make it up to me,â she breathed, leaning forward and wrapping a hand around my tie. She tugged me towards her and I went willingly, completely enraptured by her. Iâd do whatever the fuck she wanted. âYouâre going to lick my pussy until I come all over your face. And then youâre going to do it again, and again.â
âIs this supposed to be a punishment?â I rumbled, running my tongue up the inside of her thigh. âBecause I have to be honest with you malyshka, it sounds more like a fucking dream.â
Drea chuckled, her hand squeezing my tie as she pulled me closer and closer to where I was dying to be. âOh, but it is a punishment baby. Because afterwards thereâll be no fucking. Iâm gonna make you walk around with my taste on your tongue all day, your cock so hard it hurts, and youâll be given no relief. Not until Iâve decided youâve earned my forgiveness.â She gave one sharp tug on my tie, and I was there, my mouth latching onto her clit.
I groaned in both pleasure and pain. I was painfully hard already, and she was going to keep me like this all day? Evil little vixen.
Her mouth-watering taste flooded my mouth and I drank it all in, my tongue moving in slow, languid circles over her pussy. A shudder ran through her and she breathed out a sigh of pleasure, her head tipping back.
My hands gripped the back of her thighs, and I pushed her legs back, opening her up even more as I devoured her. Licking. Sucking. Nibbling. Fuck, I loved the feel of her on my tongue. The way her clit pulsed inside my mouth, the slickness between her folds. Everything about her turned me on. It made me so fucking hard I just wanted to pound into that tight, little pussy until my come was dripping out of her.
I flattened my tongue and ran it from her ass to her clit in one, long stroke.
Drea cried out in pleasure, so I did it again and again, groaning when her pussy got even wetter, moisture coating my lips. She really fucking liked that.
She panted, her hips gyrating, moving in fast, wide circles. âDios, youâre gonna make me come already. You and that fucking tongue,â she groaned, her chest heaving.
I kept the same rhythm, moving my tongue up and down, up and down. Drea grabbed a fistful of my hair and held my face right against her clit, grinding against me. I curled my fingers around her hips and held her tight, urging her on. Helping her to move faster. Harder.
âFuck Aleksandr, yes. Yes, baby.â
Iâd always hated when women called me âbabyâ. It was an endearment I shut down instantly. But when it came from Drea, falling from her lips coated in that alluring Spanish accent she had, it didnât bother me in the slightest. She could call me whatever she wanted, and I would still fall to my knees at her feet in worship.
I sealed my lips around her and moaned low in my throat, the vibrations causing her undoing. Drea came hard, her body shaking as she screamed out my name. Her grip on my hair turned painful, but it just made me harder, pleasure zinging down my spine. I felt like I could come just from the taste of her, from the way she rolled her hips. The sexy, little sounds she made as her clit pulsed on my tongue.
Drea let me go and slumped back, panting breathlessly. She propped herself up on her elbows and smirked, eyes flicking down to her pussy and back up. âAgain.â
I dipped two fingers inside her, scooping up some of that delicious wetness literally pouring out of her and brought it to my lips, sucking them clean. I wanted so desperately to stick my cock inside that tight, little hole and lose myself in her. Fuck her until Iâd drained every ounce of come from inside my body. But I could tell from the look on her face that wasnât going to happen any time soon.
So I went right back to it, latching my tongue onto her pussy again.
This was both the best and the worst goddamn punishment of my life. But fuck, I enjoyed the hell out of it, because there was nothing better than making Drea come over and over again. And it was even better that I got to taste it all.