Okay, as far as prisons went, this one wasnât too bad. I had a comfortable king size bed, a TV with every streaming service known to man, bookshelves with a variety of different books, an adjoining room with my own bathroom. There was even a fancy drink cart in the corner, like the ones those old rich people have in movies. The closet was filled with designer clothing, all brand new with the tags still on. Some of it didnât fit, but there was more than enough there to work with, which I was happy about because Iâd been wearing the same clothes for I didnât even know how long. It felt great to wear something else, even if it was just a plain shirt and pants.
It was as nice as any five-star hotel room.
And I was suspicious as hell about it.
Aleksandr explained it well enough last night. I answered his questions and he let me stay here instead of that horrid torture chamber. I gotta hand it to him, it was a sneaky fucking move to play. Showing me all this luxury when for the last few weeks, I couldnât even piss without having someone watch me.
I wasnât an idiot. I knew exactly what he was doing. Ordinarily I would have told him what Iâd been telling him every day since he kidnapped me.
âGet fucked.â
But I knew I had to start cooperating if I wanted to get the fuck out of here.
If he asked for something vital, like information on the cartel, our dealings or our clients then of course, I wouldnât have said a word. Since all he wanted to know were the details about how Nero kidnapped me and how he knew I was Don, I gave him the answers he wanted.
I was still raving mad about the whole fiancé thing, so I didnât even want to say a damn word to him. Aleksandr seemed to be the designated spokesperson for the Bratva though, and that meant speaking with him was unavoidable. Apart from Shaggy, Pavel, Mila and her pops, I hadnât seen or spoken to anyone else.
My hand curled around the doorknob and I twisted it, giving it a hard tug.
No luck.
I released a frustrated sigh. From the moment Aleksandr left me in here, the door had remained locked. I tried picking it. Kicking the door in. Each attempt was utterly pointless.
There were three windowsâtwo in the bedroom and one in the bathroom. All were locked and made out of some weird type of glass that wouldnât break, no matter how much I beat the shit out of it. The bright side was though, the ones in the bedroom gave me the best view.
This morning when I woke up I heard yelling coming from outside, like someone was barking orders. When I went to the window to see what was going on, I got a front row seat to the best show Iâd ever seen in my life.
Over twenty men, all shirtless, and a few women in activewear. Some of them were running around the yard while others participated in different drills. Their bodies were glistening with sweat, their muscles bulging and contracting. I had to fan myself, it was so damn hot.
Aleksandr was there. He was the one barking out orders like he was a drill sergeant. He was shirtless too and good lordy. I thought I might faint. He walked up and down a line of people, arms behind his back, face hard and serious as he watched them do push ups, sit ups and jumping jacks.
There were also target boards set up across the yard. People would put together a gun, take their shot and then pull the gun apart before moving onto the next drill. It was like some damn military training base. The whole thing was super impressive. And a little scary. Was this how they trained their men?
If it was, we were seriously fucked. How could we compete with that?
I sat there a little longer than I was willing to admit, watching them. Watching Aleksandr. He was amazing, totally in his element. Everything he demanded of his people, he participated in as well, running, jumping and shooting right alongside them.
There was a tall, lanky kid with a backwards cap trying and failing to hit the target boards. Aleksandr had gone over and shown him how to hold the gun properly. How to load and unload it. How to stand. He was patient, never losing his cool, even when the kid still struggled to make contact with the target.
I was fairly sure theyâd been out there for hours. It was crazy.
A click echoed through the room and the door opened, Aleksandrâs broad shoulders filling the width of the doorway.
My heart pounded at the sight of him.
Nothing new there.
My blood heated, that rock hard body making my insides tingle.
I hated it.
A plate of food sat in his big open hand, the smell of beef and some rich, decadent sauce filling the air.
âHow are we this morning, malyshka?â His deep rumbly voice sent a shiver down my spine, as per fucking usual.
Asshole.
I answered his question with a hard glare.
He rolled his eyes. He placed the plate down on the side table and shut the door, crossing his arms over his chest. He was wearing a dark button-up shirt that clung to him so well it had to be fitted. The sleeves were rolled up to his elbows, showing off his forearms. Veins throbbed under his skin and I almost fainted. Dark pants covered his muscular thighs. I had the overwhelming desire to try and get him to turn around so I could check out his ass.
âWe need to talk.â
âDo we?â I drawled, eyeing the food. The nice old ladyâFlora, I think her name wasâdelivered a bowl of oats and fruit this morning, but I was still hungry.
After being stuck on a diet of fucking beans and rice for over two weeks, I was ravenous.
âI think we did all the talking we needed to last night.â I inclined my head towards the plate of food. âThat for me? Or did you just bring it in here to torture me?â
He picked up the plate and held it outstretched towards me in the palm of his hand. The message was clear. He wasnât going to bring it to me. I would have to go to him.
The nerve of this fucking man. He knew I didnât want to be near him, knew I didnât want to be within touching distance of him. Iâd made that abundantly clear, and yet he was still playing this bullshit.
Too bad for him. He clearly didnât realise I was a stubborn bitch and I wasnât going to play his stupid little games.
I sat crossed-legged on the edge of the bed. âYou said we needed to talk. So talk.â
He shrugged and put the plate back down. âBefore we get to that, thereâs something else we need to discuss first. I understand you had a visitor yesterday.â
I didnât say anything because it didnât warrant a response.
âDespite Milaâs claim, sheâs notânor has she ever beenâmy fiancé.â
âThatâs great. And youâre telling me this, why?â
He gave me a deadpanned look. âOne canât help consider Milaâs unexpected visit and your increasingly foul mood and bad attitude to be connected in some way.â
I threw my head back and laughed. I mean, he was right. But I wasnât about to tell him that. âMan, the ego on you. Iâm surprised you can both fit in the same room. Relax, Big Guy. I donât give a shit who you fuck and itâs kinda insulting you think I do. Now, if thatâs it on that ridiculous issue, what is it you wanted to talk about? Iâm kind of busy.â
Aleksandr narrowed his eyes, a tick throbbing in his clenched jaw. He pulled his phone from his back pocket and threw it towards me.
I caught it, giving him a frown.
âCall your brother and arrange a sit down.â
I turned the device over in my hand. It was a black iPhone, the latest model. An old picture of Aleksandr and what I assumed to be his family lit up when I touched the screen.
âWhy would I need to call my brother for that? We can do it right here, right now.â
âAny arrangement we come to needs to be finalised in the presence of others. It canât be done with a simple one-on-one.â
My face scrunched up. âKind of old school, donât you think? Canât we just settle this between us?â
Aleksandr shook his head, leaning back against the door. âThatâs not the way we do things.â
I sighed, annoyed. If I could do this without involving my brother, the better it would be. Juan knew me better than anyone else in the world. He would see this weird, physical connection Aleksandr and I shared in a heartbeat. I didnât want to deal with the huge freaking lecture heâd hurl my way.
Aleksandr inclined his head towards the phone in my hand. âCall him.â
âLook, I get it might be the way you do things, but the cartel is different. Iâm the one with the authority, not my brother. Thereâs no need to involve him at all.â
âEither you call him, or I will. It wouldnât take me long to track down his number, and Iâm sure heâll be more than happy to talk to me. Especially once he realises I have you.â
I growled, glaring at him. âGod, youâre such an asshole.â
âNever claimed I wasnât. Call him. Last chance.â
âAlright, alright.â
I dialled his number and put the phone up to my ear.
âWho the fuck is this?â Juan answered on the fifth ring. âHow did you get this number?â
A smile curved on my lips. It wasnât until I heard his voice that I realised how much I missed him.
Before I could respond, Aleksandr barked, âSpeaker.â
I rolled my eyes and placed the call on loudspeaker so Snoopy Snooperson over there could listen in.
Nosy bastard.
âBaby brother.â
A sharp intake of breath from the other side. âDrea? What the fuck!? Is this really you?â
âOf course itâs me, cabrón, dumbass. Who else would call you âbaby brother?ââ
Juan grunted. âTrue. And you need to stop with that shit. Youâre only three minutes and seventeen seconds older than me. Are you okay? News about Neroâs death hit weeks ago. Where the fuck have you been? Iâve been looking all over for you.â
âItâsâ¦uhâ¦hard to explain.â
âWell, the most important thing is youâre alive. When I heard the Bratva were involved, I feared the worst.â
My eyes flicked to Aleksandr.
âThe thought of you with those barbaric lunatics gave me enough stress to take years off my life.â
I winced. âListen, Juanââ
âI have no idea how you managed to get away from those savages, but Iâm glad you did. I was ready to knock their fucking door down and demand to know what theyâd done to you. I fucking hate the Bratva. Pretentious, arrogant assholes.â
Aleksandr arched an eyebrow.
I chuckled dryly. âJuanââ
âEspecially that big, brutish looking one. You know the one Iâm talking about. Dad warned us to stay away from him. What was his name again? Aââ
âJuan!â I yelled, cutting him off.
âOw! What? Why the fuck are you yelling at me?â
âTo shut you up before you say anything else stupid, cabrón.â I took a deep breath. âI didnât get away from the Bratva. They took me from Neroâs and Iâve been with them ever since. In fact, that big, brutish guy you were talking about is here right now, listening to every word weâre saying.â
A beat of silence. â¿Qué carajo estás diciendo?â What the hell are you talking about?
Aleksandr smirked, knowing full well Juan switched to Spanish in the hopes he wouldnât be able to follow along with the conversation.
âHe speaks Spanish, Juan.â
âWhat the fuck, Drea? You couldnât warn me someone was listening in on our conversation?â
âI would have if youâd shut your damn mouth long enough for me to get a word in,â I snapped back.
âYouââ Juan broke out in a flourish of Spanish and I responded, a heated argument between us quickly taking over.
No surprise there. Juan and I were too much alike. Stubborn. Hot-headed. Short tempered. We argued all the time.
âEnough!â I eventually shouted, making him go quiet. âWe can fight later. Just shut up and listen to me. I need you to come for a meet.â
âThey want to negotiate your release,â he stated.
âI assume so.â
âWhere and when?â he asked without hesitation.
I looked at Aleksandr. He didnât say a word, just studied me intently with that piercing gaze of his. The one that saw too much.
âIâll, uh, text you the details.â
Aleksandr prowled towards me.
âI gotta go,â I whispered.
âWait, Drea. Are you okay? Theyâre not hurting you, are they? Tell me youâre okay. Please, tell me youâre okay.â The concern in his voice was heartbreaking.
âIâm alright. Donât worry about me. Iâll see you soon. Te amo.â I love you.
I waited for him to say the words back and then quickly hung up before he could say anything else.
It was an important family tradition of ours. We lived harsh, dangerous, violent lives that could end at any moment. So we made sure when we were saying goodbye to one another, whether that be in person or over the phone, we always said âI love youâ.
If the worst should happen, if we died, our last words to each other would be of love. It was our mumâs idea, something she ingrained in us from a very young age. She was big on family.
When Aleksandr stopped in front of me, I offered him the phone. He grabbed it from my hand, his fingers brushing against my skin softly.
âYou and your brother are close.â It wasnât a question. He said it like he was stating a fact.
âYes,â I sighed, suddenly feeling tired. Not just physically but mentally.
âYou miss him.â Another fact.
I had no idea why Aleksandr was still here, talking to me. He wasnât a talkative man. That much I knew about him. Yet here he was, towering over me, watching me, waiting for me to respond. Like he wanted us to have a conversation.
I had to tilt my head all the way back to look at him. It didnât make me nervous, having him standing over me the way he was. In fact, I liked it. Which was exactly why I shimmied to the side and got to my feet, stepping back from him.
âIf thereâs nothing else, Iâd like you to leave,â I said, waving a hand towards the door.
Annoyance flared in his eyes. He didnât take the hint, remaining exactly where he was. Not that I was really expecting him to. Aleksandr wasnât the kind of man to be ordered around. He did the ordering.
He strolled to the drink cart in the corner of the room and poured himself a drink. He took a seat on the two-seater couch next to it, leaning back and stretching out his body, his thick, muscular thighs spreading wide. He swirled the liquid in his glass before bringing it to his lips, taking a drink, then spread his arm out over the back of the couch, his eyes never leaving mine.
Why I found the whole thing attractive, I had no idea. But it was hot. As. Fuck.
I sighed irritably. âGuess youâre not leaving then. Whatever.â I plopped down on the bed and picked up the book I had been reading the night before from the bedside table, intent on ignoring him.
I couldnât force him to leave, but maybe when he realised I had no intention of engaging him at all he would leave on his own.
The problem was, I was hyper aware of him, of every move he made. Every time he lifted that glass to his lips. The way his throat moved as he drank. His Adamâs apple bobbing up and down. I noticed every minute movement he made. It made it incredibly hard to focus on the words on the page. Especially since he still hadnât taken his eyes off me.
What the fuck did he want?
Just keep reading, Drea. Ignore him.
Easier said than done.
When I read the same sentence four times, Iâd had enough. I slammed the book shut and scowled at him. âWhat?!â I snapped.
He shrugged one shoulder lazily. âNothing.â
âWhy are you still here? Why are you looking at me?â
âI canât look at you now?â
âIf youâre going to sit there and stare at someone, it should be your fiancé, not me.â
He rolled his eyes, an exasperated sigh falling from his mouth. âI told you, Mila isnât my fiancé. Sheâs not my girlfriend. Sheâs nothing.â
âSure seemed like someone,â I grumbled under my breath. Then I felt like a goddamn idiot.
Way to let him know youâre jealous, Drea. Really! Good going.
I had to recover quickly.
âLook, it doesnât matter anyway. We hooked up, big whoop. It was fun, but thatâs all it was. Who you spend your time with is no concern of mine.â
âNo, it isnât,â Aleksandr agreed.
I clenched my fists. Just because I said it didnât mean I wanted to hear him agree with me.
âExactly,â I ground out. âThereâs no denying that weâre attracted to each other. Letâs just throw that one out there now and admit it. But attraction doesnât mean shit. You donât know me and I donât know you. Except that youâre an asshole who likes to boss people around.â
He narrowed his eyes, a dark warning streaking across his face.
âOrdinarily, Iâd be more than happy to indulge myself in you. Ride the fuck out of you until I squeezed every ounce of cum out of your cock.â His body stiffened, heat flashing in his eyes. âBut thatâs never going to happen. Your brother walking in on us was the best thing that could have happened. Weâre enemies, you and I. Altering the status quo of our relationship is foolish, not to mention reckless.â
The dark look on his face morphed into a predatory one. He straightened to his feet, somehow managing to look elegant and masculine all at the same time, and prowled towards me.
I tensed, sensing the change in him. It was like a switch had been flipped. The Aleksandr I was looking at now wasnât the same one that walked into this room. It was a darker, filthier versionâand I was all for it.
Everything I just said disappeared from my mind. All I could focus on was the way he moved. All those muscles. That sculpted face. Those mesmerising blue eyes. The way he looked at me as if he was about to devour me.
Despite the whole speech I just gave him, I suddenly didnât care if indulging in this sexual attraction between us was foolish. I wanted it, and I was going to fucking take it.